towards-eternity In reply to InfinityOnAString [2012-10-13 23:40:58 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much, as always.

i miss you. how are you, and what've you been up to?

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InfinityOnAString In reply to towards-eternity [2012-10-14 15:39:26 +0000 UTC]

I'm doing terribly, I found what I like to believe could be the man of my life and I can't see him because I lied to my parents and they found out and now I lost theior trust and I can't go out. My best friend's moms don't want me anywhere around their daughters and my life sucks so freaking much.
I've missed you too, sorry.

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towards-eternity In reply to InfinityOnAString [2012-10-19 04:14:10 +0000 UTC]

i'm really sorry, that sounds like such a mess. but it also sounds solvable. either your parents' feelings, your feelings for the guy, or your living at home will change, maybe not soon enough, but definitely in the foreseeable future. in the meantime, please be strong. sunrise after long nights, and all of those things which you already know.

(also, i know i'm a bit of a ghost around this place, but i'm here if you need me. i'm also email-able, facebook-able, or skype-able, if those make more sense.)

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InfinityOnAString In reply to towards-eternity [2012-10-19 21:43:58 +0000 UTC]

I was just panicking because I'm an only child and I never get grounded for anything so this just makes me feel claustrophobic as fuck, but they're letting it go little by little. John turned out to be an amazing guy who texts me every day saying he misses me and he's looking forward to whenever they let me out and I finally got to see him today for a few minutes. It's safe to call this a relationship. My mom calmed down (fortunately) and everything's a bit better, I guess I'm just lucky lately.

Ps.
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Feel free to add me, would love to see you more around the web (: and I get it, college is probably keeping you much too busy.

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towards-eternity In reply to InfinityOnAString [2012-10-20 19:43:16 +0000 UTC]

ps: added you – i'm the one with the emerson quote about filling the day with bravery. (:

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towards-eternity In reply to InfinityOnAString [2012-10-20 19:41:36 +0000 UTC]

i'm glad things are gradually improving, and hope they continue to do so.
i'm also happy that you've found someone who treats you well. you really do deserve it.

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InfinityOnAString In reply to towards-eternity [2012-10-20 23:17:12 +0000 UTC]

Thanks hun, not sure if I deserve it or not but at this point I've decided I don't care because he's mine and we're just good for each other so far (:
Ps. I already suspected it, but still, you're gorgeous. Thought I'd say it. <3

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towards-eternity In reply to InfinityOnAString [2012-10-21 19:06:50 +0000 UTC]

sounds like a fair decision.
out of sheer nosiness, can you tell me a bit about him?

and thank you. you're very pretty yourself.

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InfinityOnAString In reply to towards-eternity [2012-10-22 04:17:44 +0000 UTC]

I am so glad you asked. Yes, yes I can but you'll wish you had defined "a bit".

