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Published: 2016-06-14 21:11:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 2850; Favourites: 73; Downloads: 11
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The only things Steve really wants in life are a lover and a family.It's so classic, so simple, and it would be so perfect.
So why, why does it have to be so complicated?
forgive my while I cry for my captain.
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Comments: 27
PeterWhale [2016-06-17 23:08:36 +0000 UTC]
Wushing a love for everyone on this planet! It's a awesome work btw! <333
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PeterWhale In reply to BlumeShullman [2016-06-18 19:18:32 +0000 UTC]
*wishing (ΟΛβ½Λ)Ο
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TheConfusedVampire [2016-06-16 10:02:31 +0000 UTC]
I know exactly what you mean. Why is it so hard? Beautiful art,Β btw.
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BlumeShullman In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2016-06-16 10:25:42 +0000 UTC]
It's nice to find poeple who feel the same way about our dear cap^^ He's so touching in his cold way^^ Thanks for the compliment^^
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TheConfusedVampire In reply to BlumeShullman [2016-06-16 22:29:37 +0000 UTC]
I actually don't know him. I'm gay and understand the struggle.
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BlumeShullman In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2016-06-16 23:28:34 +0000 UTC]
humm, I see. well the thing about cap is that he is gay, but he gives off a misleading vibe of old fashion, very straight manliness, and poeple would be shocked to find out the truth about him. because of his physical appearance and the ways he talks and moves, most poeple don't imagine and don't care about the parts of him that could not fit the cliche. since the only poeple he's more or less close to are also his colleagues and he's the one in charge, it makes it extra difficult to have real deep conversations with poeple and show them who he really is. And even if he has conflicted feelings about Tony than later turn into real, serious secret love, Tony doesn't suspect it, and by mocking his traditional values, he 's making it almost impossible for steve to say anything.
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TheConfusedVampire In reply to BlumeShullman [2016-06-17 06:42:41 +0000 UTC]
That sounds quite interesting. I also understand about fitting into a clichΓ©. I'm a femme lesbian. Your explanation makes me feel for him. I would like to know more about him.
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BlumeShullman In reply to TheConfusedVampire [2016-06-17 09:15:08 +0000 UTC]
then... there is a whole world of fanfictions just waiting for you to dive in, lol^^
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MEASumner [2016-06-15 22:42:54 +0000 UTC]
Wow, this is such an interesting shift in style, but it lends it a comic-like feel that suits them. What's the story about the little boy though?
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BlumeShullman In reply to MEASumner [2016-06-16 08:05:36 +0000 UTC]
It's about 3 times more work than a traditional drawing, that's why I don't d that often.Β The boy is a young Peter Parker, in a version in which he isn't adopted by his grandparents after the death of his parents but by steve and tony.
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MEASumner In reply to BlumeShullman [2016-06-20 20:09:30 +0000 UTC]
Oh really? That's a cool idea, are you gonna write a story around it?
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TickleMeElsa [2016-06-15 21:40:17 +0000 UTC]
I adore this! You've done really well to capture them. Your proportions and perspective are absolutely excellent. Beautiful work with the subtle shading/highlighting too! Now I must go cry too.Β
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BlumeShullman In reply to TickleMeElsa [2016-06-16 08:03:04 +0000 UTC]
Thanks so much for your nice comment^^ I'm always struggling a bit when I do digital drawings but I can tell it's worth the efforts.
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jemgirl [2016-06-15 04:32:09 +0000 UTC]
But Tony?
His wishes are simple and very understandable and even attainable. I just have one question. Β
But Tony? Oh, I already said that. Ok. Who's the kid? Β
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BlumeShullman In reply to jemgirl [2016-06-15 07:43:00 +0000 UTC]
It's Peter Parker. In the "superfamily" part of the fandom, Steve and Tony are cosidered his adoptive parents.
So why is it complicated? Even if Steve is in love with Tony, he suffers from the very conservative image he projects without meaning to. Tony teases him about it but doesn't at all suspect that Steve could not actually be the cold, straight and traditional guy he looks like. Tony has had many adventures, all of them with women, and if it was just that, Steve thought he could still try something, but he seems to be settling down with Pepper. He's planning a future with her so it's obviously serious this time. Steve has to face the fact that his dream simply won't come true. Sometimes he's desperate and would like to tell Tony how he feels, even if it's just to let it out of his chest, but it's not like they're random poeple, they work together, and they have important responsabilities. Steve can't exactly take the risk of ruining their already fragile and tense friendship. Cause that's all he has, and it holds his world together.
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jemgirl In reply to BlumeShullman [2016-06-15 14:22:52 +0000 UTC]
You were reading a fanfic of Avengers when you drew this and when you wrote this reply weren't you? Β
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BlumeShullman In reply to jemgirl [2016-06-15 19:00:35 +0000 UTC]
Not exactly reading one, but I'm almost always writing prompts in my head while drawing.
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