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Durarara!!  Shizuo x Reader chapter 1: Long, lost, love.

Durarara!!, Shizuo Heiwajima, Izaya Orihara, Shinra Kishitani, Kyouhei Kadota belong to Ryohgo Narita
Note: _____  = fill in your name.
I don't own the characters or you. Have fun reading

"Group photo!! Group photo everyone!" Shinra smiled widely holding a digital camera in his hands. "What about you? Aren't you going to be with us on the photo?" Kyohei asked Shinra "Haha of course! I'll put it on it's selftime- Ah! What the!?" the camera flashed quickly making a rather funny photo of the confused boy. "Where are Shizuo and Izaya again? They know that we would snap the photo's right after the graduation ceremony right?" Kyohei mumbled impatiently not paying attention to Shinra.

"Hey, _____" you stopped walking through the hallway and looked up to the person who whispered out your name. Holding your arm, rather roughly, from behind you to make you notice him. "I'm glad to see you here. I was waiting for you." he dragged you to the schoolyard and pushed you slightly down behind a bush as if he was hiding for someone. After taking a deep breath, the male with his blond dyed hair looked into your eyes. "______, I- I need to confess something." you looked at him feeling your cheeks heat up and your heart pound faster every second that passed by. "I-"

"OOoi~! Shiii~zuuu~chan~!"

A silence broke out as the two of you looked at the source of the sound. There he stood, the devil in person, smirking at Shizuo who turned red of anger, or did he blush? "Izaya." Shizuo said trying to sound as calm as possible. "Oh~?  What is this? You're finally confessing your ridiculous love for ______???" "Izaya, I told you. So, so many times." Shizuo grabbed the first thing he saw, which was a trashcan. "Eeeh? Told me what so many times?" "I TOLD YOU TO STAY OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY!!" with those words, Shizuo raised the trashcan high above his head and flung it into the direction of the boy. "Aaaah!! So scary!" he stepped away quickly and turned his back towards Shizuo. "Well I better get back to Dotachin and Shinra" he snickered, blew you a kiss and ran away. "IIIIIZAAAYAAAA!! GET BACK HERE!!!" Shizuo ran off after Izaya leaving you all by yourself.

You woke up "Again that dream" you sighed. The happiest day of your life was about to become even better until "he" interrupted the two of you. You always had this little crush on Shizuo and you knew that he had one on you as well but, if it weren't for that ass of an Izaya. After the graduation day, the two of you never met again. You missed him deeply. After another sigh you zombied out of bed to the front door picking up the bills, rent, advertisements and, an envelope?

[Dear _____, you're invited to the Raira Academy Reunion. Date: 28-08-2012 11:00 AM at the front gate of Raira Academy.]

Suddenly a smile appeared on your face. "If this is a reunion, then- then maybe Shizuo-" you fell silent taking a moment to think. Finally you can see the love of your life again but, he might've forgotten you by now. "It- it's stupid to think of- He probably has a family to take care of by now." You slowly slide down the wall sitting on the ground "How could I be so stupid" you face palmed, burring your face deep in your hands out of shame. "Here I am, thinking about that small chance of him liking me, sure he wanted to confess something in the past but, how am I sure that he was talking about love?"

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[Somewhere in Ikebukuro 5 hours earlier]

"Dammit, Dammit, DAMMIT!" Shizuo paced around in his house. "Freaking Izaya. I'm going to kill him, I AM

DEFINITELY GOING TO KILL THE HELL OUT OF THAT BASTARD! I'LL KILL HIM UNTIL HE DIES!" he stomped his hand on the table. The strongest person in Ikebukuro looked at the ground and took a deep breath. "I hate him.. I hate hate HATE him." the man in bartender suit took off his bow tie and threw it on the table, sitting down on the couch. "______" he looked out of the window mumbling your name. "______, if it weren't for that day." He closed his eyes leaning his head back.

