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Atrixfromice In reply to AinaMartian [2019-07-04 23:37:46 +0000 UTC]

Oh my! Heheh...
It's been a long time since I posted this drawing! I even have forgotten I made it until you commented it

Sorry if it made you feel uncomfortable or offended or something!!  
At that time I had recently discovered the show and I really was fond with Multo. At the same time I was passing through sad moments in real life...I fell in love for the first time and I had my first heartbreak...
So relating Multo romantically with my original character was my way to cope with and overcome this sad event.

This drawing in particular...I poured a lot of my soul on it....And it helped to heal my heart when I did it. 
But there were people who were complaining and felt offended that I shipped him with my character and about this drawing...so after this one I never made sexy drawings with Multo or any other characters again.
Because I didn't mean to offend anybody. My drawings are here to bring joy and warmth, and if some of them don't do so it's better to stop making them, that's what I believe

I think I'll erase it from my gallery : blushes: 

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AinaMartian In reply to Atrixfromice [2019-07-05 07:18:53 +0000 UTC]

Yeah cute. But it's really strange, sex art with Multo. It's like r34 with ponies. And yeah, I felt uncomfortable and laughed! XD

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Atrixfromice In reply to AinaMartian [2019-07-14 03:05:52 +0000 UTC]

mmhhh...

well, I don't think my drawing could be compared to ponnies r34.

Have you seen those? oh my they're really hard!

I think my drawing is far away from that world. Stuff of that category (porn/r34) relies on explicit content to wake up the basic instict of sex drive on people so they can have a momentaneous sexual pleasure, and it's ephemeral, and usually has no composition and it's lacking of all emotion and thought. It doesn't really transmite anything other than....well, sex.

Erotic art doesn't do that. Erotic art focuses on expression, composition and details to transmit emotions, and sensuality at the same time. Mine is rather erotic art, a fine and subtle art work that mostly relies on the expression to trasmit emotion, to transmit feelings...An idea. In this case, love. And after all, that's what art is for.

That said, yeah, I think you got a good point on that erotic art can be akward, hehe

It reminds me some time ago when I was trying to look for fanart of my favorite characters, and found out people had done erotic art with most of them. It was awkward because I really didn't excepted it, heheh. But I must admit some of the erotic art was good.

I found porn also, but I don't like porn Because it's ephemeral and lacking of all feelings. Therefore is empty, and makes my heart sad.

In the other hand, as I said before, when I made this drawing and I received comments about it, I realized that this show in particular was not the most adecuate for this kind of art.

It was the time when I realized....that having the skills to art it's a bit like being a super hero; a great power takes a great responsability. So I didn't felt like doing more erotic artwork related to this characters because I wanted to conserve the character's candid image the original creators worked hard to give to them.

That is cool, and it should keep being that way

I'm of the idea that everybody is welcome and should have the right to express their opinion in my gallery as long as they are not mean to me or my art. If they comment in a nice way, with respect and maturity, I'll always be glad to receive their comments, even if they have a different opinion than mine. So thanks a lot for your honestly, and I appreciate specially the fact that your comments were made with courtesy and respect! ^^

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AinaMartian In reply to Atrixfromice [2019-07-14 08:07:44 +0000 UTC]

Thank you too.
Well yeah for people it's still weird, even If it's erotic art(with feelings, emotions), this reminds of r34. Because r34 have many porns with cartoon characters. Usually cartoon characters never planned as sexually things, creators didn't want it, they avoided it.  scrambies.blogspot.com/2009/03… I don't think this is a exact source. Well one of Zula patrol's creator said, they are avoid sexuality, for them even ship Pluto x Charon it's sexual thing, although Josh Tinley meant romantic love without sex, because they are cosmic bodies... without hand, legs etc... It's so obvious.
Well, in fact for me it's not super duper weird. For me it's usual things, I saw cartoon porns in childhood(my mind is not broken, i'm healthy xd), and I want to be animator, create my cartoon...

I'm not sure, but sometimes with #r34 I saw erotic arts with cartoon characters like yours, idk about it, I'm confused. And not all porns don't have plot, but few porn have good plot, because people don't care about it, they are just want masturbate. Yeah people sucks. :T

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AinaMartian In reply to HelenaKnowlegdeOffic [2019-07-14 09:05:39 +0000 UTC]

XD The best reaction

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Atrixfromice In reply to HelenaKnowlegdeOffic [2019-07-14 02:23:53 +0000 UTC]

Hi there!

