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Description That's what I say now sometimes, when I look in the mirror.
There he is.
Strip away every aspect of yourself that makes you uncomfortable, and it's amazing what you find underneath.

This picture was taken when my transition from female to male was finally complete. On testosterone for 2+ years, chest reconstructed, female reproductive organs removed, and feeling more comfortable in my own skin than I ever have in my life.
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Comments: 73

CreatoreMagico [2011-10-11 09:37:59 +0000 UTC]

So very happy for you. Your chest looks great and I must say, you have gorgeous hair. I can't wait until I also get my chest reconstructed. My next appointment at the gender clinic will determine weather I can go on the waiting list or not.

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missanimeluver [2011-07-20 04:04:49 +0000 UTC]

I'm very happy for you I can't wait till I get to actually be a boy but I have some questions

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Blue-Angel-X [2011-02-03 07:40:01 +0000 UTC]

Dude u look amazingly handsome! me loves <3

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xDivinityx In reply to Blue-Angel-X [2011-02-03 09:48:59 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, and thanks for the fave! <3

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Blue-Angel-X In reply to xDivinityx [2011-02-04 06:21:07 +0000 UTC]

no prob :3

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MoonLover [2011-01-21 09:51:21 +0000 UTC]

I think I've seen this picture on one of the FTM groups on Facebook? Anyway, you look awesome! Hopefully I can continue transitioning soon. ^_^

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xDivinityx In reply to MoonLover [2011-01-21 10:33:48 +0000 UTC]

You may have.. I'm not sure if I've posted this one anywhere. I posted "a boy and his scarf" on a group or two.. but this one is newer..

Anyway, thank you.
I hope you can continue transitioning too. Take care.

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ShinaRyun [2011-01-20 00:58:40 +0000 UTC]

Woooooww....I admire your self-esteem! Not only to go through with the operations, but to also post this and submit yourself to judgement (I'm not judging you, in case that's what your thinking), is immpresive.

It makes me happy to know that you're now comfortable with who you are. Congratulations, DUDE!

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dark-angel1349 [2011-01-20 00:25:30 +0000 UTC]

I Loooove your piece Hope it's ok if it is featured in

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xDivinityx In reply to dark-angel1349 [2011-01-20 00:45:25 +0000 UTC]

I don't mind at all. I have another that would be perfect for that group as well. It's right at the top of my page. "This heart is locked II".. you can see the scars a little clearer in that one, I think. I like it

And thank you! <3

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dark-angel1349 In reply to xDivinityx [2011-01-20 01:02:31 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Ill add it

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Mephiticous [2011-01-20 00:14:31 +0000 UTC]

<333

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xDivinityx In reply to Mephiticous [2011-01-20 00:45:44 +0000 UTC]

<333333333333333

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trippinxtremezebra [2011-01-19 23:01:28 +0000 UTC]

wow, amazing. such a brave thing to so mate

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xDivinityx In reply to trippinxtremezebra [2011-01-19 23:04:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.
And thanks for the fave! <3

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trippinxtremezebra In reply to xDivinityx [2011-01-26 01:19:53 +0000 UTC]

anytime mate

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Princess-Amy [2011-01-19 09:42:28 +0000 UTC]

Looking good there

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WilliamNakki [2011-01-19 08:19:31 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad that you're happy with your body and you've had all the things you want to.

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Eyriegryph [2011-01-19 04:55:32 +0000 UTC]

You look wonderful . u. Really digging that haircut, lol.

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RavenKrush [2011-01-19 04:20:06 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad the surgery went well (I know it wasn't too recent but still happy for you). I was wondering what sort of things go on in therapy... I'm studying to be a therapist and think it'd be good to hear how to best help people from others who have experienced it.

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BaaingTree [2011-01-19 04:04:29 +0000 UTC]

Envy, man. All goes well, I'll be having top surgery this summer, and it's going to be a massive relief. Good on you, and congratulations!

--Rogan

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Dygii [2011-01-19 04:03:40 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad that you can feel like yourself in your body.
I actually find this photo very attractive (not just the model c: ). The background, with the door particularly, seems to really make an impact, even though I can't quite place it.