"Oh~?  What is this? You're finally confessing your ridiculous love for miss .... ???"
"Izaya, I told you. So, So many times"
"Eeeh? Told me what so many times?"
"I TOLD YOU TO STAY OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY"
"Aaaah!! So scary!"
"Well I better get back to Dotachin and Shinra"
"IIIIIZAAAYAAAA!! GET BACK HERE!!!"

'D-DAMMIT!' Shizuo ran after the annoying pest that others called "Izaya". 'How did he knew that I was with ______' his running became slower while thinking about you. "dearest ______" he said softly looking up at the sunset. "No, He ruined this scene, I wanted to confess but, I'm so sorry." he hung his head down in shame staring at his feet. Izaya noticed Shizuo and looked back at him smiling widely "Shi-zu-chan~? Are you being a bit dreamy about your crush before she gets crushed by your monstrous strength??" that made Shizuo snap "DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE TO TALK ABOUT ______!!!" he tackled Izaya down into a fight. After that he left Izaya beaten up to the ground "Let that be a warning flea!" he ran back to the bush but he was too late. You left a long while ago with a broken heart.

When Shizuo opened his eyes it was dark. "Urgh, how late." he looked at the clock [03:47AM] showed the display in green numbers. "I dozed off again." Shizuo stood up and headed to the bathroom while taking off his sweaty clothing and dumping it by the other laundry. "Hm." he stepped into the shower washing himself and his thoughts off. "______" he said looking at the wall, no sooner he felt tears streaming down his face. "How could I be so stupid" he spoke with a trembling voice. After his shower he went straight to bed staring at the ceiling.

[5 hours later (Present time)]

"BZZZZBZZZZ" his cellphone went off. "Huh?" Shizuo opened up his eyes "who the hell calls me at 8 in the morning?! I have a freaking day off dammit!" he picked up his phone and pressed the dial button
"What? Who's this? Do you have any idea ho-"
{Shizu chan, so nice to hear that you're awake~} Shizuo wanted to hang up but something was weird, "How did Izaya got my cellphone number? I switched it a few days ago. Shizuo thought.
"Why are you calling me?" he groaned.
{Tell me, do you remember ______?} Shizuo fell silent hearing your name.
"Y-Yes I do, what's up with her?" Izaya chuckled at the other end of the line enjoying the sound of a confused puppet.
{What if I told you that she is right here in Ikebukuro?} Shizuo's patience was getting thinner.
"If you harm her in any physical, mental, or any other way. I swear you Izaya, I'm going straight after you and-"
{Yea, yea, kill me, I know the story Shizu chan. I was just wondering, how about we're playing a little game? This time we'll both play the cat and ______ can play the mouse.} Again silence, what did Izaya mean? Shizuo stared at the wall.
{Ready?}
"Izaya, I!"
{Set?}
"Oi flea listen!! I WA-"
{Go~!}
The conversation got hung up and Shizuo dropped his phone rushing to get into his clothes.

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[11:00 AM at Raira Academy's front gate]

"Weird, am I late?" you checked your watch. "Eleven 'o clock." you stated looking around in confusion. "Where's everyone? Are they inside?" you crossed your arms waiting for a miracle or a sign. "_____~!" you turned around "Izaya?" you gave a slight glare at the man in front of you. "Eh? What's with that face? Aren't you happy to see me?" "Not really no." he frowned a bit examining you. "I almost didn't recognized you from behind, my, you sure bloomed up into a beauty." he said with a smile "Please, spare me your flattering." he laughed a bit "I'm sorry." you blinked "What did you say?" "I'm sorry that I ruined you and Shizu chan's relationship." he said with an unusual sad expression on his face. "U-Uh! We didn't had a relationship!" you say hesitatingly "Oh so you two were just playing hide and seek the whole time?" silence. "N-No, I- I just don't know if he saw me as a-" you looked away slightly embarrassed. "Here, let me make this all up to you by treating you on a lunch~!" he says smiling. "Eh? But the reuni-" "I made it up to get you here, I just wanted to say "sorry" that's all." You stood there, in front of your old school being a bit perplexed. "You just made up a fake letter just to say sorry?" "Yes, so?" "You're a strange one." you said and walked ahead of him "O-Oi!" he pouted and laughed walking behind you, his smiling expression slowly turning into a serious smirk. "Here, we'll go left around the corner." he said calmly leading you trough the streets of Ikebukuro.

