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"Because of people, because of Earth, the new Paradise, because of all the tears I've seen during my long life."----
This is Derdekea, the princess of Zebul. She is a character of my beautiful friend I'm pretty satisfied with how it turned out though I didn't want to make her crying. But I like her expression anyway. Her hair was a TORMENT! I painted it with my mouse and I think I finally started to make friends with the evil fella. No references were used apart from the description Madeleine gave me, which you can find here [link] , and the mirror. And yes, her eyes are golden
P.S. Mady, "Silhouettes" is great!
Edit: I want to thank ~Gremlyn who noted a few things that were off. I tried to fix them a little yet I admit I could have done better. I hope he continues giving me his helpful advice!
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drop-asd In reply to Ecclesiast [2007-12-19 21:01:34 +0000 UTC]
Ami to ne ti trqbva mnogo rastej, samo jelanie i neskuik+
Mersi za vyzglasa, haresa mi
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Ecclesiast In reply to drop-asd [2007-12-19 21:36:06 +0000 UTC]
*яде нескуик* *има желание* И пак нищо не става *прави локвички от рев* Явно има още да раста^^
Адски ми харесва косата и цялото изражение... Малко елфска кръв има, сякаш^^
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drop-asd In reply to Ecclesiast [2007-12-19 22:10:32 +0000 UTC]
4ovek, haresva6 mi
6te stane, nqma stra6no ^.^
O, kosata a? Ujas Taka i ne q opravih... myrzela si kazva dumata. No pyk sa mi kazvali 4e prili4a na Liv Tayler ot vlastelina
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DogmaticKerr [2007-10-02 18:18:20 +0000 UTC]
Holy brilliant beauty, Batman! sorry, couldn't help myself... but this is beauuuutiful! Amazing, amazing eyes!
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drop-asd In reply to DogmaticKerr [2007-10-02 21:17:32 +0000 UTC]
What a response!
Don't worry, it made me giggle nothing more serious
Thank you very much. It really means a lot for a beginner like me
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DogmaticKerr In reply to drop-asd [2007-10-02 21:19:52 +0000 UTC]
Hahahahahaha, awww, so cute! And yay, I made a wonderfully talented lady, such as yourself, giggle
Adorable.
And you're so very welcome miss, and wow... beginner? Color me surprised, you did an amazing job... she is gorgeous!
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drop-asd In reply to DogmaticKerr [2007-10-02 21:25:39 +0000 UTC]
You devil!
"Wonderfully talented lady"? Wow! You flatterer! Such comments should be banned, they lift my self-esteem too high
Of course a beginner. But I'm doing my best to learn. Thankfully I receive such kind words like yours from time to time which make me keep going and inspire me. Thank you.
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DogmaticKerr In reply to drop-asd [2007-10-02 21:36:25 +0000 UTC]
Ah, hahahahahaha! Oh ;D You crack me up miss ^.^ I totally get what you mean though, even if I must respectfully disagree, I'm an angel!
You totally deserve the praise and flattery miss
You have talent and you did a loooovely
job
Go self-esteem, woohoo!
And I'm still surprised and still impressed I certainly wouldn't have guessed "beginner" from what I saw. Awwww... well I'm glad you get kind words and that they help you out
You're quite welcome, it's an honor to please you and to inspire you!
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drop-asd In reply to DogmaticKerr [2007-10-02 21:44:02 +0000 UTC]
Ok, since I am a very yielding person, I will agree with you being an angel.
Careful, careful please, I might as well believe you!
But then I'm thinking of re-reading this comment more often to stroke my ego. Yeah, definitely will do.
Try writing, you're good in using words
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DogmaticKerr In reply to drop-asd [2007-10-02 21:50:45 +0000 UTC]
Oh - my - God ;D You are just too cute, too sweet, and too funny! Oh, I am not used to laughing this much, hehehehe XD And you can withhold judgment until you see fit miss
Be I an angel or a devil, that is ^.^
Oooooh, now who's the flatterer? Hahaha, I'm glad that my comments are doing something for you ^.^ It's really quite a pleasure miss! Hehehehehe, oh, I've been trying my hand and mind at writing for some years now... not too successfully, but it hasn't stopped me yet. I want to write a book eventually, it's just tough working it all out, not to mention creating an entire world in one's head! My worthwhile pieces of writing are in my gallery... it's not terribly fascinating stuff at first glance, just text!
You're quite the sweetheart though, thank you for the compliment
Words are one of the few things I seem to be good with
So yay for me!