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demonic-chick43 [2011-01-19 03:57:38 +0000 UTC]

...XD They just look like flattened boobs. Is that how they're supposed to look?

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BaaingTree In reply to demonic-chick43 [2011-01-19 04:02:08 +0000 UTC]

It depends on the person, the surgeon, and the results. Not everyone is interested in turning out like Buck Angel, or wants to.

--Rogan

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demonic-chick43 In reply to BaaingTree [2011-01-19 04:13:34 +0000 UTC]

Erm...

/me looks up the reference

LAWLNOPENIS XD

*ahem...*

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MoonLover In reply to demonic-chick43 [2011-01-21 09:47:53 +0000 UTC]

I remember looking over this the other day. I remember cringing and thinking 'Seriously? SERIOUSLY? A transguy going 'LAWLNOPENIS' at another transguy's body?' Just when I thought the flattened boobs comment was bad enough.

I was planning on ripping you a new one but it seems like I don't need to. I hope you've learnt your lesson.

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demonic-chick43 In reply to MoonLover [2011-01-22 03:07:55 +0000 UTC]

yeah, that was kind of out of line.

I said that cuz the link that rogan (I think rogan; it might have been sneak) had a picture of that one guy...I forgot his name, and he looked like John freaking Cena, but it was a nude shot, and he hasn't had a phalloplasty. Just a bit of visual irony. But no, I get that it's wrong.

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Eyriegryph In reply to demonic-chick43 [2011-01-19 04:52:26 +0000 UTC]

That was rather rude.

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demonic-chick43 In reply to Eyriegryph [2011-01-19 04:58:07 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, sorry...Like I said in the other comment.

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BaaingTree In reply to demonic-chick43 [2011-01-19 04:22:30 +0000 UTC]

*wince* Not everyone wants, can afford, or has the health to have bottom surgery, you know. Please don't laugh at it.

--Rogan

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demonic-chick43 In reply to BaaingTree [2011-01-19 04:57:50 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I know...It just looks really funny. I'm a total hypocrite, cuz I identify as pussyboy. Sorry.

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xDivinityx In reply to demonic-chick43 [2011-01-19 07:00:01 +0000 UTC]

You're a complete and total asshole is what you are.
You're trans, and you're being transphobic towards another trans person? That's rich.

This is common sense for most people - especially other trans people, but apparently you don't know that, so I'll tell you:
You DON'T say shit like that. EVER.
My chest looks fucking amazing compared to before. I had E-cup breasts. I'm now flat, with just a bit of definition.. the surgeon left in just a bit of fat, because I'm overweight, and if he had made me COMPLETELY flat, and I lost a bunch of weight, I would be concave, which would look even worse, and that is NOT fixable. This is.

Fucking THINK before you comment on people's art.
I am so not impressed with you.. and normally I'm pretty kind when people say things that are slightly offensive.. but I'm not going to bother being nice to you. What you said to me and how you're acting is downright ignorant, rude, belligerent, and offensive.
You didn't apologize to me, so don't try saying you are sorry.

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demonic-chick43 In reply to xDivinityx [2011-01-19 07:56:14 +0000 UTC]

Hm. No, that's a lie; that was really transphobic. I certainly didn't mean for it to be, though. I was just confused; you said you were post-op and you still have breast tissue left. Now that you've explained, though, I understand. And, like I said, that does makes sense.

Granted, it wasn't the best way to express my confusion, and I can certainly see why you were hurt...I have trouble with stuff like this a lot...

Anyway, I do apologize and I really hope we can put this behind us...

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xDivinityx In reply to demonic-chick43 [2011-01-19 08:12:45 +0000 UTC]

I didn't actually say that I have breast tissue left.
Also, I don't. It's a tiny bit of fat. My surgeon removed ALL breast tissue. He left the extra fat and a tiny bit of skin in there, because if he made me completely flat at the time of the surgery, I would have ended up concave if I had lost weight.
So what he's going to do is give me a revision once I've lost weight. So I don't end up concave.. because I'll have no more weight to lose. I can gain weight back if I want, after that.. but he can't make me flatter before I lose the weight.. because I'll end up concave.
He knows what he's doing.
But again, there is no breast tissue in there.

