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I cried so hard and so long, that I forgot how to stop crying.You see, before you, there were others, of course there were, but...
But I just... I just never knew anything could be this real.
I never had anything to hold onto in my life, and then you came along.
You were so ignorant to the darkness around me,
And while it seemed to stop others, you kept moving towards me.
I mean... The way you hugged me, made me feel... It made me feel whole.
It made me think it was fate brought us together, and it was my destiny,
That I was to be with you forever,
And that it was to love and care for you always.
We really did have something didn't we?
Everytime I felt down, you would place your hand,
'Gainst my cheek, you would look at me with those damn ignorant eyes,
Kiss my forehead, and tell me everything would work out.
You would tell me it happened for a reason, that there was a bigger picture,
But now... I don't see the fucking picture.
I was, supposed to be there for you,
To place my hand against your cheek,
Look you in the eyes, tell you everything would work out,
But I wasn't there.
I wasn't able to save you from your fate.
I just... I just want... to know... why you did it.
you always seemed so happy to me,
And I knew you were troubled in the past,
But I thought that we worked through it.
I was supposed to be the depressed one dammit!
And then, again,I felt empty, alone,
And I was deeper into darkness than ever before, but I wasn't going to end it,
Because I'm going to live for you...
I'm going to spread the love you showed me, to the others in the world.
I'll show them... I'll show them all, what good a simple smile can do.
Even though it had to end like this, I still smile when I think of you.
I stopped crying for a while, y' know?
This is really the first time since, that I have.
Agh...
I guess... I guess I just wanted to remind you that I love you, and always will.
I miss you...
So much.
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hemmerdinger [2018-04-10 19:06:41 +0000 UTC]
I AM AN ACTOR WHO WOULD LOVE TO USE THIS HOLY JESUS I CRIED SO HARD WHEN I READ THIS PLEASE SEND ME IT
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kenziebryn [2017-08-06 06:03:04 +0000 UTC]
I would love to use this as a monologue for an audition, is that okay?
I cried reading this and i really believe that this is the perfect monologue to use.
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georgiawright [2017-04-24 08:50:51 +0000 UTC]
Hey i love this monologue you did an amazing job on it! i was just wondering if you be ok if i use this for a performance piece i'll give you all the credit. if so do you any tips on how you would do this piece??
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itsTahseen [2017-04-03 03:38:51 +0000 UTC]
wow this is dead impressive, mind giving me tips on creating an effective monologue like yours?
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24601478153 [2016-02-09 05:20:40 +0000 UTC]
I'd love to use this piece for a performance in a distinguished young women competition. it is truly touchingΒ
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ARTnoob In reply to 24601478153 [2016-09-21 05:48:20 +0000 UTC]
I apologize for the late reply.... very late...
As long as it is spoken with conviction and the credit for the piece is mine, it may be used in any forum.
I hope you didn't wait for a reply.
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theatregirl12 [2015-11-18 20:00:52 +0000 UTC]
Could I use this in my acting 3 class? I will give you credit for the piece!!
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ARTnoob In reply to theatregirl12 [2015-12-01 05:03:10 +0000 UTC]
Just make sure you cry
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Princesszeina [2015-09-13 07:32:47 +0000 UTC]
This was amazing! totally could relate to it and cried a lot. Can i use this for a youtube video? i promise i will give you credit!
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wretchednotdivine [2015-04-13 18:05:55 +0000 UTC]
Would you mind if I used this as a drama audition? I promise I will give you all the credit, I just need something to say and this is lovely. It's OK if you say no but it would be awesome if I could
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ARTnoob In reply to wretchednotdivine [2015-04-16 20:10:51 +0000 UTC]
Absolutely.
Just if you don't cry by the end it won't carry enough emotion.
=]]
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wretchednotdivine In reply to ARTnoob [2015-04-25 07:59:41 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much.