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drop-asd In reply to DogmaticKerr [2007-10-03 08:45:55 +0000 UTC]
Thanks. I think I'm picking this up from someone around here... :tugs at your left wing*
Will I have other chances to judge? I hope so.
Mmm, I don't know. Who?
Of course, I don't receive such comments often. Not from someone I hadn't talked to before
Haha, same here. The fair judgment will have to look through the evidence to decide if you are a writer of her liking
Yeah, it's really time-consuming especially if you get the laziness chase you.
Yay for you! Thanks back
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DogmaticKerr In reply to drop-asd [2007-10-03 14:32:33 +0000 UTC]
Hahahaha Oh now, don't give me the credit for your sweet nature miss
It seems obvious to me that you're wonderfully playful and kind! And yes, I would imagine that you will have other chances to judge; I hope so too!
Cuteness! Oh, I know what you mean... it's an extraordinarily rare sort of thing, isn't it? I'm weird though
I tend to be rather straightforward and honest, and especially appreciative of someone if I believe they deserve it! Hahaha and yes, laziness can make something time-consuming much more so than usual
But no worries!
Thanks so much again miss
You really are a sweetheart, it's quite uncommon for me to get a chance to talk to someone so wonderful!
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drop-asd In reply to DogmaticKerr [2007-10-04 16:12:35 +0000 UTC]
I am sweet when people evoke it, you know. So credit is all for you.
"Playful" and "kind" are quite contradictory don't you think? At least playful my way.
It absolutely is. I haven't seen such a straight person but come on, you're exaggerating too much. And I have the feeling that you have talked in the same manner to a lot of people.
But then you're obviously a smart guy. Flattering is a very good shortcut to people's minds
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DogmaticKerr In reply to drop-asd [2007-10-04 16:38:12 +0000 UTC]
Ooooh, that is a notion I can understand and appreciate... I'm quite similar; I tend to keep to myself most often, so I usually react to people and how they portray themselves to me... so if someone's rude, I won't bother with them, if someone is sweet or nice, I react in kind... because they deserve it!
Hahahahaha, I wouldn't imagine so, not unless your brand of 'layful' involved something extremely unkind?
Whatever the case is, you seem like a sweetheart and wonderfully playful, in a nice way
Hehehe, exaggerating in what way?
Again, you have a valid point and your feelings have merit, but possibly not in the way you think/suspect? I've always been an outsider, on the periphery on the lives of other people, and it's given me a deep appreciation of human contact and relationships. I rarely ever get a chance to show my true self or personality to other people... most think what they see is what I am, drawing conclusions from assumptions... and that leaves a lot of people intimidated or weirded out by me and, of course, avoidant of me.
The point is... they only ever see half of what I am and make erroneous perceptions; I can understand how I can be seen as weird (I AM weird XD) or intimidating, or how my quiet nature can be off-putting and uncomfortable. But, the handful of people who have bothered to get to know me have seen something very different ^.^ I talk to people in an affectionate or caring manner, even flattering (I disagree with flattery though, it implies a degree of... lying? I'm not sure how to word it) them... when I think they deserve it. And I don't think that many people deserve it : O
I think you deserve it
Hahahaha, yes, I am smart... in a lot of ways, I'm quite stupid in others In terms of intelligence I am quite brilliant... and when it comes to people, I'm deeply perceptive and quite empathetic. I'm not so sure if that last bit is very accurate... it's been my experience that a lot of people are simply suspicious and wary of flattery, they don't take the compliments or the person giving them seriously for one reason or another. Some people though, they accept it for what it is... a moment of adoration.
Oh well, wow... I've babbled quite long enough!
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drop-asd In reply to DogmaticKerr [2007-10-04 20:59:20 +0000 UTC]
Unless of course I'm in that "kind" mood when I feel like treating everybody as if they are good friends of mine. That's when I can be kind to my worst enemies. Well, not to my worstest enemies but at least to people irritate me
But I like your strategy. People are way too rude and unappreciative of each other and being kind is so hard these days
Not unkind but quite... awkward although that would be quite of an understatement.
Exaggerating. Just exaggerating. I am far from the sweetheart you say I am, I'm just reacting normally to someone saying sweet things to me
You see, after a bad crash in my life I have become suspicious of people who say so many nice things about me without seeing much of me, it's nothing personal, just bad experience.
Hey, really? An outsider? Weird.
Well, why haven't you showed them your personality? They might have liked you that way.
I understand you very well, I've been through such treatment. (by the way, I think everybody's weird in some way and those who aren't are plain boring) You think I deserve it? Why?