I'm not sure of what to reply on this comment because well...it doesn't say anything other than "AAAAAAA"

But if you have a question about this one drawing, I invite you read the description, it will reply all your questions

In other hand if you have a thought, no matter what it is you can express it, as long as it is in a nice, mature and polite way.

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Atrixfromice In reply to Ralokone [2012-02-14 22:04:10 +0000 UTC]

Yes

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Atrixfromice In reply to FantoonClub [2010-03-24 22:49:02 +0000 UTC]

----Fantoon club, oh eso ya se lo explicamos a nuestro amigo charlie Crocker dile que cheque su inbox!

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FantoonClub In reply to Atrixfromice [2010-03-25 18:44:42 +0000 UTC]

Muchisimas Gracias, lo más Pronto posible se lo haremos saber.

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Atrixfromice In reply to Quilsnap [2010-03-24 16:35:46 +0000 UTC]

Thanks a lot!! Really, I'm very glad you know what I meant, and I’m glad specially because of what you said about the important thing it's being sure, that was really nice and you. And you know?...It's true!!! I mean, one can fit into the norm, but if the norm it’s not right or just, if it’s wronn, then I think you shouldn’t follow it just because many people say it! I’m sure what people say about this subject itsn’t real. So, even though I haven't had the opportunity to experience that, I want to believe it can be something beautiful, and not something disgusting and nasty like most of people say.
And of course, I will continue making art about something worthwhile because that's why I'm here! To bring people a new, wonderful and different side of things!!

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Atrixfromice In reply to Quilsnap [2010-03-24 16:34:59 +0000 UTC]

Even though I haven't had the opportunity to experience that, I want to believe it can be something beautiful, and not something disgusting and nasty like most of people say.
And of course, I will continue making art about something worthwhile because that's why I'm here! To bring people a new, wonderful and different side of things!!

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Atrixfromice In reply to 1B1B [2009-02-03 01:19:50 +0000 UTC]