And don't worry about the crying, while reading it during my practice run I cried for real because I've felt that before
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DiaNicole [2015-03-31 16:51:46 +0000 UTC]
I Also Want To Say That I Am So Sorry For All That You Must Have Went Through To Write This Monologue
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DiaNicole [2015-03-31 16:32:13 +0000 UTC]
This Is An Amazing Monologue And I Thank You For Writing It, Although I Am Very Sorry For The Reason You Did. It Took What I'm Feeling And Thinking Right Now And Put It Into Understandable Words. I Want To Know If I Could Use This For The Memorial We Are Having For My Best Friend. He Committed Suicide A Few Months Ago Now AndΒ Some Of His Other Friends And IΒ Are Having Are Own Memorial For Him. We Are Using Our Talents And Things We Love To Do To Remember Him, And Reading This Made Me Remember When He Said That He Loved When I Acted Because I Actually Showed True Emotions, Something I Don't Do Very Often, And Even Though I Was Playing A Different Person It Was Like I Was The Girl He Became Best Friends With All Over Again.
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ARTnoob In reply to DiaNicole [2015-04-03 10:19:40 +0000 UTC]
I'm glad my work can express feelings so deeply.
It's why I write.
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hunij [2013-12-26 11:06:34 +0000 UTC]
Hey Cliff, i would love to use this for my first ever acting monologue video for my youtube channel. Can i get your permission?
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ARTnoob In reply to hunij [2013-12-28 05:31:09 +0000 UTC]
An acting monologue huh?
If you feel you can bring all the heartache in your life into this piece then yes please.
I would love to see it. I suppose I should do something like submit my own.
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hunij In reply to ARTnoob [2013-12-30 20:00:10 +0000 UTC]
Thank you. Here is the link.
Let me know what you think.
youtu.be/Jsab_Fnk7GA
Thank you once again.
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Black-Rabbit-Alice [2013-10-17 15:18:50 +0000 UTC]
hiyya i am an actor, and was wondering if i would be able to use this as a monolgue for class and then maybe for an audition at drama school. xxx
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ARTnoob In reply to Black-Rabbit-Alice [2013-10-24 18:26:18 +0000 UTC]
One condition, if you aren't crying genuinely by the end of it you fail.
FAIL as an actor.
But yeah, go ahead.
No reproductions or copies, only for the purpose of "entertainment"
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Black-Rabbit-Alice In reply to ARTnoob [2013-11-03 17:02:49 +0000 UTC]
thank you, and i cry every time i rehears it xxx
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rhi-chan13 [2011-01-25 00:53:27 +0000 UTC]
May I use this? It's beautiful and moving, and I would be honored to perform this for my drama class. Thanks. .m.
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ARTnoob In reply to rhi-chan13 [2011-03-26 01:21:49 +0000 UTC]
Sorry for the late reply.
I suppose I don't mind, (as you may have already used it)....
But, this is a very emotional and deep piece to me...
So make sure they all cry... (or I hope you already did)
=]]
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rhi-chan13 In reply to ARTnoob [2011-03-30 02:15:01 +0000 UTC]
Thanks SO much! It's an amazing piece.
I hope to!
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Tavi-chan [2010-02-18 05:35:12 +0000 UTC]
I would like to use this as the monologue in my theatrics class. It's nothing big, but I didn't want to use this without permission, and you would most deffinitely be credited as the author of this gorgeous piece.
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BlueShadowM [2008-03-18 14:15:30 +0000 UTC]
That is really beautiful and sad. I don't know if I can ask, since I don't know you but... If you would like to tell me what happend?
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ARTnoob In reply to BlueShadowM [2008-03-18 15:32:41 +0000 UTC]
I fI were able to recall it in its entirety, it would take me days and gallons of tears.
=//
But thank you for calling it beautiful.
And this isn't exactly what happened, but, a close line.
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BlueShadowM In reply to ARTnoob [2008-03-18 15:57:27 +0000 UTC]
Okay, I will not forse you to recall something that I guess was really sad.
Hope things are better now
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snapdragon350 [2007-03-17 02:01:55 +0000 UTC]
This is beautifully written, Cliff, heart-warming and heart-wrenching at the same time. I'm so sorry for your loss.
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ARTnoob In reply to snapdragon350 [2007-03-17 19:12:42 +0000 UTC]
Thank you for the comment and the comfort.
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