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[1:53 AM at Raira Academy's front gate]

Shizuo clenched a piece of paper in his fists "That flea lied to me!" he raged "She isn't here!!"
"BzzzBzzz!!!" Shizuo picked up his phone in an instand
"YES!?"
{I-is that y-you, S-shizu-o?} Shizuo's heart skipped a beat, his breath stopped and cold sweat went down his back.
{She sounds so adorable when she moans out your name, doesn't she? Shizu chan?}
"What the HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH HER IZAYA!"
{Me? Ah come on Shizu chan, I'm not interested in your little girlfriend.} his cheeks flushed as he heard that.
"Don't call her my girlfriend. She is NOT." he yelled into the phone.
A long pause, his heart sank into his shoes wondering, worrying about what happened to you.
{Shizuo doesn't love me.} as soon as he heard your voice again, his world shattered in front of his eyes.
"_____, I- I didn't."
{Shizu chan! You're so mean, making a girl cry. There there _____, it's alright.}
"IZAYA! IF I FIND YOU!"
Yet again. Izaya ended the conversation before Shizuo could make a move. He stuffed his cellphone in his pocket and slapped his hand against his forehead holding back his tears "No, no this can't be real!" the so called monster roared feeling pressure and control over him.

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[a hour earlier in Izaya's office]

"Here we are~!" Izaya said in a singing tune "Where are we? This doesn't look like a restaurant." "That's because it's my apartment silly." he laughed and walked into his office. "Huh?" you looked around "I've ordered lunch." he sat down on his shifting chair putting away some files and went over to the kitchen "What do you want to drink?" "Uhm, water is fine with me." "Okay then, ah, just sit down make yourself feel at home." "Okay." you sat down as he came back having a glass of water in his hand putting it down in front of you. He gave you a warm smile and crossed his legs sitting at the opposite of the table locking your eyes in his gaze. "Say, what are your thoughts on Heiwajima Shizu chan~?" You blushed slightly "Uh" you paused "I- I really like him." "You still like him, after all those years? He didn't even took the time to contact you." "Are you trying to tell me that he has a family?" you ask a bit hesitatingly. "Ah, no. He doesn't have a family, nor friends. He's all by himself now." "Isn't that a bit lonely?" you asked before sipping some water. "He doesn't tell any of us a thing." Izaya sighed looking away. "I'm sorry for you _____" "Sorry? Why?" "Well, I mean, you had a bit of hope after all those years. Believing that Shizu chan might actually come back to you by himself, but instead, you're being used as living bait for the guy." wait a minute, what did he said? "Living b-bait?!" You try to stand up but fell back on your place grabbing your head. "I'm so, so, sorry _____ but you see, I do anything to get Shizu chan begging on his knees." he said smirking down at you stroking your dark / light colored hair. "F-Flea." you groaned out "Ah just like Shizu chan, I see why the two of you loved each other so much." he said loved, Shizuo, loved me. You was confused, sad and happy at the same time. "But I don't think he loves you anymore though." you looked up with questioning eyes feeling your energy draining drastically. "Here I'll call him to proof that one thing to you." he took out his cellphone and dialed Shizuo's phone number. "Hm, stay a bit awake until he is talking, okay sweetie?" he said smiling a sickening sweet smile at you handing you the phone after he set it on full sound.

