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Published: 2012-09-17 19:11:27 +0000 UTC; Views: 6551; Favourites: 227; Downloads: 124
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my father was cleaning up our garden the other day, and as I went up to him, I noticed the way he had arranged this part; I know he was about to clean it up, bring it in some order and basically finish things, but as I saw this, I felt like it was the perfect place for me. seemingly, and that was an odd feeling, I could somewhat relate to the way the things lay there. so I asked him to leave it as it is and he accepted it ...now I'm hiding there to fully understand things. everything has gotten too much and things are a mess. I don't know. I wish I could just sit there forever and watch the time fly by.
on another note, I think I'm getting sick of seeing my own face on the photos. more and more, it is like a mirror to me, everything on these photos, the expression, the emotions, and because I know it's so awfully real it's kind of hurtful to look at ... I'll change it. I don't think I will take many photos with my face on them in the next days ... I'm just so sick of it.
(day twenty-nine)
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Comments: 19
This is beautiful and so emotional! Β Great work!Β
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Conceptually I like your posture that fits in the surrounding rubbish and you fitting in the oval form of the tube between the parallel lines of the wooden beams. The overall blueish tint is consequently used in the picture; it adds to the atmosphere and it is well done. The face of someone fed up with himself can result in great portraits .......Β
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I really like this! It's subtle and very nicely done!
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Its like me when im at my boarding school :/
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I always get all excited when I see new pictures from you in my messages 
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Perhaps you should try and stop thinking for a while...I cannot fathom what it is like to be inside your head, but it might work, I don't know.
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Yes, I should definitely try it. It's hard. I really have no control any longer, but still I'm trying my best.
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Sometimes I also get stuck in my thoughts, my imagination is sadly bounded by a few factors. Maybe try listening to radio or something? If you haven't tried that already, of course.
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For what it's worth (if anything at all), I love your self portraits.
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I love your self portraits. It's like you're sharing who you really are. All the raw and gritty truths. Please don't stop.
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I won't. I am just really glad you can appreciate that. I really am. thank you.
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I personally don't mind seeing your face in a lot of your photographs! But then again I'm biased, because I think you're so handsome... haha 
sorry if i scared you. I just think your amazing. xD
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You never cease to inspire me. Fabulous, once again :J
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You make a pile of what was supposed to be trash look beautiful. You simply take such everyday things and put your heart into them.
I look forward to you maybe trying something different with your project and hope you don't always feel sick seeing your own face.
Especially because I quite love seeing it myself! Keep it up.
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