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Published: 2012-07-22 17:11:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 23410; Favourites: 1296; Downloads: 506
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Software used: ApophysisOn the concept.
Title. Downpour of raw anger.
It's strange how people you really don't want in your life keep crawling back. In a way. They mess you up and even though they are long gone, you are still broken.
Is it possible that Trent Reznor's songs so often describe my feelings?
I used to be so big and strong. I used to know my right from wrong. I used to never be afraid. I used to be somebody.
Half of my deviations serve as an art therapy anyway :/
Down In It - Trent Reznor (Nine Inch Nails)
Kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky.
And i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe.
Sometimes i don't believe them myself and i decided i was never coming
Down.
Just then a tiny little dot caught my eye.
It was just about too small to see.
But i watched it way too long.
That dot was pulling me down.
Chorus: i was up above it.
I was up above it.
I was up above it.
I was up above it.
Now i'm down in it
Shut up.
So what what does it matter now.
I was swimming in the hate now i crawl on the ground.
And everything i never liked about you is kind of seeping into me.
I try to laugh about it now but isn't it funny how everything works
Out.
I guess the jokes on me.
Chorus
I used to be so big and strong.
I used to know my right from wrong.
I used to never be afraid.
I used to be somebody.
I used to have something inside.
Now just this hole it's open wide.
Used to want it all.
I used to be somebody.
I'll cross my heart and hope to die.
But the needle's already in my eye.
And all the world's weight is on my back and i don't even know why.
And what i used to think was me is just a fading memory.
I looked him right in the eye and said "goodbye."
Chorus
Rain rain go away.
Come again some other day.
Chorus
Na na na na na na na na.
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Comments: 218
Blacksand459 [2012-07-23 02:30:30 +0000 UTC]
Wicked!! I hear you about NIN...I don't listen to him too often, but I agree with you. This song in particular coincides with my current self-appraisal.
Excellent fractal!
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lucid-light In reply to Blacksand459 [2012-07-23 09:52:02 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much! I am glad that there are some people who can appreciate wholly the concept and the music too
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Blacksand459 In reply to lucid-light [2012-07-24 00:36:35 +0000 UTC]
You're quite welcome!
By the way, it's funny your boyfriend's name is Stanley. That's my name, too.
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Imaginary-Shadow In reply to ??? [2012-07-23 01:11:51 +0000 UTC]
Wow; this is gorgeous!!
It makes me think of looking through a microscope... Maybe at viruses or something~
Wonderful job!
Glad the art helps as therapy as well!👍: 0 ⏩: 1
lucid-light In reply to Imaginary-Shadow [2012-07-23 07:07:30 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much!
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Assechan In reply to ??? [2012-07-23 01:05:57 +0000 UTC]
The first thing that came in my mind when I saw this, were how pollen looks in a microscope or some kind of virus...idk, I'm not good at looking for metaphors in pictures like this xD; looks pretty though c:
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lucid-light In reply to Assechan [2012-07-23 07:07:05 +0000 UTC]
Haha thanks
Actually you are not the first one who says it looks like a pollen
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XN-o-s-t-a-l-g-i-aX In reply to ??? [2012-07-23 00:42:57 +0000 UTC]
Thats looks so cool! It kinda reminds me of meteors, even though that isn't the concept.
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lucid-light In reply to XN-o-s-t-a-l-g-i-aX [2012-07-23 07:06:32 +0000 UTC]
Thank you,,,
Actually it looks kind of like meteors to me too You can interpret it in a lot of ways
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XN-o-s-t-a-l-g-i-aX In reply to lucid-light [2012-07-26 18:18:13 +0000 UTC]
Welcome~ Yeah, I've read some of the other comments on it. And some people say it looks like a virus, but I don't think it looks like a virus at all~!
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Delvenak In reply to ??? [2012-07-22 23:52:37 +0000 UTC]
It's gorgeous. the contrasting colours between the white and red stands out. The shading and lighting is spot on. Thanks for sharing.
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Annavalerevna In reply to ??? [2012-07-22 22:40:54 +0000 UTC]
I love this and Trent Reznor! The colors and movement of the lines and shapes are really great- they really show the emotion that you wanted to put into the piece. Great job!
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lucid-light In reply to Annavalerevna [2012-07-23 06:37:58 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much! I am glad that there are people who actually like TR Pity he's not doing live concerts anymore
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livetodream215 In reply to ??? [2012-07-22 22:40:16 +0000 UTC]
Love the detail, and description I totally agree about those kind of people!
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Cazamelia In reply to ??? [2012-07-22 22:30:01 +0000 UTC]
wow this is beautiful. I love the light/sparkly effect and warm colours
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spikedpsycho In reply to ??? [2012-07-22 21:35:34 +0000 UTC]
OOOH....They look like viruses with diamonds on them.
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Tanooki-Tom In reply to ??? [2012-07-22 19:09:33 +0000 UTC]
This is amazing. The colors and effects are great, and the name really fits the image; it really does look like a rainstorm of angry emotions.
I must admit, however, that I don't listen to Nine Inch Nails, so any connection between this piece of art and the song are lost to me.
A great piece nevertheless.
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lucid-light In reply to Tanooki-Tom [2012-07-22 19:22:12 +0000 UTC]
Thank you!
No problem about NIN. I rarely mention them, even though Trent's music often inspires me... perhaps because not many people are into this kind of music.
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skulkey In reply to ??? [2012-07-22 18:35:32 +0000 UTC]
i have a bunch of fractals named or themed on NIN songs...
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lucid-light In reply to skulkey [2012-07-22 18:54:26 +0000 UTC]
so I guess that we can relate to each other pretty well...
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skulkey In reply to lucid-light [2012-07-23 01:14:57 +0000 UTC]
except that you use Apo. (joke)
yeah, Trent has an amazing ability to express what i'm feeling at any given moment. a truly underrated artist...
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