{YES!?} Shizuo's voice shouted through it making you back off a bit.
"I-is that y-you, S-shizu-o?" there you sat, waiting for a response of your love until Izaya snatched the phone out of your trembling hands.
"She sounds so adorable when she moans out your name, doesn't she? Shizu chan?"
{What the HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH HER IZAYA!}
"Me? Ah come on Shizu chan, I'm not interested in your little girlfriend."
{Don't call her my girlfriend. She is NOT.} his voice, those words, they stabbed deep in your heart. You began to cry.
"Shizuo doesn't love me." you said quietly but loud enough for Shizuo to hear on the other side of the phone.
{__-_____, I- I didn't!} you started to cry louder laying down holding your head, every thing in your body felt like exploding, it hurt so much.
"Shizu chan! You're so mean, making a girl cry. There there _______, it's alright."
{IZAYA! IF I FIN-!} the informant hung up and kneel down next to you petting your head "There, there, it's alright." he said with a soothing voice and picked you gently up walking to his bedroom.

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[21:12 at Izaya's office]

The informant sat in his big shifting chair looking boredly out of the window. "Hm, Shizu chan sure takes his time to "rescue" his princess." he chuckled to himself, standing up and heading out of his office. "Hm, I guess I'll go out to get some dinner then, I mean, it's not like the protozoan can break into my office can h-" the informant got grabbed by his neck and pushed against the wall in the hallway. "Iiiiiizaaaayaaaa, I waited for you." trying to breath Izaya looked down at the hazel eyed man, who's eyes were now burning with rage, holding him up. "S-Shizu chan" he coughed "Where. The. Hell. Is. ______, IZAYA!" he threw Izaya through the hallway. Hitting the wall, the informant coughed loudly trying to sit up, he didn't expected an attack like this at all. 'What is this?' Izaya asked himself looking at Shizuo. 'It's as if he is stronger than normal.' he stood up wobbling and leaned to the wall. What happened after that was too surreal to believe, even for Izaya.
"She's in my bedroom. She's sleeping." the black haired man looked at Shizuo calmly.
"You son of a-"
"I haven't touched her. I don't like physical contacts that much, especially if it leads me to the hospital, I'm not quite fond of hospitals you know." he shrugged and left to get something to eat. "Also, this game took way too long Shizu chan~!" he skipped off.

Shizuo stared at the back of Izaya in disbelieve, but he was too worried about you to give it any more thoughts and rushed into Izaya's bedroom. "____!!" he called out your name "_____!!! Where are you!?" he went into every single room and in the last one, he found you, sleeping peacefully on a big bed. "_____" he sighed out of relief smiling a bit. You heard someone in the room and opened your eyes slowly to check if it was Izaya. "S-Shizuo-" you looked hurt at the man in front of you and backed away a bit. "_______" his facial expression went from smiling to grieving. "I'm so sorry." he said sitting down on the edge of the bed. You looked at him, "No, it's my fault for having hope after all these years, I mean. I, I real-" this time it was Shizuo shut someone up. He kissed you softly on the lips hugging you, holding you, in his strong arms. "Shhh, it's alright. I'm sorry that I couldn't contact you, I'm sorry for getting you upset like this, I'm sorry for everything that hurt you in the past." he said holding your head against his shoulder.
You have no idea what just happened. You looked up at him "Shizu-" "I love you, be my girl ______" he said smiling as the moon shined down through the window on the two of you. "Of course I will Shizuo." you hugged him tightly back as he scooped you from the bed and brought you to his house.

END OF CHAPTER 1: Long, lost, love

OMAKE

The information broker looked boredly at the menu card wondering what he should order when suddenly his cellphone went off. "Hm? What's this?" he flipped his phone open and looked at the display text:

[You have received 1 mail(s).]

"Eeeeeh? What's this?" he took a sip from his drink and opened it up.

[Thanks for bringing me and .... back together flea,]
[don't get used to this. Next time I'll definitely kill you!]
[PS: You should wash your bedsheets when you're home.]

"PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF" the informant coughed up his drink after reading the "PS" part. "T-The heck Shizu chan!?!??!"

