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I cried so hard and so long, that I forgot how to stop crying.
You see, before you, there were others, of course there were, but...
But I just... I just never knew anything could be this real.
I never had anything to hold onto in my life, and then you came along.
You were so ignorant to the darkness around me,
And while it seemed to stop others, you kept moving towards me.
I mean... The way you hugged me, made me feel... It made me feel whole.
It made me think it was fate brought us together, and it was my destiny,
That I was to be with you forever,
And that it was to love and care for you always.
We really did have something didn't we?
Everytime I felt down, you would place your hand,
'Gainst my cheek, you would look at me with those damn ignorant eyes,
Kiss my forehead, and tell me everything would work out.
You would tell me it happened for a reason, that there was a bigger picture,
But now... I don't see the fucking picture.
I was, supposed to be there for you,
To place my hand against your cheek,
Look you in the eyes, tell you everything would work out,
But I wasn't there.
I wasn't able to save you from your fate.
I just... I just want... to know... why you did it.
you always seemed so happy to me,
And I knew you were troubled in the past,
But I thought that we worked through it.
I was supposed to be the depressed one dammit!
And then, again,I felt empty, alone,
And I was deeper into darkness than ever before, but I wasn't going to end it,
Because I'm going to live for you...
I'm going to spread the love you showed me, to the others in the world.
I'll show them... I'll show them all, what good a simple smile can do.
Even though it had to end like this, I still smile when I think of you.
I stopped crying for a while, y' know?
This is really the first time since, that I have.

Agh...

I guess... I guess I just wanted to remind you that I love you, and always will.

I miss you...
So much.

Description
I cried so hard and so long, that I forgot how to stop crying.
You see, before you, there were others, of course there were, but...
But I just... I just never knew anything could be this real.
I never had anything to hold onto in my life, and then you came along.
You were so ignorant to the darkness around me,
And while it seemed to stop others, you kept moving towards me.
I mean... The way you hugged me, made me feel... It made me feel whole.
It made me think it was fate brought us together, and it was my destiny,
That I was to be with you forever,
And that it was to love and care for you always.
We really did have something didn't we?
Everytime I felt down, you would place your hand,
'Gainst my cheek, you would look at me with those damn ignorant eyes,
Kiss my forehead, and tell me everything would work out.
You would tell me it happened for a reason, that there was a bigger picture,
But now... I don't see the fucking picture.
I was, supposed to be there for you,
To place my hand against your cheek,
Look you in the eyes, tell you everything would work out,
But I wasn't there.
I wasn't able to save you from your fate.
I just... I just want... to know... why you did it.
you always seemed so happy to me,
And I knew you were troubled in the past,
But I thought that we worked through it.
I was supposed to be the depressed one dammit!
And then, again,I felt empty, alone,
And I was deeper into darkness than ever before, but I wasn't going to end it,
Because I'm going to live for you...
I'm going to spread the love you showed me, to the others in the world.
I'll show them... I'll show them all, what good a simple smile can do.
Even though it had to end like this, I still smile when I think of you.
I stopped crying for a while, y' know?
This is really the first time since, that I have.

Agh...

I guess... I guess I just wanted to remind you that I love you, and always will.

I miss you...
So much.