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01.2015traditional sketch with fineliners.
Just because sometimes... we have nothing... but our Winter...
Other Bucky Bucks of mine:
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Wow, Backy! My day today is definitely a better place. Β
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^^ so glad to hear it ^^
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Thank You so much, my dear!
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damn you and your perfection creativity, I love you
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Tehehe XD Thank You very much ^^
The inscription means I guess "Even when I am in Bucky mood... I can draw Bucky" hahahahaha 
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OUCH. sadddd lolΒ Β great work though! beautiful!Β Β
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Thank You so much, my dear
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This is great!
And thank you for more Bucky feels!! D=
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Thank You so much! 
Oh gosh... I am full of Bucky feels at the moment XO Don't even know why... :/
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I'm full of many feels, I'll just add them to the rest of mine.Β
Feels have a mind of their own!!
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Haha - this is perfect!!! "Feels have a mind of their own" - I gotta write it down cause it is so much true story ^^ That is what happened XD Thank You for Your words, my dear!!!!
BTW, I just found perfect SPN-Bucky feels emoticon:
Oh my feels!
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They do. I can be looking at something total not related and then get hit with feels and then it's like "Why?!! I wasn't asking for this!!"Β
Though, part of my feels are from my OCs... so that's my fault. xD
Yes!! That's a perfect gif!!
Oh sad Sammy!! D=
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OMG! Another awesome thought!!!! You are amazing!!! I love Your ideas! It would be very accurate cause I have one OC who sometimes is "oh soooo Bucky feels". The most funny fact is she is in love with another of my OCs - my inner Bucky (Acheron, I don't know if You saw my sketches of him) and he is always like "Oh, babe, stop with these all Bucky feels, everything is okay". Hahaha XD The best thing is - she can have these Bucky feels for him XDDD Oh gosh... it is really crazy to let these OCs a control to the brain. Guys, give me back that control panel, please!!! XDDD It reminds me "inside out" Do You know it? www.youtube.com/watch?v=_MC3Xu⦠I can't wait to see it hihi ^^
Oh Gosh... SPN Feels are also soooo Bucky feels :/ Poor Sammy :<
someone added SPN emotions or what? I am so happy to be able to add more of them ^^
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I have some OCs like that. xD IT's like if I'm not thinking about a fandom it's my OCs... so my own fandom? xD
OH Gosh that movie!!! That's going to be awesome!!!
So many feels!!!! They're everywhere!!!!Β
You're right!!! Someone must have added more!! There's so many now!! Β
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I know what You are talking about. Haha! I am sure we will have our own fandom in the future! (hahaha, now I sound like these two rats planning world domination "Pinkie and the Brain" remember them?) we just... have to try hard XD I mean... just built this world and... one day... we will be like "oh... I got a fandom" XD LOL
Haha, You know what... it would be awesome to talk to everybody like that. "Sorry, I got now Acheron mood, I will be back in a moment". But! We can do it with our close people! Oh gosh... I guess only true Friends would understand it :/
Yessss! These emoticons are awesome. I don't know who did it but... THANK YOU mistic somebody who added SPN emotions for us 
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Okay, so I'm not the only one!! xDΒ
Wouldn't that be something, to have are own fandom!????!!
Yes I remember that show.
Yeah it would be like I have "Jake" or "Wilstock" feels I need a moment. And I'll get weird looks. xD
New SPN gifs!!
Β I love Charlie's gif! x]
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Haha, totally - You are not the only one
I saw You OCs, they are really nice 
Haha. Two my main OCs are... basically me. In male and female version, and in many forms which shows me through my life. I have also many other OCs (not published on DA by now) which are parts of me that sometimes even many people know not they are in me XD But... I tread all of my OCs like... parts of me and... my story like something important I have to say. It is really old by now and... it is still growing so... I think I will just write and paint it. I think I will do it whole my life more and more. It is worthy to do it I think. Whenever You see in my gallery something with description "GMP Universe" it is it. It has also a folder in my gallery. And well... I feel that I start to be able to paint more an more of these twisted things from my head. And my dream is to be really good painter to... paint it all
I will tell You something now... My main OC Acheron/Apeiron and Astrid/Amadea are a couple. A couple in the Twin-Flame style. So they are learning from themselves and taking care of themselves through all the story and whole my life. For me basically it is like being my own guardian angel. Or having my own Castiel. So after our talk here about feels. I sat down with Apeiron/Acheron and asked him "Ok, why we have all of these Bucky feels". I laid in my bed and asked him to hug me. And then answers came to me. My feels were strange to me cause they were almost chemical. I had nothing, no problem to feel bad about in that moment. It was like You said - like from nowhere. When I was laying down then, giving myself ability to take some rest answer came - I wanted to do many things, worked really hard and... I forgot to hug myself today. To give myself some love and patience, some rest. I was running so fast that I forgot for whom I am doing it all. I laid that way for maybe an hour and... all my Bucky feels... left me. I woke and... I was ok!!! So it was a signal from the body to take care of it. How beautiful!