Description
Durarara!!  Shizuo x Reader chapter 1: Long, lost, love.

Durarara!!, Shizuo Heiwajima, Izaya Orihara, Shinra Kishitani, Kyouhei Kadota belong to Ryohgo Narita
Note: _____  = fill in your name.
I don't own the characters or you. Have fun reading

"Group photo!! Group photo everyone!" Shinra smiled widely holding a digital camera in his hands. "What about you? Aren't you going to be with us on the photo?" Kyohei asked Shinra "Haha of course! I'll put it on it's selftime- Ah! What the!?" the camera flashed quickly making a rather funny photo of the confused boy. "Where are Shizuo and Izaya again? They know that we would snap the photo's right after the graduation ceremony right?" Kyohei mumbled impatiently not paying attention to Shinra.

"Hey, _____" you stopped walking through the hallway and looked up to the person who whispered out your name. Holding your arm, rather roughly, from behind you to make you notice him. "I'm glad to see you here. I was waiting for you." he dragged you to the schoolyard and pushed you slightly down behind a bush as if he was hiding for someone. After taking a deep breath, the male with his blond dyed hair looked into your eyes. "______, I- I need to confess something." you looked at him feeling your cheeks heat up and your heart pound faster every second that passed by. "I-"

"OOoi~! Shiii~zuuu~chan~!"

A silence broke out as the two of you looked at the source of the sound. There he stood, the devil in person, smirking at Shizuo who turned red of anger, or did he blush? "Izaya." Shizuo said trying to sound as calm as possible. "Oh~?  What is this? You're finally confessing your ridiculous love for ______???" "Izaya, I told you. So, so many times." Shizuo grabbed the first thing he saw, which was a trashcan. "Eeeh? Told me what so many times?" "I TOLD YOU TO STAY OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY!!" with those words, Shizuo raised the trashcan high above his head and flung it into the direction of the boy. "Aaaah!! So scary!" he stepped away quickly and turned his back towards Shizuo. "Well I better get back to Dotachin and Shinra" he snickered, blew you a kiss and ran away. "IIIIIZAAAYAAAA!! GET BACK HERE!!!" Shizuo ran off after Izaya leaving you all by yourself.

You woke up "Again that dream" you sighed. The happiest day of your life was about to become even better until "he" interrupted the two of you. You always had this little crush on Shizuo and you knew that he had one on you as well but, if it weren't for that ass of an Izaya. After the graduation day, the two of you never met again. You missed him deeply. After another sigh you zombied out of bed to the front door picking up the bills, rent, advertisements and, an envelope?

[Dear _____, you're invited to the Raira Academy Reunion. Date: 28-08-2012 11:00 AM at the front gate of Raira Academy.]

Suddenly a smile appeared on your face. "If this is a reunion, then- then maybe Shizuo-" you fell silent taking a moment to think. Finally you can see the love of your life again but, he might've forgotten you by now. "It- it's stupid to think of- He probably has a family to take care of by now." You slowly slide down the wall sitting on the ground "How could I be so stupid" you face palmed, burring your face deep in your hands out of shame. "Here I am, thinking about that small chance of him liking me, sure he wanted to confess something in the past but, how am I sure that he was talking about love?"

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[Somewhere in Ikebukuro 5 hours earlier]

"Dammit, Dammit, DAMMIT!" Shizuo paced around in his house. "Freaking Izaya. I'm going to kill him, I AM

DEFINITELY GOING TO KILL THE HELL OUT OF THAT BASTARD! I'LL KILL HIM UNTIL HE DIES!" he stomped his hand on the table. The strongest person in Ikebukuro looked at the ground and took a deep breath. "I hate him.. I hate hate HATE him." the man in bartender suit took off his bow tie and threw it on the table, sitting down on the couch. "______" he looked out of the window mumbling your name. "______, if it weren't for that day." He closed his eyes leaning his head back.