Well, I don't know what drove me to make this one, too....but it was something magic...and when I made this drawing I felt a incredibly beautiful feeling of peace and joy, energy....I really hope the reason you were speechless wasn't because you didn't like this...cos you know I don't want to make you, or other people, feel uncomfortable, but specially you, because you was the first who came here when nobody was here, and give me your friendship and gave me the courage to put many of my drawings here!...and also you know Multo and you know how much I love him!
I risked to put this here because I wanted with all my heart try to show people here that this issue should not be treated as something ugly, something bad, something wicked, ridiculous or disgusting...and that it could be something truly beautiful ... that's why I took a long time to write (thanks for reading my so looong comment) because I felt it was very important to share with people the reason why I made this, and what I felt at that moment...I believed if I do it, they could see it and understand what I felt, and they could change their mind about this issue, and they could start to see it otherwise, and begin to treat this part of human nature with respect and dignity, as well as for example intelligence or talent are admired and appreciated....I think it is necessary to involve my feelings here, athough if it's a huge risk to put bare heart here, because I think THIS IS the only way...if I don't do this with my heart, then how can I get close to people and share a new vision of things? I always put my soul into everything I do, so it's the only way I know, and in my heart I know this is the right thing!...I truly hope this make some people change their minds, although if they're just a few...or just two or three...or just one...I hope you can understand what I mean....
A few days ago, someone who had commented in my gallery sent me a note saying this drawing was rather naughty....but actually it wasn't like that...I think more than a naughty thing, it was actually something so innocent...it was a very naive dream...it was a wish...just a deep, pure and heartfelt wish of my poor bruised heart....it's just a so beautiful dream!!!...Multo is all I ever wanted in a man...and ideal....an ideal that probably never be realized....not only because Multo is a cartoon character, but because I also don't think that some day I could find someone like him! He's too good to be true, I fear I will never find a man with a so cheerful, tolerant, patient and warm personality, like his...and that apart from having such so beautiful personality where someone who feel real passion for science and space, and who has fun with it!!!
Since I was a kid, my parents always treated this issue as a "naughty thing", or something. And in a part of my childhood, and when I was a teen, many evil and unscrupulous people in media (like TV, internet, and magazines) everywhere drilled in my young classmates and me and every teen heads, the idea of this subject was at something wicked, sinful and disgusting....I didn't want to believe it but people always showed it at that way!!! So I came to the conclusion that if it was something so wicked and so empty as people were showed it everywhere, then I didn't want to be part of that....and therefore unconsciously block that part of human nature in me, and I became a very insecure and shy girl. Further, it was hard to keep me away of all that misinformation and lies, because when knew internet, and looked for art about my favorite TV shows, I realized that many people were making very rude and obscene things with the characters! many of these, my favorite characters or characters from my childhood!!!
So I never had a boyfriend or a romantic relationship in my life, in part because I was very shy and I think also because I never fell in love with anyone (my classmates were very rude and immature, I never found anyone who show compassion or respect to the others, like Wilt, or like Multo...I didn't know why, but often I met very bad boys) but specially by the fact I had that trauma because of all THAT BAD PEOPLE, so, if somenoe had think I could find an animated character without a human apparicence, attractive, I probably would have said no... And if someone could think if I could find someone with HUMAN APARIENCE, OR EVEN A HUMAN!, attractive or sexy, even in that case I would say NO, TOO!!! because I had that side of my human nature completely blocked!!!....and indeed, I think some aliens from shows or movies I watched could be more likeable to me that a human being, because many people always were showed the human anatomy as a disgusting thing in media like internet or tv, I think that's why I was more into science fiction...
So, I spend most of my life in horrible pain, because I didn't like boys like other girls, and I didn't know why!!! and that caused me a real trauma because I didn't knew that side was blocked on me and I believed I was some kind of horrible freaky thing for a long long time, lacking of this part of the human nature...and my parents never knew it, instead of giving me their support, they were yelling at me and asked why I had no boyfriend, and this only increases my worry and stress. I still remember it with a bit pain (even now that I'm healing) when I was 15 or 16 years and one day my dad asked me with a seriously tone "Why you do not have a boyfriend? you don't like boys?" and I said no. And he said, "So you like women?..." and I said no again...then my mom came and told him "don't say that to our daughter, it's just cos she's very shy" and then my dad said "well...forget it" but even though I tried, I couldn't forget it, and since that day I was always more worried! I was afraid of the idea that one day, when I become an adult and I could found a man who I love and who love me, he could realize I was a freaky thing and leave me alone... or if I couldn't make love with him because I didn't have tha human side, cos I was a freak.....I couldn't help to think about that, and more at nights, when the lights went out and everyone went to bed, when my mp3 was low of battery and I could no longer listen to my songs to forget it, I lie on my bed and I felt alone, alone and sad in the world without a place to belong.... and I was wondering, why?????? WHY???? WHY I can't feel the world as the rest of people????? Why I'm not normal????? WHY I'M A FREAKY THING???!!!!! .....
But fortunately, the last year in july, I meet Wilt and I fell in love with him, and I could feel attracted to someone for the first time!!!...and was 21 years old...but at that time I felt like a teenager discovering her world!!! When I fell in love with him I feel a strange kind of energy wich made me feel a beautiful feeling of peace, safety and joy...I don't know how explain it...It was as if the energy of a lightning strike was hit me up...it was a kind of powerful but gentle and warm, cozy energy...was something incredibly beautiful and awesome!!!!...it was truly a miracle. That's why I'm so grateful with him, cos Wilt removed my trauma!! and literally he saved my life and healed me!!! Now I'm free, and more cheerlful and confident...and I'm so glad to know that to feel attraction to someone is not something bad, but not only that, but feel attracted to someone that you love it's one of most beautiful things in the world! and to know this issue is not something dad, sinful, ridiculous or disgusting!!! but it's just part of human nature and it could be is something really beautiful ... I don't know why people always gave such a bad reputation to this subject.