Haha, exactly what i was saying. People are suspicious because there are quite a lot of people who lie to get something they want. How does it sound to you someone telling you constantly how amazing you are, how smart, gorgeous, fun and generally adorable etc etc just to pursue their own interests? It's disgusting. So please don't be angry at people who are suspicious. And maybe it is a moment of adoration (aww, this word again! ) for you but it is not for others.
Ah, don't worry, I like long comments
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DogmaticKerr In reply to drop-asd [2007-10-04 21:29:57 +0000 UTC]
Ahh... I can't do that myself, I don't bother with the people whom I feel aren't worth the time or effort so 'enemies' of mine simply aren't a part of my life. And even some nice people aren't worth the effort in the end because they simply don't appreciate what you give them... it usually doesn't stop me anyways, but there is only so much to give a person when getting nothing in return until it becomes hurtful to you. So I'm pretty picky in that way, I have standards and I like people to live up to them, otherwise... why give them what they won't give me? In the end though, while being kind is hard and can get you walked all over, I'll always prefer it to anything else, it's just the sort of person I am.
Hahahaha, well as you have pointed out, my knowledge of you is limited... but every indication up to now seems to point to the of my Person-o-Meter
I can't help that you've been coming off as so nice and being simply adorable. Obviously, I disagree with the 'exaggerating' assessment, I am simply stating what I see from you
If you were viciously attacking me and trying to make me implode with simply the power of your mind, my statements would reflect that:
"Wow, you're evil! Trying to make me go kablooie and such "
But it's just not so... at least not yet, not to me
Oooooh, I really can't blame you for that, I don't think anyone could... we could get into some very in-depth discussions about that and why I do not and would not hold it at all against you, were you to be as suspicious and untrusting of me. I've had lots of guys friends, I know what we can be like... I've had even more female friends telling me about their ex's, boyfriends and such... you know, hearing all the horror stories... so I understand. I don't take it personally and I think that anyone with any sense would be suspicious in the first place... it's been my experience that most people, guys or girls, tend to be after something with their sweet-talking and flattery and the like, I've been on the receiving a few times myself. So, again, good on you to be suspicious... it's best to be safe and guarded with yourself than not
And it would be simply silly for me to say that I'm not like that, not one of those guys... that's for you to decide!
Yes, quite the outsider... even when I was just a tiiiiiny kid in first grade I'm not sure what it was then, I guess I just gave off that 'weird' vibe and it's stayed with me ever since. People just have never really liked me or given me that chance, they didn't want to get close to me because I was just weird to them... they took my quiet nature as intimidating and, as I got older, they'd call me a 'genius' and my intelligence intimidated them as well XD Just couldn't win! I actually heard some very disturbing and disheartening rumors about me in my senior year of high school... it explained a *lot* about why people avoided me.
I think you deserve it because of what you've shown so far... As far as I know you are sweet, you are kind, and you're quite funny and cute. If I thought otherwise, I would say and do otherwise. I've always felt that honesty, openness and a straightforward manner are best all-around when dealing with people. XD Being unclear or mysterious just leads to confusing and assumptions
Hehe, trust me, I'm quite familiar with that viewpoint and I have not ever and will not ever hold it against people, they have every right to be suspicious. I know what I am and what my views are, I'm not after anything... but it's just absurd to expect someone to trust that out of hand from someone they don't know when experience has shown them that 99% of cases will always be otherwise, they will always be someone after something. Hahahaha, yes, that word again ^.^ Cuteness
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drop-asd In reply to DogmaticKerr [2007-10-04 22:07:02 +0000 UTC]
Umm, I can't help meeting some of them and you know there is this kind of people who just put their hatred your way no matter if you want it or not, they just hate you and show it in every possible way when you don't even want to see them and honestly i don't know why I'm telling you all this. Probably because when i think of that particular person I start steaming. Sorry about that burst
Well, I have to agree again. Being kind can be very very painful when you don't get kindness in the end. Kind people are often just run over. That's why i said it's difficult these days.
Who you are, eh? People change you know? I used to be a terrible person, then I got as sweet as an angel, got hurt and now I'm trying to act like a bitch again so that i don't get more pain. And how are things with you?
Hopefully we'll have more conversations so that we both see more of each other
Attacking you? Are there such people?
Oh, I feel relieved. I am all so self-conscious when it comes to such matters that i might insult the other person. You see it was today that I deleted the flattering messages form someone who was trying to exploit me so I guess I'm just paranoid.
