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"Hope you enjoy the show!"

Ah, this picture might definitely confuse many people. For a while, I was not sure of putting this up on DA but I like it too much for it to be just kept away. This is not based on anything but something my own mind came up with, though it probably more than likely got influenced by the music I listen to.

For those that may have seen the picture, "Beneath the Surface" might know, I sometimes have hallucinations, illusions or something similar to such, and oftentimes they can get very bizarre or strange. This is one of them.

One certain vision stuck with me, a version of me that was almost completely different in all but appearance, even if that was twisted as well. A "me" that was the master of a very distorted circus, where tents appeared as if they were mouths, living breathing balloons, gramophones that bled black playing distorted music, and either eyeballs markings or actual ones along with syringes decorating the area. Another vision showed more the performance acts of her circus, still as twisted as ever.

And the leader of it all was a clearly insane and twisted yet charismatic version of me, one that had no shyness whatsoever or any worry with talking, in fact, she loved the attention and response of the audience, be it fear, horror, astonishment or amazement. The stitches didn't seem to bother or hinder her, she was one who desired to give a good show with the circus, and definitely had the aura of a true show performer. She always carried around a living cane with spider-like legs at the base. She never really gave a name, even if it was "me", so I simply wound up calling her the Ringleader.

As bizarre as it was, I actually really liked her look and personality along with the twisted circus and wound up drawing her. Definitely one that stuck to me, hehe.

Seriously though, my mind seems to have such a fascination with eyes, yet I have trouble looking directly at peoples' eyes when talking to them, I don't know why, ehe

Description
"Hope you enjoy the show!"

Ah, this picture might definitely confuse many people. For a while, I was not sure of putting this up on DA but I like it too much for it to be just kept away. This is not based on anything but something my own mind came up with, though it probably more than likely got influenced by the music I listen to.

For those that may have seen the picture, "Beneath the Surface" might know, I sometimes have hallucinations, illusions or something similar to such, and oftentimes they can get very bizarre or strange. This is one of them.

One certain vision stuck with me, a version of me that was almost completely different in all but appearance, even if that was twisted as well. A "me" that was the master of a very distorted circus, where tents appeared as if they were mouths, living breathing balloons, gramophones that bled black playing distorted music, and either eyeballs markings or actual ones along with syringes decorating the area. Another vision showed more the performance acts of her circus, still as twisted as ever.

And the leader of it all was a clearly insane and twisted yet charismatic version of me, one that had no shyness whatsoever or any worry with talking, in fact, she loved the attention and response of the audience, be it fear, horror, astonishment or amazement. The stitches didn't seem to bother or hinder her, she was one who desired to give a good show with the circus, and definitely had the aura of a true show performer. She always carried around a living cane with spider-like legs at the base. She never really gave a name, even if it was "me", so I simply wound up calling her the Ringleader.

As bizarre as it was, I actually really liked her look and personality along with the twisted circus and wound up drawing her. Definitely one that stuck to me, hehe.

Seriously though, my mind seems to have such a fascination with eyes, yet I have trouble looking directly at peoples' eyes when talking to them, I don't know why, ehe