I was really hurt, yes. I've had a lot of people leave me really nasty comments on other sites, and you just added to that. It was also more upsetting that you were FTM and saying that to me. It just came off as downright ignorant.

You hadn't actually apologized *to me* before your last comment (the one before this one).. but now you have. Thank you.
I'm still pretty upset over this though.. so give me some time before you attempt to be my friend.

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demonic-chick43 In reply to xDivinityx [2011-01-19 20:22:15 +0000 UTC]

...There's a difference between the two? Hm. Learn something new every day, I guess. ^^

No, yeah, I'm not doubting your surgeon. Like I said, it makes sense.

Honestly, I am ignorant. This is all very very new to me (I only realized a few months ago), and I don't know very much about it yet. I'm still learning. I'm only ignorant up until the point where I learn. And you taught me. So, thanks.

And that's understandable. Again, I'm sorry.

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xDivinityx In reply to demonic-chick43 [2011-01-19 22:03:25 +0000 UTC]

Yes, fat and breast tissue are two completely different things.

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demonic-chick43 In reply to xDivinityx [2011-01-19 07:31:12 +0000 UTC]

I'm not being transphobic; I was a little confused. Also, I've never seen anyone post-op shirtless, so it was kind of new for me.

And you know what? Yeah, that makes sense. From a surgeon's standpoint, it makes sense. And I certainly wish you luck losing the weight you need to make you completely flat. I'm jealous; I'm never gonna get enough money for even liposuction for my breasts, and I'm a g cup myself, so you're really lucky to be as flat as you are.

The only reason I even said that is I thought you were pressed up against...like, a window or something. I was kind of confused, but then I went back and read the comments again.

I believe I did apologize to you before, but, sorry again, for what it's worth.

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SimpleLie [2011-01-19 03:38:42 +0000 UTC]

i congratulate you!! im impressed! im so glad that you are happy ^^

i wish i could do what you did but im too afraid of my mom and doctors :C

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xDivinityx In reply to SimpleLie [2011-01-19 03:45:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you
And you can do it.. don't give up on a dream just because you don't think you could ever make it reality. People will surprise you.
I didn't think it would ever happen for me. But look at me now.

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SimpleLie In reply to xDivinityx [2011-01-20 12:50:05 +0000 UTC]

my mom is a homophobe so she will never accept my choices. but i shall try, money,boyfriend,mom, and my age is an issue right now :I

IM SO HAPPY FOR YA! you make one hot dude C:

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xDivinityx In reply to SimpleLie [2011-01-20 13:26:55 +0000 UTC]

Ah, I see.
Well, it will happen for you one day, if it's what you really want.

I don't just "make" a hot dude.. I *am* a dude. I'd say "I *am* a hot dude", but I'm SO not that narcissistic.. LOL
Anyway, I just had to say that, because I've never not been a dude. Always have been, always will be. But I'll definitely take the compliment. Thank you.

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SimpleLie In reply to xDivinityx [2011-01-20 13:56:13 +0000 UTC]

oops. sorry ^^

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rzk600 [2011-01-19 02:56:46 +0000 UTC]

I'm so happy for you. (:

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xDivinityx In reply to rzk600 [2011-01-19 03:22:45 +0000 UTC]

Thanks

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rzk600 In reply to xDivinityx [2011-02-06 18:11:09 +0000 UTC]

Sure thing (:

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Here2Rock [2011-01-17 01:14:54 +0000 UTC]

Congratulations.
/is jealous/

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xDivinityx In reply to Here2Rock [2011-01-17 02:45:02 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.. I appreciate the congratulations, but I'm not sure why people keep saying that.. lol.. I'm not freshly post-op..

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Here2Rock In reply to xDivinityx [2011-01-17 21:25:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I was congratulating you on top surgery.

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xDivinityx In reply to Here2Rock [2011-01-17 22:57:53 +0000 UTC]

I know.

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BullHighlander [2011-01-17 00:13:45 +0000 UTC]

Amazing. Just....wow. You look incredible.

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