You serious? Excuse me, have we ever met? It's as if you're describing my life-story Nice to meet you another genius
They called me that way, too. While I wasn't putting so much effort in studying they said it was all I did. But no one was in my house to see me spending hours in daydreaming
Umm, I like what you've said about honesty (not to mention calling me sweet ) but again people lie way too often. I mean, even my best friend is constantly pretending which sometimes is necessary, it has become a part of the standard, the stereotype.
Anyway, i know what i am, too. And maybe, luckily, hopefully, you will turn out to be like me. Because I have a theory I follow - when you like don't spare praise, when you don't just shut up about it. Applies to everything you can think of.
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DogmaticKerr In reply to drop-asd [2007-10-04 23:29:24 +0000 UTC]
XD Oooooh yeah, the irrationally hateful types... I've met and known a few myself though, thankfully, I haven't had to deal with constant assaults- most people (positive and otherwise) just take or say what they need to, and then go. A small blessing. Sorry? Please, don't be silly Danielle, I do not mind hearing about what's on your mind, not in the least... especially if I get to learn something about you You're quite right, I agree completely... I used to let people walk all over my feelings and needs out of the absurd fear of hurting their feelings by telling them "You're a *bad* friend to me, did you know that?". Silly, I know, but it still sticks with me though, these days, I am far less afraid of being honest... but I do still get the pangs of guilt for saying something hurtful, even if it's not my fault.
Who am I? Hmm... valid question, even if it is a startlingly broad one I am me, Charles G. (George!) Kerr and I'm a 20-year-old guy that grew up all over the United States (mostly in Arizona though) with as horrible and as dysfunctional a family as you could imagine. I've always been quiet, I've always been reserved, and I've always been weird ^.^ I used to be more volatile as a child, giving into frustration and anger, but it's something I let go of in later years, when I was going through my teens. I had a hard life (hard to some, a cakewalk to others) in a lot of ways, and I could go into the details about it if you wanted me to... but I warn you, it's sad, depressing stuff! But, I don't regret my life really, I'm glad it was as horrible as it was, because it taught me a lot of valuable lessons about how to be a better, stronger person... it helped to make me as good and as aware as I am.
I'm quiet, I'm careful, I'm honest and trusting almost to a fault, and I am more than willing to put myself out there for someone if I think they need or deserve it. I'm very affectionate and loving if given a chance and usually am until given a reason *not* to be. I've been changing every day over the years... but always in one direction I'm a far better person than I started off as and, hopefully, I'll keep getting better! Things for me are, as of now, just busy and lonely... not a whole lot else. Despite that though, I'm also doing wonderfully... ^.^
Hehe I can honestly say that I hope for the same, miss
Oh, I've had people attack various aspects about me before, not an altogether fun or friendly experience... I seriously doubt I'd ever get that from you, though.
Paranoid? I guess that's a matter of perspective... I'd be hesitant to use the word myself though, even to describe someone, because as I said... I think it's far better that you be guarded and careful than completely open to exploit or some other kind of abuse.
Hahaha, yes ma'am, I am quite serious ^.^ And no, I don't think we've ever met At least, not to my knowledge! It's nice to meet you too
It's good to know that there's someone else out there who can understand and appreciate what it's been like. Hehehe, I almost never studied... I didn't need to to get through school. I read what was needed, was presents for the lessons... and that was enough! And believe me, it made a lot of my peers mad that I didn't have to to put much effort into knowing things
I've always daydreamed... or read, it was far better than being where I was and it's still a wonderful thing to do now. I'm such a deep thinker, I do it all the time and since I've been alone for the most part, there's not a whole lot else to do!
Thank you for saying so (and you're welcome
)! People do lie entirely too often... even about little things where it would cost them nothing to be honest. It's one of the things about me that's made me so weird and unlike others... being so honest that is, and open. I know what it's like to be lied to, constantly, and I know what it's like to be left wondering about everything people say and do and present... I know what it's like, so I try to take the mystery and aggravation out as much as I can by saying what I mean and meaning what I say
It's also helped me become quite perceptive and intuitive... I read people fairly well.
Oi... I used to have two amazing friends who did the same thing, they pretend to be one thing for everyone else, but showed me something entirely different and true in private.. in the end though, they wanted to be like everyone else, to pretend, so we parted ways. I am not at all a fan of fitting in for the sake of convenience and comfort.
Hehehehe, that's a good theory to follow... I've never been one to volunteer negativity, there is almost never any good reason to be volatile and to be mean or cruel... there's little point in fighting about something because, more often than not, neither party is going to change their mind. But, debates are another thing entirely
Ah, you truly are a fascinating soul, I hope we get to know one another much better!