"Oh~?  What is this? You're finally confessing your ridiculous love for miss .... ???"
"Izaya, I told you. So, So many times"
"Eeeh? Told me what so many times?"
"I TOLD YOU TO STAY OUT OF MY FUCKING WAY"
"Aaaah!! So scary!"
"Well I better get back to Dotachin and Shinra"
"IIIIIZAAAYAAAA!! GET BACK HERE!!!"

'D-DAMMIT!' Shizuo ran after the annoying pest that others called "Izaya". 'How did he knew that I was with ______' his running became slower while thinking about you. "dearest ______" he said softly looking up at the sunset. "No, He ruined this scene, I wanted to confess but, I'm so sorry." he hung his head down in shame staring at his feet. Izaya noticed Shizuo and looked back at him smiling widely "Shi-zu-chan~? Are you being a bit dreamy about your crush before she gets crushed by your monstrous strength??" that made Shizuo snap "DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE TO TALK ABOUT ______!!!" he tackled Izaya down into a fight. After that he left Izaya beaten up to the ground "Let that be a warning flea!" he ran back to the bush but he was too late. You left a long while ago with a broken heart.

When Shizuo opened his eyes it was dark. "Urgh, how late." he looked at the clock [03:47AM] showed the display in green numbers. "I dozed off again." Shizuo stood up and headed to the bathroom while taking off his sweaty clothing and dumping it by the other laundry. "Hm." he stepped into the shower washing himself and his thoughts off. "______" he said looking at the wall, no sooner he felt tears streaming down his face. "How could I be so stupid" he spoke with a trembling voice. After his shower he went straight to bed staring at the ceiling.

[5 hours later (Present time)]

"BZZZZBZZZZ" his cellphone went off. "Huh?" Shizuo opened up his eyes "who the hell calls me at 8 in the morning?! I have a freaking day off dammit!" he picked up his phone and pressed the dial button
"What? Who's this? Do you have any idea ho-"
{Shizu chan, so nice to hear that you're awake~} Shizuo wanted to hang up but something was weird, "How did Izaya got my cellphone number? I switched it a few days ago. Shizuo thought.
"Why are you calling me?" he groaned.
{Tell me, do you remember ______?} Shizuo fell silent hearing your name.
"Y-Yes I do, what's up with her?" Izaya chuckled at the other end of the line enjoying the sound of a confused puppet.
{What if I told you that she is right here in Ikebukuro?} Shizuo's patience was getting thinner.
"If you harm her in any physical, mental, or any other way. I swear you Izaya, I'm going straight after you and-"
{Yea, yea, kill me, I know the story Shizu chan. I was just wondering, how about we're playing a little game? This time we'll both play the cat and ______ can play the mouse.} Again silence, what did Izaya mean? Shizuo stared at the wall.
{Ready?}
"Izaya, I!"
{Set?}
"Oi flea listen!! I WA-"
{Go~!}
The conversation got hung up and Shizuo dropped his phone rushing to get into his clothes.

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[11:00 AM at Raira Academy's front gate]

"Weird, am I late?" you checked your watch. "Eleven 'o clock." you stated looking around in confusion. "Where's everyone? Are they inside?" you crossed your arms waiting for a miracle or a sign. "_____~!" you turned around "Izaya?" you gave a slight glare at the man in front of you. "Eh? What's with that face? Aren't you happy to see me?" "Not really no." he frowned a bit examining you. "I almost didn't recognized you from behind, my, you sure bloomed up into a beauty." he said with a smile "Please, spare me your flattering." he laughed a bit "I'm sorry." you blinked "What did you say?" "I'm sorry that I ruined you and Shizu chan's relationship." he said with an unusual sad expression on his face. "U-Uh! We didn't had a relationship!" you say hesitatingly "Oh so you two were just playing hide and seek the whole time?" silence. "N-No, I- I just don't know if he saw me as a-" you looked away slightly embarrassed. "Here, let me make this all up to you by treating you on a lunch~!" he says smiling. "Eh? But the reuni-" "I made it up to get you here, I just wanted to say "sorry" that's all." You stood there, in front of your old school being a bit perplexed. "You just made up a fake letter just to say sorry?" "Yes, so?" "You're a strange one." you said and walked ahead of him "O-Oi!" he pouted and laughed walking behind you, his smiling expression slowly turning into a serious smirk. "Here, we'll go left around the corner." he said calmly leading you trough the streets of Ikebukuro.

