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"Tell me, phoenix, what was it like to defy death? What did you have to endure to walk these lands in spite of fate?""It was a struggle. All that remained of my spirit was a burning river of fire. My most precious memories roared torrentially around me. They burnt as they filled my veins and rung through my mind as painful screams as they reminded my spirit who I was and what I stood for. With each additional memory, I felt like my being would burst, unable to contain the walls of information pouring into me, yet with each memory the pain diminished as I gained the ability to understand what I was assimilating. I became the raging river of fire.
Once I realized this, the world changed. I became aware of something existing around me. My own light shone into the distance as I looked around for something recognizable, but all I could see were formless shapes. Only later did I realized these were fragments of the world and people I had interacted with.
One of these shapes was more vivid than any of the fragments. I could not recognize it, but it resonated of sadness, anger, and hopelessness. It tore at my soul to see something in such distress, even though I could not understand what it was saying. Lacking a better course of action, I spoke to the figure in a language I could not understand. It replied with words I could not interpret, however I could feel the emotion they contained. I responded, relating the fragments of memories that had recently flooded my mind. The figure became surprised as I continued talking, and I could sense the hopelessness being rejected and replaced with hope, its posture replacing sadness with impossibly vivid enthusiasm, and the anger with raw happiness. I could understand these emotions, and these emotions let me interpret the strange words the figure returned to me. Something clicked. In that moment, I could both understand what it was saying, and saw the ghost settle into a shape I recognized all too well: you."
My train of though was interrupted by a voice that almost went unheard. "So that's what happened. I'm so sorry."
I looked over at the girl, who seemed to be on the verge of tears, and resumed answering her question.
"You proceeded to guide me through the world, and helped add meaning to the shapes and events my mind can now vividly recall. Were it not for you, I would still be lost in my own memories."
Apo + Chaotica
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Comments: 41
ariya-sacca [2021-04-23 23:52:08 +0000 UTC]
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spicysly [2021-01-29 04:37:58 +0000 UTC]
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MeetMeByTheSea [2019-05-09 17:01:49 +0000 UTC]
See a reluctant man in black stabbing a grimacing ogre/troll in white with two horns in the middle. Will draw it later for you and me.
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Filia-Secunda [2018-04-29 10:06:23 +0000 UTC]
I don't know what's going on here (the lush story in the description helps, though) but it's obviously going on with *style*. It's like seeing pictures in the fire - two shadowy people, a firey hand grasping a hand of ash, a charcoal-black bird hanging over all. Lots of Feelings in here.
(I'm complimenting the picture, though it may not look it. I'm in awe of it.)
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ChaosFissure In reply to Filia-Secunda [2018-04-29 14:50:44 +0000 UTC]
Unlike many of my pieces of artwork, the concept behind this was directly driven by a mental story I've been working on for many years. It ended up being far better than I had ever expected, particularly with the humanoid and birdlike shapes
At a high level, the concept is the rebirth of a phoenix -- one of the characters in my story -- who is tracking down her memories.
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Senzune [2017-09-04 09:20:57 +0000 UTC]
This looks like Harry Potter fighting the Dementors. Holy Hogwarts.
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ChaosFissure In reply to drommk [2017-08-30 23:35:55 +0000 UTC]
Thank you! When I made this, I had a very strong part of a story my mind is creating guide the emotional tone. I'm still surprised I created something that reflected it the way this has.
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Masteroflemon [2017-07-30 23:30:56 +0000 UTC]
Hey Sam, really good Artwork. I see a person in the middle of the art
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SaintOfSorrow [2017-07-14 18:19:06 +0000 UTC]
I like this one alot! instead of being very smooth with the media, it looks so rough and raw, like the emotions it brings with it as you watch the picture develop to your senses the more you stare at it! great job!
