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Published: 2015-04-27 23:24:15 +0000 UTC; Views: 3616; Favourites: 278; Downloads: 13
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“Bo..Bokuto…san…?”

“Don’t worry, Akaashi, I’ll.. I’ll keep… keep you safe.” 

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I used to be so terrified of being called a monster, because a monster is a terrible creature. It is something to be abhorred, to be destroyed.

Every time they shun me in fear and disgust, calling me “monster”, something within swells up and writhe, like a thousand agonized snakes.

Of all those who wanted to destroy me, I must have been the most eager of them all. I hated all that was me, hated my inhuman strength, my dark eyes, my crooked horns, my huge hideous wings. How I wanted to throw all these things away. How I wished to be human…

But now, now they’ve gone and called you a monster. You! To think that someone so beautiful, so kind, and so full of love, someone so… so human,should be labeled a monster! Labeled so, simply for the kindness and acceptance you showed me…

You, a monster?

If to be a monster is to be like you, and to be human is to be like them, then I no longer wish to be human. And if becoming a monster is what it takes to protect you, to keep you safe, I will gladly embrace my monstrosity. 

I will be your monster. 

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Sooooooooooo~ I saw this post the other day about Bokuto being an owl demon, and I got super excited. And so this happened.  (ノ≧∀≦)ノ

Please excuse my crappy cheesy writing, I just… I if I don’t get it out I’d eventually choke on it…  

sooooo~ yeah, bye. \(///Σ///)\

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Comments: 34

ShannonxNaruto [2017-04-12 21:41:26 +0000 UTC]

Cool.

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HdGrazia [2015-11-16 20:28:36 +0000 UTC]

This is so beautiful~!
And that text just makes me want to cry! (>w<)
So beautiful!

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ChroniclerEnigma [2015-11-16 06:32:01 +0000 UTC]

T^T FEELS Beautifully written, such passion. 

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Alice1236 [2015-07-04 11:47:19 +0000 UTC]

I've have comed back to Devian earlier if I knew you were drawing Haikyuu, oh my god

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xiao-speck In reply to Alice1236 [2015-07-18 03:51:04 +0000 UTC]

lol I draw nothing BUT HQ these days XDDDD
Seriously though, I'm so far in HQ hell I'm having a tea party with HQ satan.
If you're interested, I post most things on my Tumblr. 
I don't really use my DA anymore... its too much work =.=

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Alice1236 In reply to xiao-speck [2015-08-12 19:25:59 +0000 UTC]

Oh,really? That's cool, I'm not really into DA too. I'll check it our for sure! I always liked your style anyway.  (- 3 - )

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coraajna [2015-06-13 13:44:35 +0000 UTC]

This is lovely! The story that goes with it is especially nice!

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xiao-speck In reply to coraajna [2015-06-14 11:19:50 +0000 UTC]

um.... thanks lol XD
(I writhe with embarrassment every time i remember this T-T)

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coraajna In reply to xiao-speck [2015-06-22 10:32:50 +0000 UTC]

I think it's pretty cool.

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Enstromint [2015-05-20 07:19:38 +0000 UTC]

oh my god! this is so nice! i love it!!
Hey there ; )

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xiao-speck In reply to Enstromint [2015-06-03 02:26:05 +0000 UTC]

lol thanks. I think I'm off DA now for good for at least.. idk the next couple of months

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LostbunniesofWendy [2015-05-04 03:37:43 +0000 UTC]

Is not cheessy! I loved reading it! And I love the emotions that your draw has! Is awesome!

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xiao-speck In reply to LostbunniesofWendy [2015-05-17 06:36:29 +0000 UTC]

awww thanks >v<

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LostbunniesofWendy In reply to xiao-speck [2015-05-17 17:45:52 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome!

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Almostamongoose [2015-04-28 21:58:35 +0000 UTC]

Awesome idea and execution.

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xiao-speck In reply to Almostamongoose [2015-04-29 02:57:40 +0000 UTC]

Thanks >v<

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Hanromi [2015-04-28 18:28:58 +0000 UTC]

I saw this on Tumbrl, really awesome! And don't worry, your writing is just fine xD

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xiao-speck In reply to Hanromi [2015-04-29 02:58:00 +0000 UTC]

aww thanks~ >//v//<

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n-abu [2015-04-28 13:21:55 +0000 UTC]

So cool!

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xiao-speck In reply to n-abu [2015-04-29 02:58:07 +0000 UTC]

0v0

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WandaRocket [2015-04-28 05:48:04 +0000 UTC]

構圖的角度好棒棒!

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xiao-speck In reply to WandaRocket [2015-04-28 06:53:42 +0000 UTC]

谢谢 >v<

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hotcocoa54 [2015-04-28 03:38:45 +0000 UTC]

Wow. I just completely love the art and writing of this. 

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xiao-speck In reply to hotcocoa54 [2015-04-28 05:28:42 +0000 UTC]

awww thank you TvT

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ChocolateNews [2015-04-28 00:29:13 +0000 UTC]

welcome back senpai D: i love this! XD i will protect you!! get in the basket!

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xiao-speck In reply to ChocolateNews [2015-04-28 05:29:21 +0000 UTC]

llololol sup XD
(psst do you have a cover for the basket. must pretend to be bread)

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HalumDesiq [2015-04-28 00:26:24 +0000 UTC]

I'm...I'm so in love with this picture. And ohmigosh, your writing. Beautiful.

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xiao-speck In reply to HalumDesiq [2015-04-28 05:29:59 +0000 UTC]

awww thanks TvT
If only I can write research essays as comfortably =.= 

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HalumDesiq In reply to xiao-speck [2015-04-29 03:54:47 +0000 UTC]

Awww. Those aren't fun at all. But you can do it ^-^

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xiao-speck In reply to HalumDesiq [2015-05-17 06:37:08 +0000 UTC]

T.T

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MistaMishMash [2015-04-28 00:21:17 +0000 UTC]

Ah: this is beautiful! I absolutely adore the context: sent chills up my spine.

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xiao-speck In reply to MistaMishMash [2015-04-28 05:30:31 +0000 UTC]

cause a ghost is reading over your shoulder~ XDXD 

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MistaMishMash In reply to xiao-speck [2015-04-30 11:57:06 +0000 UTC]

If it's the ghost of that demon, I'm not complaining. xD

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xiao-speck In reply to MistaMishMash [2015-05-17 06:37:02 +0000 UTC]

lolol XD

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