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[1:53 AM at Raira Academy's front gate]

Shizuo clenched a piece of paper in his fists "That flea lied to me!" he raged "She isn't here!!"
"BzzzBzzz!!!" Shizuo picked up his phone in an instand
"YES!?"
{I-is that y-you, S-shizu-o?} Shizuo's heart skipped a beat, his breath stopped and cold sweat went down his back.
{She sounds so adorable when she moans out your name, doesn't she? Shizu chan?}
"What the HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH HER IZAYA!"
{Me? Ah come on Shizu chan, I'm not interested in your little girlfriend.} his cheeks flushed as he heard that.
"Don't call her my girlfriend. She is NOT." he yelled into the phone.
A long pause, his heart sank into his shoes wondering, worrying about what happened to you.
{Shizuo doesn't love me.} as soon as he heard your voice again, his world shattered in front of his eyes.
"_____, I- I didn't."
{Shizu chan! You're so mean, making a girl cry. There there _____, it's alright.}
"IZAYA! IF I FIND YOU!"
Yet again. Izaya ended the conversation before Shizuo could make a move. He stuffed his cellphone in his pocket and slapped his hand against his forehead holding back his tears "No, no this can't be real!" the so called monster roared feeling pressure and control over him.

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[a hour earlier in Izaya's office]

"Here we are~!" Izaya said in a singing tune "Where are we? This doesn't look like a restaurant." "That's because it's my apartment silly." he laughed and walked into his office. "Huh?" you looked around "I've ordered lunch." he sat down on his shifting chair putting away some files and went over to the kitchen "What do you want to drink?" "Uhm, water is fine with me." "Okay then, ah, just sit down make yourself feel at home." "Okay." you sat down as he came back having a glass of water in his hand putting it down in front of you. He gave you a warm smile and crossed his legs sitting at the opposite of the table locking your eyes in his gaze. "Say, what are your thoughts on Heiwajima Shizu chan~?" You blushed slightly "Uh" you paused "I- I really like him." "You still like him, after all those years? He didn't even took the time to contact you." "Are you trying to tell me that he has a family?" you ask a bit hesitatingly. "Ah, no. He doesn't have a family, nor friends. He's all by himself now." "Isn't that a bit lonely?" you asked before sipping some water. "He doesn't tell any of us a thing." Izaya sighed looking away. "I'm sorry for you _____" "Sorry? Why?" "Well, I mean, you had a bit of hope after all those years. Believing that Shizu chan might actually come back to you by himself, but instead, you're being used as living bait for the guy." wait a minute, what did he said? "Living b-bait?!" You try to stand up but fell back on your place grabbing your head. "I'm so, so, sorry _____ but you see, I do anything to get Shizu chan begging on his knees." he said smirking down at you stroking your dark / light colored hair. "F-Flea." you groaned out "Ah just like Shizu chan, I see why the two of you loved each other so much." he said loved, Shizuo, loved me. You was confused, sad and happy at the same time. "But I don't think he loves you anymore though." you looked up with questioning eyes feeling your energy draining drastically. "Here I'll call him to proof that one thing to you." he took out his cellphone and dialed Shizuo's phone number. "Hm, stay a bit awake until he is talking, okay sweetie?" he said smiling a sickening sweet smile at you handing you the phone after he set it on full sound.