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ChaosFissure In reply to SaintOfSorrow [2017-07-14 22:03:56 +0000 UTC]
Thank you! There's certainly a lot of strong motion and uncanny shapes that would speak to the emotions
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MarcyEveret [2017-07-13 09:56:39 +0000 UTC]
I wish I had your hand for a day (trying not to sound creepy)
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ChaosFissure In reply to MarcyEveret [2017-07-13 17:58:10 +0000 UTC]
I understand what you're saying XD Pressing buttons on a keyboard and mouse can get very repetitive though
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MarcyEveret In reply to ChaosFissure [2017-07-13 22:50:42 +0000 UTC]
well thats when I'll use your hand
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Letter19 [2017-07-13 08:38:17 +0000 UTC]
This reminds me of a recurring nightmare I used to have as a kid. Well done
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ChaosFissure In reply to Letter19 [2017-07-13 18:01:00 +0000 UTC]
Is that something I should take as a compliment ?
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Letter19 In reply to ChaosFissure [2017-07-18 07:48:48 +0000 UTC]
It was meant as one... definitely struck an emotional cord.
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ChaosFissure In reply to Letter19 [2017-07-18 13:51:19 +0000 UTC]
It's just unusual to hear my artwork compared to nightmares, so apologies for my confusion
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Noidall [2017-07-12 23:57:37 +0000 UTC]
Can I use this for a music promotional video on youtube? My friend made an edm song about the fcc situation and I thought your art is the perfect picture for it. Please reply as soon as you can and thank you for understanding
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ChaosFissure In reply to Noidall [2017-07-13 00:03:07 +0000 UTC]
There's always the option to work out licensing terms, if you're interested, but otherwise no. Although, I have a huge desire to see a neutral internet, I also value the time and effort that goes into the artwork I create.
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Noidall In reply to ChaosFissure [2017-07-13 00:31:46 +0000 UTC]
Ok, then. I have to get the video out soon as a quota, so working out licensing terms would take too much time. Thank you for replying though
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drewart2002 [2017-07-11 10:22:08 +0000 UTC]
this is great! everything from the artwork to the story, it's very powerful stuff!
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dakonoco [2017-07-11 07:46:20 +0000 UTC]
This is spectacular! The rendition of the shapes goes beyond the fractal and suits the excerpt of your story perfectly. A thoughtful and inspiring artwork!
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ChaosFissure In reply to dakonoco [2017-07-13 18:02:39 +0000 UTC]
Thank you The artwork was inspired by the story, which in turn helped me decide how to ultimately capture it in writing. It's a strange, cyclic pattern of creation, but it's fun!
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LukasFractalizator [2017-07-11 07:31:45 +0000 UTC]
Nice to see some horizontal framing from you! It's unusual, but I think it worked, and capture this scene perfectly
I really enjoyed the story as well, but I'm better not going to explain what I feel about the image because I'd probably sit here until weeked
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EvidenceClue [2017-07-10 23:02:06 +0000 UTC]
Absolutely stunning work and the story phoenix is phenomenal to read.
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ChaosFissure In reply to EvidenceClue [2017-07-10 23:44:24 +0000 UTC]
Thank you on both accounts It was fun making this, and being able to tie it in to a story I'm working on is all the better imo
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Chaosmeistereather2 [2017-07-10 16:02:26 +0000 UTC]
That Caption... You really do need to compile all of them into a story at some point.
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ChaosFissure In reply to Chaosmeistereather2 [2017-07-10 16:08:51 +0000 UTC]
This is directly from a story that I am writing . I'm 4000 words into it so far, but this is very far in the future compared to the progress in the story now!
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Natsurr [2017-07-10 15:12:34 +0000 UTC]
Oh, I love it when you can start seeing human-like creatures in fractals!
What a wonderful story, too!
Overall another excellent work, Sam! (Not that one of your works wasn't great!^^)
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ChaosFissure In reply to Natsurr [2017-07-10 16:10:39 +0000 UTC]
When I have the opportunity to have human shapes, I jump on it! The story is an event in a larger universe I've recently started to transcribe.
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Windkreek [2017-07-10 15:03:34 +0000 UTC]
I love both the image and the story. So meaningful.
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ChaosFissure In reply to Windkreek [2017-07-10 16:14:50 +0000 UTC]
Thank you
One of the questions I had in my stories was regarding the rebirth of a Phoenix. What exactly would it feel like? How would it work? I don't think I've answered the questions entirely, but I have a better understanding of certain aspects of it in my own universe.
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