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Description      Alex looked to his father with a light smile. "Let's get this done and over with."

     Lillian grabbed Alex and hugged him tight. She knew she shouldn't have,but she loved her son. Ever since he was born, before he was born. She remembered holding his frail body and sobbing when she heard he might never walk or might not even live to see puberty. And yet, here he was, a miracle. Towering over his mother and father. Young, healthy, and handsome. And now they had to end his life. They were destined to kill their miracle child. She let him go, sobbing. Lillian choked back words and Alex simply kept smiling. It made her cry even more.

      "Come on..." Adam said, leading Alex up the stairs. While they ascended the stairs, Lillian heard a door shut, signaling they were closer to the bathroom and thus, closer to Alex's ultimate fate. She began pacing...waiting to hear something, watering splashing, screaming, anything. The front door opened and Josh came in.

     "Hey, Mom...I forgot my pajamas...."

      "H-honey, wait, I'll get them for you..."

       "No, its okay...I left them in the bathroom. I can get them."

       "NO!" She grabbed him before he could get far up the stairs. She pulled on his arm, hard, causing him to fall down the steps he had climbed and hit his forehead. He was bleeding from a light gash on his head. He sat up on his knees.

      "M-mom? Why'd you..." he started to sob.

      For some unknown reason, this made her infuriated. She wanted to scream 'YOUR BROTHER IS DYING FOR YOU, YOU STUPID LITTLE BRAT!',but instead held back. She didn't hate Josh, she loved both her sons and didn't want to lose either of them,but she couldn't control her emotions. When Josh began crying louder, she knew Alex would hear and become worried, so she slapped him.

     "SHUT YOUR MOUTH!" She grabbed on tightly to her son and began crying and shaking, beginning to rock Josh back and forth. The young boy as confused and let him arms fell to his sides as his mother rocked him like a baby.

     Alex laid still, fully dressed, in the tub waiting for his father to execute him...or would sacrifice be a better word? His father hovered over him. Alex's lips were still curled into a gentle smiled.

    "I'm glad...." Alex started softly when his father looked away. ".....I could be of some use and not just take up space..."

     Adam couldn't hold back anymore. "We LOVE you Alex, we always have! Josh, your mother ,and I have always cared for you!" Adam began sobbing. Alex's heterochromic eyes began to widen, his lips turned downward into a frown and he sat up tightly embracing his father. "I love you so much Alex, my miracle child."

     "I love you to, dad...." He let go of this father and laid down. "It's okay....you can end it now." Alex's smile returned to his pale face as he closed his eyes.
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Comments: 42

AnkhFalcon [2010-10-11 20:38:34 +0000 UTC]

YES I DID LIKE IT!!!!!
*screams to the sky*
lol

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thinkingorplotting In reply to AnkhFalcon [2010-10-11 20:39:23 +0000 UTC]

XDDD

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shybutdeadly [2010-09-12 16:28:56 +0000 UTC]

do I was so close to crying! D: I had tears forming! This is such a great emotional story! I never really liked to read angsty stuff though because then I never really liked the story but THIS is a work of art! I loves it! Keep up the good work who knows maybe even in the next chap (if ya make one) ya'll be able to make me cry ;3 lol

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thinkingorplotting In reply to shybutdeadly [2010-09-12 18:22:36 +0000 UTC]


Thank you so much. That means A LOT to me.

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shybutdeadly In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-18 14:16:11 +0000 UTC]

ur very welcome. Just keep up da aweome work >w<

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thinkingorplotting In reply to shybutdeadly [2010-09-18 20:01:33 +0000 UTC]

THANK YOU!

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sandrasabaka [2010-09-12 13:28:49 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I'm crying! I know I'm a stupid crybaby, but I couldn't endure Alex's death ... please, don't let him die!! Anyhow, I think it's very interesting that you're writing something about the sacrifice.
I'm curious to see if you're going to post the next part ... sorry, my English sucks! ^_^

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thinkingorplotting In reply to sandrasabaka [2010-09-12 18:22:03 +0000 UTC]

Your English is very good.
It seems people like this, so I will be writing another part soon.
Thank you so much for the comments, they mean a lot to me.

