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Published: 2011-05-21 02:15:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 209; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 0
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I've been in quite a rough spot, mentally, since Tuesday. I've had all sorts of bad thoughts running through my head. I promised my boyfriend I wouldn't hurt myself, so well, this is kind of my substitute, I guess.Made with deviantART muro
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I'm actually trying to find a new therapist/psychiatrist/someone right now.
The psychiatrist I had left the area (She was kind of bitchy anyways), and the therapist I was set up to see after that was very rude to me our first appointment, even implying I was a liar. >.<
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Haha, thanks! 
We just got to try what we can, right?
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...Yeah. I still haven't found that alternative. But I'm looking for one. Well done for finding one. c:
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Well, it worked this time, but sometimes nothing works. It just really depends on when you catch me, really. I had this, on top of a few other distractions (i.e. a chat room I go to, Facebook, texting my boyfriend when he was on break at work, etc.). If I don't keep my mind and hands constantly busy when I have an urge, I usually snap. >.<
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Yeah, I know the feeling. And I only really have a couple of distractions, and they hardly work. But I find that even when I'm busy, I'm thinking about it. Real annoying. c:
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Yeah, it'll still be in the back of your mind, as it is when I'm busy and have a bad urge, but keeping busy at least keeps yourself doing something other than acting on the thought.
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Yep, it does. And I'm pleased you found your way of stopping yourself. c:
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Well it's worth a try to at least keep the hands and mind going.
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I know exactly how this feels hun i suffer with bpd,ocd,schizophrenia and other mental illnesses as well as self harm issues and some days i just feel useless and worthless its good we can get it out in our art though if you ever need a chat im here x
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Thanks.
I actually did this because, well, the urge to self-harm, and to even take it a step further, has been nagging at me. I figured, if I did a "painting" on the computer, where I'm not dealing with objects I could potentially use to hurt myself, it'd be the safest way to cope with the feeling. It worked, a bit. I feel somewhat better.
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Awww im glad you feel better
thats what i do if im upset or something and my boyfriend is out
and im alone and feel the urge to cut or burn i sing record myself or i open my art programme and just start making art better than the ulternative xx
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Yeah, I was tempted to pull out my art supplies, but then I thought "Hrm, maybe not", because well, a few things about that would make me worse off today. Probably doesn't help that I'm running low on paint, and have no money to buy more. >.<
My boyfriend is at work, or else he'd be here to keep me from doing anything I'd regret. Heh, well, at least I've been fighting the urges, which he cannot deny.
Art is definitely a great way to express one's self.
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you should be proud of yourself for not doing anything xxx
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I am. My boyfriend is very proud too.
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