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drop-asd In reply to SaikoHono [2007-09-23 17:33:48 +0000 UTC]
Haha, thank you
*note to self: Everybody keeps saying that, they are probably good after all
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Lestrim [2007-07-28 08:56:08 +0000 UTC]
Уау..наистина си докарала тъжното изражение
Много нежна картина Страхотно е
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Shadow44Darkness [2007-06-14 18:51:34 +0000 UTC]
Omg, she's stunning!
The colors are gorgeous!
Well done!
:]
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drop-asd In reply to Shadow44Darkness [2007-06-14 19:05:25 +0000 UTC]
Thank you hon, I'm very happy that you like it. I'm so very glad you like the colors, they were the only thing that bothered me (well, the hair, too
)
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dendenli [2007-06-02 12:45:45 +0000 UTC]
Very nice, I like the colours used, they all seem to balance each other
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Lora-I [2007-05-30 17:50:36 +0000 UTC]
Нямам думи за това твое прекрасно творение. Изглежда като саморъчно нарисувана. Постигнала си нещо удивително!
Знаеш ли, още преди да прочета коментарите ти, казах на себе си, че това красиво същество прилича малко на Liv Tyler. Наиситна има прилика и явно не само аз я виждам.
Страхотен и истински талант си вложила тук!
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drop-asd In reply to Lora-I [2007-05-30 17:53:35 +0000 UTC]
Blagodarq ti mila mnogo me zaradva s komentara si, naistina dosta zor si dadoh s mi6kata. Nqmah namerenie da q pravq kato Liv Tyler no kakvo pyk, Liv e sladurana!
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Lora-I In reply to drop-asd [2007-05-31 07:48:41 +0000 UTC]
На пълно съм съгласна с теб. Liv е сладурана.
Само бих искала да добавя, че изражението на лицето на твоята творба е по-красиво от нарисувана картина. Много си добра!!!
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drop-asd In reply to Lora-I [2007-05-31 08:21:33 +0000 UTC]
Blagodarq ti, neveroqtna si! 6te vzema da se razpla4a
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LedenoStudena [2007-05-30 05:33:34 +0000 UTC]
Samo s mishka nikoga ne bih mogla da go napravq ... perfektno e
Nqmam tarpenie da vidq kakvo shte napravish s tablet
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drop-asd In reply to LedenoStudena [2007-05-30 14:54:29 +0000 UTC]
Nito pyk az! Koi znae kakva pak poraziq 6te stane Blagodarq ti, ot talant kato teb tova e strahoten kompliment!
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drop-asd In reply to Gremlyn [2007-05-29 18:58:52 +0000 UTC]
No worries! I may forgive you some day
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Gremlyn In reply to drop-asd [2007-05-29 21:06:52 +0000 UTC]
ooh aaand, you said you decided not to make her crying but i noticed something i quite like - that the sparkles in her eyes make it look like their filling with tears so like 'about to cry'
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drop-asd In reply to Gremlyn [2007-05-30 14:43:05 +0000 UTC]
Yeah it's nice, isn't it? I do like it, too, that's why I didn't make any effort to repaint it into my initial intention.
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Gremlyn [2007-05-29 18:36:24 +0000 UTC]
looking at it in small view the face shape and expression remind me of Liv Tyler in her LOTR role as Arwen hehe :]
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drop-asd In reply to Gremlyn [2007-05-29 19:02:22 +0000 UTC]
It looked familiar to me too, but I never thought of this *examines closely the picture Yeah she looks quite like her.
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Gremlyn [2007-05-29 18:36:23 +0000 UTC]
looking at it in small view the face shape and expression remind me of Liv Tyler in her LOTR role as Arwen hehe :]
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Gremlyn [2007-05-29 18:32:16 +0000 UTC]
Beautiful! despite being relatively simplistic compared to some iv seen the hair is VERY impressive for mouse use! as is the whole piece. those eyes - stunning, simply stunning. and the eyebrows, strange thing to compliment i know, but many ppl kinda ignore them and dont put much effort in there, these look pretty realistic same goes for the lips and nose, especially lips! like the lil indentations at the corners of the mouth - those sort of touches really add a lot.maybe add a little depth to the ears? tiny change could make a nice difference
and horrific as many ppl think tools like smudge/pinch'n'
unch are maybe a lil smudging on a few of the lines in the hair could smoothen it a little and fit it even better with the amazing detail of the face
overall you get a thumbs up...a tall thumbs up...tall enough to poke god in the eye
x
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