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Dussterslove99 [2010-09-12 12:39:57 +0000 UTC]

I'm crying
The emotion is sooo strong
I can feel the love and sadness
Alex is so brave thats why we love him

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thinkingorplotting In reply to Dussterslove99 [2010-09-12 18:20:24 +0000 UTC]

YAYZ!

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AlexShepherd666 [2010-09-12 07:59:56 +0000 UTC]

i'm speechless....it's so awesome!

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thinkingorplotting In reply to AlexShepherd666 [2010-09-12 08:00:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 05:33:18 +0000 UTC]

so sad T_T I want them BOTH to live

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 05:33:39 +0000 UTC]

xD
Do you like the story, so far?

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 05:35:50 +0000 UTC]

yes but is sad

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 05:36:39 +0000 UTC]

I hope there is a happy ending. *continues watching*
Do you know any high school yaois? Those are my favorite.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 05:40:24 +0000 UTC]

have you seen gakuen haven or sukisho those are the two best high school yaois I've seen thus far I know all 12 episodes (subbed) of sukisho are on youtube but I may have to find gakuen aven for you (I own both on dvd you can buy them via amazon.com)

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 05:46:42 +0000 UTC]

Hm, I have not. I'll have to check them out sometime.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 05:49:49 +0000 UTC]

I know theres a live action one too but I haven't acctually seen it yet and don't know the name

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 05:50:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh, okies. Hm...I think that okama is kinda cute.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 05:53:39 +0000 UTC]

yes but ayese is cuter

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:00:26 +0000 UTC]

Hehee.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:02:04 +0000 UTC]

drools* i likes meh ukes

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:02:43 +0000 UTC]

Hm, sometimes I do to,but I like semes a lot to.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:05:00 +0000 UTC]

some semes are cute like riku and terra (kingdom hears semes) but I perfer ukes prabably cuz I'm a butch

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:06:39 +0000 UTC]

xD
I like them equally,but I don't like ukes who are like overly girly. What was his name again, Ayase? He is as girly I would go for ukes, any girly, and I might as well be watching a hetero anime

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:13:40 +0000 UTC]

lol i watch all anime so I come accross a few really weird ones revolutonary girl utena was the wierdest guy that was acctually a girl who loved another girl who transphormed into a car then changed back and they both rode naked into the sunset anime I've ever seen.... no matter how much you see it, it will never make sense

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:14:55 +0000 UTC]

OMGOD! I know what you are talking about. THE MOVIE SUCKS! READ THE MANGA IT IS COMPLETELY DIFFERENT.
I believe they have an anime that is more accurate to the manga as well.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:19:11 +0000 UTC]

ok I'll try that I just want to know wht the hell the person who made that movie was on O_o I kept watching and waiting for it to make sense

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:20:22 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, the first half for me was okay,but then it was like......."WWWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAT TTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHE FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCK?"

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:26:14 +0000 UTC]

lol exactally, I think you'd like this yaoi a lot

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(no smex in anime but is in manga) lots of boys that look like boys it's got a really sweet storyline too

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:27:35 +0000 UTC]

Oh, cool. I know this sounds odd,but I like yaoi with a uke and seme,but for them to both be sorta manly.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:29:08 +0000 UTC]

thats not odd at all accually I like females so i like men that look like girls (I'm the weird one)

gakuen haven

[link]

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:31:23 +0000 UTC]

I think I like males and females, or I guess I can appreciate the bodies and romance between both. I like yaoi, yuri, and hetero. Hm...I should write a yuri sometime.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:33:37 +0000 UTC]

mabe? but who would you pir up...hmmmm eileenxheather that would be cute

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:36:23 +0000 UTC]

Yes, it would. xD OH NOES! They have the same voice actress. xD

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:39:48 +0000 UTC]

I never even noticed that X_X

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:41:44 +0000 UTC]

xD

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:44:08 +0000 UTC]

I kinda like henryxalex (alexxjosh is still cute too)

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:45:24 +0000 UTC]

OH YUSH! I love Alex/Henry.
I really need to do another oneshot for them. But nothing comes to mind.

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edwardskittykat In reply to thinkingorplotting [2010-09-12 06:50:42 +0000 UTC]

alex should rescue the kidnapped henry from some scary monstrosity rescue the princess sort-of-thing ^_^ yay for gid

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thinkingorplotting In reply to edwardskittykat [2010-09-12 06:53:32 +0000 UTC]

xD

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