Now I can't watch Foster's home for my work, and I no longer have feel that energy, but I remember it....and now I can watch over me and feel and see the world like the others, I can see things different...Now I understand many things, like the reason of expressions from some cartoons characters when they're blushed and drooling to see his beloved a girl or boy! XD or that thing about "melt", generally referred to a men melted for a woman, and I did not know it meant, but now I know!! It's something weird, but it's cool too!! ...and when your comment on my Bula drawing and I remembered the show again, I wanted to see the clips there are on the web again...and I have seen Multo in all his splendor!!! before I never noticed that his moves, gestures, and his voice actually were so sexy!..and I never noticed it before! oh my! he's totally awesome!!!
My friend, I had never told anyting of this to anyone other than my dear friend Pitbulllady...and now to you...and that's true! I felt a lot of pain for a long time because of all those people who porn and obscene things in the media, and don't care the huge damage that makes to child and teens, and enjoy the suffering and ignorance of the rest of people.... that's why my heart was bruised, and now I think my heart is healing...but I still have "the waste", I mean, the memories of what people always said. I think that is actually the reason I made this one, to try to bring peace and heal my heart, and the fact that people have accepted my sketch of this, at least, has been a great help to my poor little heart....and also if you take the time to read this and understand what I mean...and now that I no longer have that trauma, I think it is my duty to help people to change their mind about this issue!! I spend very rough moments, and I don't want people feel the pain I felt, and I think it's time for them to know that these people just have been told lies...but also I think it's a sing! It's my pleasure!!! and part of my destiny!!!
When I told this to my friend pitbulllady, she said, wisely, that Wilt represents an ideal to many girls, but I was a bit sad because she also said it's an ideal that sadly will probably never be realized....I think it's the same with Multo, too... I never had my "first kiss" (I have never kissed a boy, I don't know how it feels to kiss a guy, you may think I am a nerd! XD) or "my first time", and I would have loved to have these things with someone like him...that's why I say this is something so naive....cos I have never lived a experience like this, and and I don't know if to make love actually could be beautiful or if it feels so good as some people say. I just imagined it because as a teenager, I read women talked about this issue in all those "magazines for woman" that my mom bought. By the way, all those damn magazines didn't helped me, although they said "we help woman" because they also treated the issue as something bad.
So, as you see, for me this is just a really so beautiful, yet naive dream....a dream that maybe will never be fulfilled, because I don't think someday I can find someone like him, or even someone a bit like him! and I couldn't be with someone who doesn't share my passion for science and space or doesn't have a personality like Multo's one or even wilt's one, cos it certainly it would not work, so..I think I will stay alone...like a lonely ranger, and I will never know if this is actually something beautiful...but this is surely, one of the most deep, pure, ardent and heartfelt wish of my poor bruised heart....and it fact this drawing is something so innocent, probably one of the most innocent drawings I've made, or that people has made in anytime, in anywhere...I would love to know someone like Wilt or like Multo, who love me, to love and respect him far longer than forever, to share the good and bad times, to learn together, sharing our dreams and hopes, to help each other an to find the best of each other and achieve our full potential...and growing old together...to give him pleasure, to make him feel good I think if I could find a guy like they, I could leave everything I normally do to devote my entire life to him, even I couldn't eat or sleep, but the sweetest thing of it's that, by his good heart, he probably wouldn't let me to do that, and then I could continue doing the things I do every day, and surely he would be the happiest and pleased man on the entire universe, and I would make love with him every day, every hour!!!...or when we could have time! XDD
Even sometimes I wish Multo was real, seriously...to love him, and have him or be with him like in this drawing, Ohhhh goodness!!! He's so gorgeous!!! He's perfect as he is (and I would dare to say he could be better than a real human being) physically, intellectually and emotionally, I wouldn't change him one iota!!! I know he's a cartoon character and I will never could have him or be with him...but somehow I can do it, through Brook, and also I can give him the opportunity to have a beautiful relationship, because I think he really deserves it...though, I think I will not make more drawings like this one...I made this drawing in a moment of tenderness...it was very specia to me...but I don't know if I could be inspired again someday...or if of I could feel that energy again...so, probably you will never see another drawing like this...
When I put this pic something courious happened,I put it at night and the next morning I wanted to remove it, because I was affraid that people were shocked or bothered, but I had a lot of work and I couldn't connect to the web until I was no longer afraid, and I think it was a sign! which means this drawing should stay here!!
This is it's place, it belongs to here!

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1B1B In reply to Atrixfromice [2009-02-03 01:46:58 +0000 UTC]

I feel the same way about being misplaced in the world. I have very few friends, and really no actual friends. I like what most people overlook and I overlook what most people love, and it gets to be really annoying.
I don't question why I was put on earth though--I honestly feel that there's no reason... There's no reason any of us are here; besides that our parents created us. Any purpose in life we have to make for ourselves; sometimes people seem to be born right where they belong, and other times, like for us, we have to look harder.
But don't think that there's anything wrong with you! Some people fit in and some people don't, just like some people are smart and some people are not, some people are pretty and some are ugly, and some are rich and some are poor.
All I have to say is to keep an open mind and heart and hopefully someday you'll find a place where you feel comfortable. Don't waste time with hate and regret--neither help us get anywhere good.
Keep trying, okay? I'm trying with you. We can get better together. We're both to young too give up hope!

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