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Published: 2018-11-18 22:47:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 6513; Favourites: 475; Downloads: 0
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....this is the black siderian named Håkan....(see here Hakan charactersheet )
and how he reached me on the 11th of June 2018.
he's a big long-lined black feline, as tall as a horse
I saw him for the first time in July 2010 and got to know him a little better in January 2012, but never had he really been in contact with me. I never really liked him because of his dark story.
(see here )I have explained this in an earlier drawing already ( )...but throughout autumn 2017 and spring 2018...I began to see more of him and I felt him around sort of...mostly through music. I learned that his extreme violence and darkness had a very sad background and I got to see the tormented, sensitive soul behind his powerlust. I learned that after his bloody death, his soul got trapped in a terrible place....From there, he tried to reach me for some reason...but hadn't managed until that day in June 2018.
This drawing shows how he broke what I call 'the communication-barrier'. It was a rather symbolic vision.
Suddenly, I saw him hang on a sort of cliff...the brink of the abyss....with vile grey energy threads that tried to suck him down into the void. Never had I seen such a terror-face on a siderian before. He was in uttermost fear and panic...not to fall again...into this pit of excruciating torture. Then suddenly, there was a light gray paw. Matthias' paw (Håkan's son).He planted his claws deeply in Håkan's paw, just like Scar grabbed Mufasa in the Lion King (indeed, this scene with Håkan reminded me a lot of TLK)...but Matthias didn't let him fall. Instead, he tried to pull him up. He had to hurt Håkan yet again, but this time....to save him. Then suddenly, the scene changed. Now, it was me hanging there, with Håkan clammed onto me and with Matthias's claws planted in my paws...
Since this strange vision, Håkan never left me. Since then, he is with me; he talks and communicates with me and he has become my closest spiritual companion. We have became soul-brothers. After he had truly reached me, a LOT more has happened. A lot of these spiritual things, I will show, through the many more drawings to come...
So my gallery is gonna be quite blackened and on fire...ye be warned.
Senseless comments are not appreciated
Art and all by me. Don't copy/use without my permission
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I'm looking forward to them, if you decide to share them
It took me quite some time to stand up for my beliefs and talk openly about them. Still, I didn't want to go into the internet-public with it. Like you said: too many hateful idiots, who think everyone has to see the world with their eyes and don't have any understanding that every human has their own view on what's "reality"~
But I know what you mean. Even when people in RL make fun of me, my non-physical buddies get more mad than I do. I mostly don't care. They also make things I find ridiculous. It's the different beliefs and ways of living, which makes people interesting. "Normies" are just... not boring, but they lose their thrill pretty quickly, when you have to talk for a longer time to them.
I can only recite something from American Horror Story merch: "Normal people scare me"
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Yeah, some of the upcoming drawings are quite deeply spiritual (among some other random works that I still plan to upload once upon a time). So far I'm glad that most people take this seriously and treat me and my spiritual fellows with respect. But indeed it does take me a lot of courage and indeed, I have met a lot of intolerance and people lecturing me or even trolling me.
Anyway, I would like to add that all beings have their own view on the world. Every animal (humans included) -both on species and individual level- indeed experiences the world in an unique way.
And here is also where I have stumbled on a lot of intolerance from humans. Because my soul is not human and I have stated this very carefully a few times on DA. (but then...my whole gallery sort of screams it- there is nothing human nor humanoid in my gallery). But saying this, has caused me quite some shit on DA, from random agressive people who don't know me at all. As if I insult peope with this?? As if people feel threatened by the fact that I do not indentify as- nor with humans. It is strange that some people feel such a strong need to lecture others about who and what they are and what they should believe...WTF?? The interesting thing is that those whom I have met (on a deeper level than only superficial interactions) all confirm my felinity. But I think I'm getting carried away here - It's already quite scary for me to even say this openly. Even though I know there are quite a few more like me (some of my friends for example).
But very much agree with this "normal people scare me" hehe.
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I know that feeling : /
I guess people are just "afraid", I guess? + anonymity of the internet is a dangerous mix. Personally, I never understood why people would dictate others what to belief.
Personally, I'm an agnostic myself, but I don't mind, if someone firmly beliefs in a god of some sort, I find it quite interesting, to be honest, even if it doesn't fit into my view of the world. The stories these people have to tell are also pretty interesting, just to understand how they see the world and everything inside it.
This is why I doubt anything like "world peace" will ever be possible. This is some kind of social romanticism. There're so many cultures and way of live your life, it's impossible to throw everyone in one pot and expect people to love each other, because there're always these extreme people, who just have to talk badly about others way of life, or forcing you into the "norm". But this is another topic :, )
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Indeed - that is what I wrote in the artist comment.
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This is cruel! Somebody help him!
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Good this somebody came...
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If it weren’t for his brother helping him and you back up, I would be cry right now. Beautiful.
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Thanks...it was his son actually...and me - who has sort of become his brother yeah
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I love how you depicted his facial expression
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Thanks. This is exactly what I saw...that intense fear.
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