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EDIT: Bienie has a new reference sheet now. Their newest one isCool Additional Facts About Bienie
- Owns a howling mouse to defend room from intruders - it's canon Jay are you happy now
Significant other: Griwi
Tiny Gang buddies: Jay and Kyo
Extra reference sheets:
Old reference sheets:
Reference sheet 1 (January 2011)
Reference sheet 2 (July 2011)
Reference sheet 3 (January 2012)
Reference sheet 4 (August 2012)
Reference sheet 5 (May 2013)
Art of her
Art of her by myself
Art of her by others
PHEW, IT'S DONE
I thought it was about time for a change, I really started to hate her old ref D: I think I could've done some things different here, like another text colour, but eh, I stayed up until 3AM to put this together and submit it, sooo...
I like this a lot more than her old one! So this is everything you need to know about my precious Bienu - if you have any extra questions feel free to ask!
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Comments: 180
Vuurstern In reply to ??? [2014-10-02 20:36:52 +0000 UTC]
Thank you ^^
Ah, I see. Good question! (I did a paper on Asperger's once so here comes some nerdy information for you)
Some people with autism, mainly Asperger's for some reason, and often women, do learn how to adapt and how to act like others. They pick up their behaviour and all and fit in that way. Women also generally have it easier when it comes to empathy and all, and will have less of a hard time with reacting to emotions of others as some males would. A lot of women never even get diagnosed because of this.
Another thing is that during their lifetime people might find solutions or helpful things that make the problems they're facing less big, so it mainly depends on experiences you gther through your life, find out what makes you feel better, how to fit into a group, how to act like others. ALSO, the problems people with autism face are usually very prominent during their school career, but in their workplace, where they might be more in their element, they could be perfectly fine. So the child and teenager years tend to generally be hard on autistic people, meaning their problems show more easily than during adulthood - to the outside world that is.
However, autism is a pervasive disorder (pervasive means deep-rooted) and it's not something you can take away or cure. I heard things like "I had autism when I was smaller but it went away" a few times and it's just... no. You can't just change to neurotypical overtime.
Anyway, on a personal level, there are a few issues I have related to my Asperger's. First of all, socializing. I cannot start a conversation with people unless I feel I am close to them and not bothering them. There are people I've known for almost all my life yet I still can't start a conversation with them. Once people start themselves it gets easier. However, it will be hard for me to keep a conversation going, I don't know how and where to end a conversation, and I might become exhausted of it in some cases. I don't feel safe in school breaks unless I have people to hang around.
I am sensitive to sounds, certain sounds and voices will scare or bother me for no obvious reason, and I absolutely cannot concentrate with background noise, especially if it's people talking. I can get very obsessed with ordering stuff, I have a bad habit of making collections in my favourites and ordering them to the date they were submitted. I also used to have a preoccupation with horses and Pokémon, and useless animal facts in general. I guess that right now I'm mostly preoccupied with my fursona (not all autistic people have preoccupations or obsessions, but it is considered one of the most known traits).
My autism also has a physical side. With my Asperger's comes a motoric disability which means that in PE or at youth movement I always was worse than anyone else in about anything (except for long distance running and riding a bike for some reason). Back when I had swimming lessons I was stuck at the lowest group with children who were way younger than me forever, and it frustrated me to no nend that no matter what I just couldn't be good enough to climb up. If I wanted to be somewhat alright-ish at something I'd have to practice something daily. And people kept telling me that it'd get better and that I just needed to try - but I couldn't get better, and I still can't. It's not something I can control. I also have a terrible handwriting.
Luckily, now I quit chiro and have no PE anymore, so the motoric disability is hidden now, but I always felt humiliated when I was basically being forced to fail in front of everyone.
Sorry for the wall of text, oops. Hope this somewhat answered your question
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Chedtim In reply to Vuurstern [2014-10-03 16:31:30 +0000 UTC]
Yeah, that makes a lot of sense! You're sort of stuck in a mold of sorts during the school years, so that makes any form of problem a lot harder to deal with. I don't understand how people would think that something written into your genes like that can just "go away"...? xD That's a basic misunderstanding of what really causes it, I think.
Yea I definitely understand the socializing thing, it seems like anyone who doesn't just "know" how to handle that gets kind of screwed over in many aspects :'D I don't get how people just???
Animal facts are not useless they are everything that is life
Geez the physical stuff sounds like it was awful to deal with, props to you for getting through that :c At least you don't have to deal with it anymore though xD
I very much enjoyed the wall of text, thank you! ;u; I've always been interested in these kinds of things, I think mainly because I have a cousin with a developmental disability. I really want to study some form of psychiatry and neuroscience when I get into higher schooling ouo
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Vuurstern In reply to Chedtim [2014-10-03 20:30:00 +0000 UTC]
Exactly, it's just not the ideal environment for a lot of people!
And yes, it's not just shyness or anything, it's much deeper than that.
I don't get it either Xd It's weird! Oh well, I might never know. I want to, but it's been this way for so long now.
Animal facts are great yes.
Yes, glad it's finally over, lasted long enough... not everyone understood that I was doing all I could, especially the guys in team sports... and yea.
Am glad c: It's very interesting indeed!
And that sounds great, if you want to I'd say go for it
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Goomuin In reply to ??? [2014-10-01 08:36:01 +0000 UTC]
Yes, that was me, the great Goomuin. The ass with sass
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Goomuin In reply to Vuurstern [2014-10-01 23:15:57 +0000 UTC]
I would almost forgot to say it, but this is a nice reference sheet, very clear and crisp
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Piratelock In reply to ??? [2014-10-01 01:38:39 +0000 UTC]
Awesome ref, she's got a really cool design.
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Vuurstern In reply to Piratelock [2014-10-01 08:27:50 +0000 UTC]
Thank you a lot, am really glad to hear that c:
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Aloebe In reply to ??? [2014-10-01 01:23:11 +0000 UTC]
did you do this on Muro or Sai?? Either way this is impressive!
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Vuurstern In reply to Aloebe [2014-10-01 08:27:32 +0000 UTC]
Ahh, forgot to mention that, this was drawn on Muro
Thanks so much!
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Aloebe In reply to Vuurstern [2014-11-01 16:53:28 +0000 UTC]
ah! I switched to sai, its so much easier for me, but you do a FANTASTIC job on muro.. like whoa...
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TheGhoulAvenue In reply to ??? [2014-10-01 01:18:48 +0000 UTC]
The top and bottom view drawings always look terrifying to me xD
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Vuurstern In reply to TheGhoulAvenue [2014-10-01 08:26:32 +0000 UTC]
Yea, it looks like a taxidermist had their way with her or something Carpet Bienie.
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TheGhoulAvenue In reply to Vuurstern [2014-10-01 16:30:42 +0000 UTC]
Perfect to lie in front of the fireplace |D
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bIacksmith In reply to ??? [2014-10-01 01:15:42 +0000 UTC]
wow
i'm pretty much exactly like you. xD
also guess what!
i'm drawing bienie with my new markers!
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Vuurstern In reply to bIacksmith [2014-10-01 08:25:26 +0000 UTC]
Ohh, nice! c:
And awwww, awesome
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raddily In reply to ??? [2014-10-01 01:09:00 +0000 UTC]
I'm gonna draw her soon when I have the time.
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