{YES!?} Shizuo's voice shouted through it making you back off a bit.
"I-is that y-you, S-shizu-o?" there you sat, waiting for a response of your love until Izaya snatched the phone out of your trembling hands.
"She sounds so adorable when she moans out your name, doesn't she? Shizu chan?"
{What the HELL ARE YOU DOING WITH HER IZAYA!}
"Me? Ah come on Shizu chan, I'm not interested in your little girlfriend."
{Don't call her my girlfriend. She is NOT.} his voice, those words, they stabbed deep in your heart. You began to cry.
"Shizuo doesn't love me." you said quietly but loud enough for Shizuo to hear on the other side of the phone.
{__-_____, I- I didn't!} you started to cry louder laying down holding your head, every thing in your body felt like exploding, it hurt so much.
"Shizu chan! You're so mean, making a girl cry. There there _______, it's alright."
{IZAYA! IF I FIN-!} the informant hung up and kneel down next to you petting your head "There, there, it's alright." he said with a soothing voice and picked you gently up walking to his bedroom.

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[21:12 at Izaya's office]

The informant sat in his big shifting chair looking boredly out of the window. "Hm, Shizu chan sure takes his time to "rescue" his princess." he chuckled to himself, standing up and heading out of his office. "Hm, I guess I'll go out to get some dinner then, I mean, it's not like the protozoan can break into my office can h-" the informant got grabbed by his neck and pushed against the wall in the hallway. "Iiiiiizaaaayaaaa, I waited for you." trying to breath Izaya looked down at the hazel eyed man, who's eyes were now burning with rage, holding him up. "S-Shizu chan" he coughed "Where. The. Hell. Is. ______, IZAYA!" he threw Izaya through the hallway. Hitting the wall, the informant coughed loudly trying to sit up, he didn't expected an attack like this at all. 'What is this?' Izaya asked himself looking at Shizuo. 'It's as if he is stronger than normal.' he stood up wobbling and leaned to the wall. What happened after that was too surreal to believe, even for Izaya.
"She's in my bedroom. She's sleeping." the black haired man looked at Shizuo calmly.
"You son of a-"
"I haven't touched her. I don't like physical contacts that much, especially if it leads me to the hospital, I'm not quite fond of hospitals you know." he shrugged and left to get something to eat. "Also, this game took way too long Shizu chan~!" he skipped off.

Shizuo stared at the back of Izaya in disbelieve, but he was too worried about you to give it any more thoughts and rushed into Izaya's bedroom. "____!!" he called out your name "_____!!! Where are you!?" he went into every single room and in the last one, he found you, sleeping peacefully on a big bed. "_____" he sighed out of relief smiling a bit. You heard someone in the room and opened your eyes slowly to check if it was Izaya. "S-Shizuo-" you looked hurt at the man in front of you and backed away a bit. "_______" his facial expression went from smiling to grieving. "I'm so sorry." he said sitting down on the edge of the bed. You looked at him, "No, it's my fault for having hope after all these years, I mean. I, I real-" this time it was Shizuo shut someone up. He kissed you softly on the lips hugging you, holding you, in his strong arms. "Shhh, it's alright. I'm sorry that I couldn't contact you, I'm sorry for getting you upset like this, I'm sorry for everything that hurt you in the past." he said holding your head against his shoulder.
You have no idea what just happened. You looked up at him "Shizu-" "I love you, be my girl ______" he said smiling as the moon shined down through the window on the two of you. "Of course I will Shizuo." you hugged him tightly back as he scooped you from the bed and brought you to his house.

END OF CHAPTER 1: Long, lost, love

OMAKE

The information broker looked boredly at the menu card wondering what he should order when suddenly his cellphone went off. "Hm? What's this?" he flipped his phone open and looked at the display text:

[You have received 1 mail(s).]

"Eeeeeh? What's this?" he took a sip from his drink and opened it up.

[Thanks for bringing me and .... back together flea,]
[don't get used to this. Next time I'll definitely kill you!]
[PS: You should wash your bedsheets when you're home.]

"PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF" the informant coughed up his drink after reading the "PS" part. "T-The heck Shizu chan!?!??!"