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WhiteNoiseGhost — Purposeless Fetal Garbage
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Published: 2015-06-29 19:56:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 3111; Favourites: 100; Downloads: 26
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Look away. Some creatures on this planet shouldn't have been born.Related content
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I just want to say, despite this being made so long ago. That what I said at the time still stands, and I just want you to know that you do matter, and are a sweet kind, talented person. Please don't ever let yourself think otherwise. *hug*
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Thank you so much for your kind words Gaby, you have no idea how much they mean to me. Thank you for having been there for me when bad times struck. I am much stronger now and a lot of it is thanks to you *hug*
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*hug* Don't thank me, those times while difficult shape you, and it's how you move on that makes you all the better. I felt compelled to revisit this piece because I was looking through your gallery for another piece, and it disturbed me how most people ignored the emotionally meaning behind this piece and only address the ascetics.
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Ok. I'm pretty stupid so.. Forgive me if I get the wrong thing. Are you sad, or did you just make this.. Like.. On purpose?
Because some people do art by their feelings and I'm kinda worried that you did this cuz your, um, sad.
I'm just wondering though not like I'm getting personal or anything.
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Sad. That is all I will tell.
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Oh ok.. Well I don't know what happened, but I hope that you get well soon. ^^
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Your welcome sweety!! ^\\^
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Thank you very much! ^^
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It's not that some shouldn't have been born but more like it takes longer for some to find their role or purpose. Cut and hidden cutie mark suggests that what it shows is not necessarily the destiny. But that's rather a case of interpretation or maybe of not accepting one's fate. Wings that are supposed to be glorious and impressive are devastated like hopes of impressing, of fulfilling the expectations. But the hardest critics are us, never satisfied with what has been accomplished, always striving for more and pushing further. Self acceptance is hard at times but is necessary. Cuts on the arm suggest that it is not yet achieved but they seem to be a way of achieving it at the same time. Accepting what has been done and what it brings, making it easier.
Purposeless is a wrong word, especially in that case. More like still searching for a purpose that is out there. Not all find it fast, not all find it easy. That's what makes it worth looking for. Only difficult journeys are worth the effort.
From technical point of view this drawing is great, pose, shading and the light show lots of emotion put into it. Wings look painful, they really show what devastation is. Just like the wrapped cutie mark. Cuts look irritating, getting infected a bit. Tears and expression combined with the whole scenery and the blood pouring down make it look just like it is supposed to. I have not yet seen such use of strong light in your works and it is well executed, makes some room for more than one interpretation.
This is a high quality picture and considering it is a vent it may suggest you are growing stronger still, are able to better deal with events.
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I am not sure what the case is with me. Maybe I don't have one, maybe I have not found it yet. But the latter in the current situation doesn't sound very plausible as long as this spiral downward has not stopped. I must admit that I am very much of a critic towards myself, to the point of being cynical and belittling, but such simply feels necessary, with the many mistakes I make. The journey... it sure is difficult.
And I thank you for the compliments on the technical aspect. Light is something I've been using more often in my latest digital things, making light cast shadows rather than determining light after placement of the shadows. The cuts irritate a lot, they're very itchy up to the point that it annoys me, but as you said, maybe I am able to deal with the wave of events better now. Maybe. And maybe it will all be better one day.
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Is there something you don't understand? You see the right thing so fast, amazing...
Blade, you're a genius
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STOP. this, this fetal...
You..you cannot kill this fetal! If you won't make it born, I will!
(Just saying that Claudia would be devastated if that happened.)
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I can't say I'm not in this situation but this is no way to treat yourself...everything has a purpose and treating yourself like this is wasting your potential
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In that case, I still need to find what potential I supposedly have. The cutie mark is left out here on purpose.
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You just need to find an interest in something and stick to it, like playing games, or perhaps going into a profession.
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I have that interest with drawing. Alas, it gets me nowhere as of now.
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You might want to diversify just a little. Perhaps draw professionally.
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Haha, no. My skill lacks severely.
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Far from it. But I will end this conversation before it turns into a conflict on whether or not I can draw.
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I wasn't going to turn it into that.
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Then what direction where you about to go?
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I was just trying to make you not so depressed
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Depression is not a feeling, but a medical condition. I have not been diagnosed with it, and therefore I don't think I'd require -or deserve- any help.
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You deserve help. You can't determine that, other people do
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But how can others determine whether or not one deserves help without knowing the full story?
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Because, others see your actions and determine it from that.
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Sadly, such quick, limited observation is very likely to lead to wrong conclusions.
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Truly? What a pleasant surprise.
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also, did you draw the ears backwards
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Yes. When horse ears are in that position, they're usually pissed. (Or hear something behind them)
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Lesson learned. Thank you.
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Sounds familiar to me. I was told that before... I showed them though. I feel certain things should not have been created but I do not underestimate them because it can turn out good or really bad.
I learned to live by this one phrase. "Don't Question it." When it comes to things Unknown... Makes me want to check the dark places in my house.
This art submission has made me paranoid a little which means awesome. (That and horror games time)
Keep being Awesome! (I should figure what to say other then that... But mean the same thing)
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The dark places in one's home.. those little corners, and doorways, creepy as hell when you start questioning them, aren't they?
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Yes but the corners are cool, they can cure being cold, because they are 90 degrees. (Here lies comedy 1880's to Storms Joke)
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BTW not sure if people know but I read descriptions, got told I ignore them
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This is how I feel right now...
I just want to rip every bone from my body and die...
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Well that didn't help!
FINE.
IDK WHAT I DID.
BYE.
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What you did was being selfish. Vent art means the artist uploading something concerning their own problems, and you instead turn all the attention towards yourself. Way to go. People gotta learn that not everything is about themselves..
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I KNOW THAT IM SELFISH!
IVE HAD A HARD DAY, AND ITS GETTINF WORSE!
I feel terrible now 
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Well, point is, you still yelled at me, so I think it might take a bit for me to forgive.
Good luck.
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I'm really sorry... I know I'm a horrible person... Today's not been the best, but I honestly don't care about my own problems anymore...
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