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Hhhh, feelings. I can tell people so many times why I behave a certain way sometimes and that it's not going to change, and they are fine with it... as long as they are the exception. And then they get mad at me for behaving the exact same way I always do. I warn you, you say you accept me, and then you lash out at me, going from merely exhausting to downright uncomfortable. "I'm not letting you go" well buddy, you never had me in the first place? We were never talking daily or being close, why do you suddenly flood me with messages and say you won't leave me alone until you get an answer that I never owed you (what the actual fuck)? It's rather easy to click a block button, you know. So what were you trying to reach? You're not the first, probably won't be the last, and I will never put up with that sort of behaviour because I experience zero pleasure from interacting with you and I do not see any reason why I would force myself to do it, then.

Just something I had to let out, I think I'm going to stop being as patient as I have been because this keeps happening and obviously me trying not to hurt anyone's feelings is coming right back at me every time. Interacting with human beings over the internet is hard when they expect some sort of holy connection from you while you can't even get yourself to reply to a "hi".

Also I almost hurt my eyes playing with the colour filters, I probably overdid it, well oooops

Made with DeviantArt muro .

Description
Hhhh, feelings. I can tell people so many times why I behave a certain way sometimes and that it's not going to change, and they are fine with it... as long as they are the exception. And then they get mad at me for behaving the exact same way I always do. I warn you, you say you accept me, and then you lash out at me, going from merely exhausting to downright uncomfortable. "I'm not letting you go" well buddy, you never had me in the first place? We were never talking daily or being close, why do you suddenly flood me with messages and say you won't leave me alone until you get an answer that I never owed you (what the actual fuck)? It's rather easy to click a block button, you know. So what were you trying to reach? You're not the first, probably won't be the last, and I will never put up with that sort of behaviour because I experience zero pleasure from interacting with you and I do not see any reason why I would force myself to do it, then.

Just something I had to let out, I think I'm going to stop being as patient as I have been because this keeps happening and obviously me trying not to hurt anyone's feelings is coming right back at me every time. Interacting with human beings over the internet is hard when they expect some sort of holy connection from you while you can't even get yourself to reply to a "hi".

Also I almost hurt my eyes playing with the colour filters, I probably overdid it, well oooops

Made with DeviantArt muro .