He is tall but not too tall, I mean, he is taller than me and that's good enough. He has clear green eyes that are without a doubt the most beautiful pair of eyes I've ever seen. He's got short brown hair and a smile that melts hearts. He's a Libra, if that tells you anything. He's pretty fit and has small earplugs, a nip piercing and two tattoos; a dragon on his arm (which is in progress and it kinda climbs to his chest) and a big heart on his chest, like the one from Jesus? Wouldn't know how to explain, I'm an Atheist and he's a Christian which is the only problem I have because I hate it when people try to talk me into religion. He has a splendid music taste and we can talk and talk for hours without a single moment of awkward silence. He works at my favourite ice cream shop which is how I met him. I go there every Friday and every other single day I can and when I was with Herless we used to exchange looks and smiles and whenever he was behind the counter there was always good music. I didn't want to talk to him because things were going terribly with Herless and I didn't really trust myself to talk to someone who seemed so perfect for me and not have any mixed feelings. But then after a few break ups and make ups I ended things with Herless for good and we started talking. He had poked me on facebook randomly one day so I added him but we never talked until a few weeks ago. Things were weird with Herless, I broke up with him but he somehow got the wrong message and thought I still wanted to be with him and I was supposed to tell him whatever I wanted to do on the fourth. So, a week before the fourth I went to blueberry alone because my friends stood me up and I sat there alone for two hours. Just me, him and a very awkward silence because for some reason no one else went there that day. After two hours my friend Nicole arrived after I begged her to come because I didn't have the balls to talk to him and it was way too pathetic, sitting there alone with no book and no nothing. So she came and gave me a speech on how dumb I am for not starting a conversation so just to shut her up I told her I'd talk to him if he was online when we got to her house. I thought he wouldn't be because he hardly ever was, but he was so I talked to him. We talked for a few minutes and I decided he was perfect. We talked about Avenged Sevenfold and Call of Duty and how I wouldn't miss an "ice cream Friday" if my life depended on it and then he left promising me we'd play Uno next time my friends stood me up like that. We talked again later that week and he asked me if I was in a relationship to what I replied "no, but a week before today the answer would've been yes" and he asked me if I was doing alright and I said never better and he gave me his phone number. That night at 11pm I recieved a text message saying "good night (:" and I woke up to "Have a good day (:" I went to blueberry on Wednesday that week I think and we talked and then we went to the main square and sat there talking about everything. We texted every single day and there hasn't been a day where I don't get my "good morning" text. After going out a few times as friends but with the occasional flirting and the not-so-hidden hidden messages I went out with him last Tuesday (not this week's, the one before) I told my parents I was feeling too sick to go to my drawing lessons and stayed home until they both left, then I met him at blueberry and we spent the evening at the main square. I was supposed to go home at 7pm but when I looked at the time it was already 10pm so we went to the bus stop and we hugged and then we kissed and I missed the bus and then we kissed again and you could say we've been going out since. I saw him for a bit on Thursday and then I saw him on Friday for his birthday, on Friday I went out with him and his friends who all seemed to like me and I liked them too. We acted as a couple the whole night either hugging or holding hands and his friends made awkward questions to which I'd reply "dunno" and he'd just smile and kiss me on the cheek. Cuba and Melissa are the ones I talked to the most and when Cuba asked us if it was an official relationship we both smiled not knowing what to say so he explained the question and I laughed and said "I sure understand the question but I don't really know the answer" and he laughed and said it wasn't official until it was on facebook and he'd only add me when it was so I said ok and that was that. I saw him again on Saturday and I got grounded and it's still not official but there are "te quiero"s and hugs and holding hands and the whole town knows we got something going on so it doesn't really matter. He's lovely. He calms me down when I'm angry and tells me not to make a big deal out of it but at the same time he understands and he makes me laugh when I'm sad and we joke a lot because we have a very similar sense of humour. And he calls me pretty and I call him dumb and we're happy with whatever this non official relationship is. (:
Hope I didn't bore you and thank you hun <3

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towards-eternity In reply to InfinityOnAString [2012-10-27 04:08:49 +0000 UTC]

didn't bore me one bit. it was pretty sweet and sounds very nice, all in all. so i hope it stays that way, and thanks for sharing (:

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InfinityOnAString In reply to towards-eternity [2012-10-27 04:44:44 +0000 UTC]

I hope he stays that way too, so far so good. Thanks for reading (:

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towards-eternity In reply to Adonael [2012-10-05 21:45:01 +0000 UTC]

thank you!! (:

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Adonael In reply to towards-eternity [2012-10-09 12:31:18 +0000 UTC]

No worries!

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towards-eternity In reply to winterkate [2012-10-05 21:45:07 +0000 UTC]

thanks a million

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winterkate In reply to towards-eternity [2012-10-07 07:57:02 +0000 UTC]

You're really welcome!

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towards-eternity In reply to DamagedHomewrecker [2012-10-04 20:44:18 +0000 UTC]

thanks a million love. <3 how are things?

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towards-eternity In reply to UnspecifiedUnknown [2012-10-05 21:46:47 +0000 UTC]

lovely. thank you <33

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towards-eternity In reply to Kymira12 [2012-10-01 19:35:18 +0000 UTC]

thank you! <3

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