I'd like to thank You for our conversation. It was totally helpful for me and it made me feel much better
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I have noticed that too. I have watched a few people because of their OCs. =]
I do have many stories/scenes I have in my head of my OCs, The hard part is writing it out. I do have some on Jake on DA though. But a lot of it only in my head right now. Always. Either with one OC set or a different one. Always stories playing in my head.
I'll have to look at your OCs they sound interesting. It makes sense that they're extensions of ourselves, like the saying that's something like "Every portrait an artist does is a self-portrait..." Or something like that... Maybe I'll turn into Sammy? xD With keeping the story going through out your life, that's kinda how I feel about my stories. Or maybe that's because I have so many wholes in my stories. xD There's been a few times I drew darker things, they kinda scared my mom. The other day my mom found one of my stories on her computer(just like the file) I told her she could delete it and not read it. I don't know what she did though...Β
It's kinda cool the longer I've had these character's the more real they have become.
It's interesting that you mentioned just laying on your bed and having a moment with your OCs. Because I have done that too. Like just lay there and hug a blanket for a few minutes and then carry on with whatever I was doing. Or it's like when I go to sleep I'm thinking of my characters and when I wake up I'm thinking about them. Even if I'm not always nice to my character they're calming. It probably has to do with being so creative. with having OCs. We can kinda help ourselves out. It's not like having a split personality, or a personality disorder. It's kinda like having another way of thinking. Like if I was Jake "What would he do?" "how would he react?"Β
Also being in so many fandoms and being exposed to so many different stories help keep our minds open.Β
If you say so, I'll take your word for it. I don't know what I'm saying that's really different but yeah.
I do enjoy talking you too.
Thank you!!
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First of all... I'd like to thank You again. This time for today XDDD For yesterday too but... oh gosh our talks about our OCs are just awesome. I am able to look into You as into mirror and find many many many truths about me. To Understand myself more
I know what You mean about the stories in the head. I have it too. I am writting them all down. I don't care that after so many years I still don't have whole story. Rome wasn't built in one day. Maybe we just have to write one big story not serie of short novels?
You are totally right about self-portraing. I guess this is what I was writting about in the comment I just wrote and send to You XDDD
Honestly... I feel You very Sammy since I met You. And it is so wonderful for me, cause I love Sammy and... meeting with such Sammy person is really nice to me. I love our talks
I know what You mean about the dark things. I like painting dark things, and... I am going to paint much more dark things soon, cause... I have many of them and... I wasn't able to paint them in realistic way till now. My world just have lovely beautiful things... and... ugly and dirty. Just like real world. There is no heaven without hell and no light without dark. It is all connected.
But yes... parents are afraid of that dark things in their kids. I guess it is because they want the best for us and... they are aftraid that they made mistakes - that's why we are painting that dark things. I guess I would try to teach my child about the dark and the light if I was a mom one day. And If my kid would start to paint dark things I would just try to ask him or her why. Maybe... she/he just saw something dark in our world that cannot be hidden anymore? Kids are very clever and... sometimes see more than adults.
Haha, I know what You mean saying about OCs how would he/she react. I got the same ^^
Have a nice day! Lots of hugs!!!
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That's awesome. Maybe it's like realizing there's another person out there that's like you? Or at least that's what it's kinda been from me talking to you. Most of the artist people I've talked haven't seemed so much like me. I've done different art shows and talked to other artists but they're always very artsy fartsy, and I think I boarder more on geek. Kinda like a fandom artist. I talked about it with my sister and we decided that's what I am more or less.Β
Oh, you know about the stories too!
