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xBennyRGraux β€” Walking Sam 06

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Published: 2018-12-28 18:52:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 1643; Favourites: 24; Downloads: 0
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This was done in 016 but I decided to remvoe some images. Now that the pics are going viral I am re-posting the rest of this demonic creature.

Walking Sam, as suggested by my good friend Sean please credit us! some pics were ripped from the video I had to take down.

It had some errors I wanted to fix but after the hurricane hit and I redid some stuff things weren't so nice for me... hence I removed many creepy pasta related stuff. but this is my anti suicide cause. It stays. I never draw dark spirits looking at the viewer. the reason is that negativity in it , in your head, makes you susceptible and a recipient to it. Some get affected more than others. so I took out A LOT! about 100 deviations total. I donot like inspiring negativity nor sadness even if people disagree with my views. it's ok. What matters is I want to help anyone I can. if I can help them help themselves, better. You cant get out of a hole you dug or some one dug for you if you refuse to get out of it or take suggestions or refuse the helping hand. Learning from it helps you fall less. It gets ugly, pills DO NOT FUCKING HELP. Therapy, maybe, depends. BUT if you refuse the help, you stay, if you want something specific, create a place for yourself if you think you don't fit. Remember you are yoru own universe but so are others around you, accept them too if you want acceptance. all or nothing. Keep fighting. This sure affected me and I deleted many worseΒ  ones.
there is some hope if I can do it. any way, rant over, not looking for views or fame. if I want publicity I will do it for my other artwork. STill credit is credit. Im not that selfless or pure or perfect. Im fucked up too. So yeah. fight on. because this problem is felt by many and also it is soul crushing. Raging doesnt help, being a dick doesnt help, learning about yourself, accepting those mistakes and situations, and turning them around WORKS. I use my art and words. FInd your thing or create a new thing, just dont stay in that mudhole. I believe evil spirits exist, and they hate us, and have power, if we let them have it. On a less supernatural venue if you dont believe in spirits, think of the spirits as these negative emotions or synapses or whatever chemical or hormone yoru brain fires up when you feel like X in order to feel Y, because you can;t seem to feel like Z... insert whatever you feel in the XYZ, mock if ya want. But we suffer and grow if we turn it around. But lets not turn hostile and bitter and or nihilistic. We have enough assholes in the world like the couple in armed and pissed off, or Johnny the homicidal maniac, the last supper, 4 heathers Survival style 5 where characters decide one day to kill people based on ( I hate them because. X so they must die) unlike Punisher, Solomon Kane, Solo, etc who kill eother drug dealers, rapists, pedos , mob people, sex slaves, gangs etc who kill innocent people. Seems a bit hypocritical but they doesnt do it because he thinks they are assholes, they kills criminals and thugs who kill innocents and other people far sicker than they are and they are painfully aware of the deal ( except Solo, that guy is batshit crazy... no not Han Solo, Solo the antiterrorist fanatic ). Though I rather no one die at all. But yeah, we have people who HAVE killed and still do over petty shit you see in some black comedy, except they killed for God, country, politics, or whatever ideal. This is creating the environment for the negative energy around people. It eats others up, you CAN FEEL when someone HATES YOU and or is having these strong thoughts and even killing intent. Not just by looking. SOmetimes you Feel it. thats yoru body telling you threats are nearby. Animals can tell. SO can you, we just dont notice as much. these things seem all over the place and like I flew off tangent but the point is, we become suceptible to negativity and even listen to sad music over and over or angry songs and listen to angry people who hate, so im liberal and i hate conservative , I am conservative and I hate liberal, or whatever and the cycle ensues, or we simply want what we cant have or what is not ours to have and we feel sad we dont get it. Buddhism says as much. failed high expectations, betrayals because we expected to be safe and loved and were torn from that expectation by one wanting to sate their own self at the cost of our suffering, they delight in our humiliation and pain so we surrender and self destruct. We hate something so anything positive that exists within it is lost to us, we are angry at someone so we hate all that reminds us of them because they give us disgust and disappointment and sadnes anger anguish etc.Β  Demonic, emotional, chemical , hormonal mechanisms we try to trigger in order to feel something because we like self destruction , anger pain and fear joy because it means being vulnerable to disappointment again? LET GO.
pick your poison... it's the same bottled venom with a different label written on it. and I refuse to believe someone is worse off that I am. No, to me in that moment only I suffer that pain, what causes me sorrow affects only me, even if it does not affect others the same way. eg. I might not care if your dog or father dies, and feel more affected by the death of a particular celebrity which you state is less pain. Because that irrational person could very well despise everyone and that musician gave them teh hope they need to live because they have NONE left outside that musician. One can argue family is better, but what if this person had an uncaring father who left,

a mother who shit talked about their husband who left and was a drunk, a pedophile relative who raped him when no one was looking and they refused to believe them.

Suddenly yoru problems are not as bad? but you said to this griever that their problems are nothing compared to yours or that someone is more messed up and suffering mroe than you and you immediately bring up 3rd world problems etc. Maybe those people in 3rd world countries feel contentment in their situation and are not as in pain as yoru friend who is grieving their celebrity. maybe those people have something he or she doesnt. Faith? family? friends? convictions?
in my eyes, everyone who suffers suffers the same degree because they are going through the same reactions. where there youa gree with the reason, it stands that they deserve respect. and yes at times people overreact. Others are bipolar, have autism, retardation, schitzophrenia , deep clinical depression etc but never show it.
they have a would that bleeds easily and we get upset at them reasoably so. SO we have many damaged people. going through x or y because they cant feel Z... feeding creatures like the boogyman. Spirits manifest and attack you. You are teh demons that haunt you? maybe yoru woulds are the demons and you havent learned to heal it yet. Seek that healing, learn about yourself, master thyself and maybe you will create that place you seek in this world and maybe help others do the same.

ah well good intentions and all that right? well , not claiming I achieved all of that but I am struggling too. I fight these feelings I feel that will forever alienate me and make others call me names and hate me or avoid me and HARD. you can too. so F**** you walking sam I am tired of your s***


You might say this thing was not happy. I included a positive message at the end I wanted to rewrite and it also got cut a bit up on swivel.


drop us some credits and link back and it's all good.

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Comments: 6

anormalguy3 [2024-02-02 05:37:08 +0000 UTC]

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xBennyRGraux In reply to anormalguy3 [2024-02-03 02:48:09 +0000 UTC]

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Moonlight-pendent13 [2019-02-03 02:49:04 +0000 UTC]

Excellent work here! I really love how you did the texture of the skin, the outfit is great as well! The monochrome style of coloring really works for this piece great job!

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xBennyRGraux In reply to Moonlight-pendent13 [2019-02-03 05:53:57 +0000 UTC]

thank you and thanks for the faves

apparently someone liked this so much they used it without permission in a ton of walking sam vids anda rock band.

at least Im glad my friends story got exposure so he can keep writing

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kyrtuck [2019-01-02 15:30:50 +0000 UTC]

friend of Sean's here.Β  Very well made!

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xBennyRGraux In reply to kyrtuck [2019-01-03 04:34:10 +0000 UTC]

thank you! I just hope we get a positive essage out there and that Sean gets motivated and writes again!
happy holidays!

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