I love being Sammy like. Sam's my favorite too, you know. x] I think that's why I like Sam best, I'm more like him then I am the other characters. That might explain why I have drawn Sammy the most. I love drawing him. x] Most of the time Sam is gentle and sweet, So I take being Same like as a huge compliment.
I think if I draw more dark things I'll have it more hidden. so it's kinda there and kinda not. The dark things I drew were only a couple sketches, like zippered lips, because there's a lot of times I felt I wasn't being heard or people didn't care about what I had to say. Or if I was heard there were a few times only my smartass side notes to myself were picked up. I think more or least I've excepted that. I think I could be that person at a party that no one realized was there, and they'd be telling me about said party. and I'd be like "Yeah, I was there..." Just kinda sliding in and out without too much notice? Maybe that just comes with being introverted... I guess that why I'm like my OC Jake. He can just slip in and out without being noticed.
I agree I think kids see more then adults. They're more open than adults. and they have that sense of imagination that a lot of adults lose. I hope to keep mine. Which I think it highly likely. I couldn't imagine not being the way I am.
Lots of hugs!!Β Β Β Β
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I'm glad that You feel Sammy that much. He is awesome and Yes - You remind me Sammy a lot ^^ And I like it
Oh, I understand with these dark things. It is totally how it is. But I hope it has changed and now You are more visible?
Take care of Your imagination, practice it and... You will have it whole Your life. Follow Your dreams. Many people just... starts to follow... money, having things, grey life, they forget the children they were and the dreams they had. It happens. and... it happens in the way we never imagined it as kids. Being adult isn't that nice as it is shown in movies and books. For me personally it is like a battle. It is like protecting the kid inside. But the world for some reasons want You to loose that kid and became a robot. Never let them do it to You. Always be Yourself. Always!
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I like it too... And guess what? I love plaid. xD
Remember the couple of times in SPN that Sam was drawing?Β
I don't know if I'm more visible. Maybe I've just gotten use to it. Maybe I just kinda have one of those personalities. Β Don't know.
I live at home. When I've been asked what I want to do, or what my goals are. I'm not sure. Or they ask if I want to go to a four year art school, after my two year one. I kinda think I wouldn't fit. and if I can get a job, with my two year, and be able to keep doing what I'm doing I think I'll be okay I'll be good. Right now I think it would be unlikely lose my creative spark. It may come and go, but it always comes back. It's like a fall back, whatever happens it's there. kinda like my guitar, I might not play it like I should but It's there when I too frustrated to draw anything. I'm happy with where I am right now... they only thing that would be good is if I had a job, right now I don't.Β
We have make sure we don't get tied down too much to the point where we can't break free every once in a while and fly wild.
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I hope that You are more visible now. But, You know, in the good way. Cause being visible is not always good. Sometimes silence, being not visible is the best
You play guitar? that must be awesome. Do You have electric guitar?
I got classic. And... I guess buying it was one of my mistakes... I should be more patient, get more money and buy eletric cause... it was what I wanted, I wanted THAT sound. Classic didn't gave me what I wanted... so... I was bored and... well... stopped with that. Never learned to play well. It is hanging on the wall. Maybe one day? I'd like to learn to play an instrument. but not in this moment of my life.Β
The most important thing is - as You say - to never lose this creative spark
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I don't know If I am. Maybe... maybe not.Β
If anything I've gotten use to it. At least at the moment it doesn't seem to bother me so much.
I do play guitar. I don't play very often like I would like to. but it's kinda like another outlet that's not art. Because I don't really play for anyone ever.
I don't have electric guitar, I have two acoustic guitars. I might have a picture of one on here... actually I guess I just have this one...Β Bloody Strings Β because for whatever reason if I play this one song over and over I scrape up my knuckles... I think I'm strumming strange. xD
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Guitar - Oh I see
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I think I'm just too shy to play for people. and I'm afraid of singing... Though I took a year of voice lessons for if I wanted to sing with the guitar I could. So I can sing okay. I sing for myself when I play the guitar. I don't know I just don't play for people. Maybe I think people will think I'm not very good... or something. I guess I'm not very good at being the center of attention.
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