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paintausea β€” Suffocating Nausea

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Published: 2017-02-05 14:11:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 9357; Favourites: 191; Downloads: 8
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Description I've turned ugly and old with this darkness within me
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Comments: 23

ReverieRose [2017-02-13 03:33:49 +0000 UTC]

I really like the textures you are adding into your work.Β 
That said this does give me a sickening feel. I admire your perseverance and ability to transform feelings into visual art.Β 

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paintausea In reply to ReverieRose [2017-02-16 16:27:21 +0000 UTC]

Hehe.. There isn't really texture I add.. it's just the digital brushes I use...Β 
But thank you.. (:

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darth-gerko [2017-02-07 16:54:51 +0000 UTC]

AWESOME!!

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paintausea In reply to darth-gerko [2017-02-11 17:15:46 +0000 UTC]

thank you..!!

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MR-NIK [2017-02-06 23:26:15 +0000 UTC]

Something about the way you draw eye sockets and draw attention to the pain in an expression makes me feel the desperation. The swelling of her eyes and showing the stress as the only thing deserving any colour makes it more alarming. The black mist pouring out of her mouth and pronounced bones show she's pushed to the limit. You know how floored I was when I saw this.

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paintausea In reply to MR-NIK [2017-02-16 16:27:48 +0000 UTC]

I am flooring as well β™₯

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kelosus [2017-02-06 06:56:50 +0000 UTC]

Awesome!

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paintausea In reply to kelosus [2017-02-06 12:38:22 +0000 UTC]

Thank you..!

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paixii [2017-02-06 03:37:25 +0000 UTC]

The hair feels so distraught and forgotten about in the pain. I feel a struggle to find stillness within.Β My tears well up burning as smoke stings my eyes and lungs.. coughing and dreading the feeling of the overwhelming nausea rising as my stomach heaves again. My lungs scream for air but there's nothing else to breathe. My heart pounding so hard as I compulsively inhale the dark black smoke deeply in,Β making it into a part of me, and my attention breaks from the painting before I puke on myself

Damn... I have no words to say.. I know nothing I can say will make things okay, but I do want to say it's beautiful and inspiring for me to see you express what can't be put into words with such depth and intensity

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paintausea In reply to paixii [2017-02-06 12:40:09 +0000 UTC]

I keep forgetting of how well you can empathize and feel my paintings and describe them in such a way that really hits it home...
Reading this made me so happy..!

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Vladimir32 [2017-02-05 21:33:35 +0000 UTC]

I thought for some time about what I would say about this particular piece before realising that, beyond praising the technicalities and style in themselves, there isn't much I can say that would do it justice. It is simply raw and terrifying emotion, and I don't think there's anything I can say that would come remotely close to recapturing or expanding on the feeling put forth here.

I can almost hear the sounds of choking and stifled tears...

In terms of the technicalities, the whole piece is fantastic, but realism of the eyes is particularly stunning. I can almost feel my own heating up and stinging...

I know the symbolism here goes beyond the realm of mere physical troubles, but what this is causing is reminiscent of that feeling I have when I'm ill and my eyes feel all hot and watery and there's nothing I can do to fix it.Β 

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paintausea In reply to Vladimir32 [2017-02-06 13:18:30 +0000 UTC]

I break my head into the wall to distract me from my current pain...
A lot of heaving and seething, eyes rolling back and forth-- it itches badly.Β 
I claw at my skin. It won't stop.
Then I notice there is something black dripping down there.

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Vladimir32 In reply to paintausea [2017-02-06 17:25:03 +0000 UTC]

Awgh, bunny... -squeeeeze-

Agh, sorry if I'm fawning a bit much. I just have trouble expressing these feelings of mine in any way other than lots and lots of hugs... I know that line above might sound a bit goofy or insincere without context, but I do mean it in the most serious way possible.Β 

Now, I do know you aren't looking for mindless "help" that doesn't do much good (and I sure as hell don't blame you). But that said - while of course, I do not wish any of this hurt on you - Β I am glad for your feeling able to talk with me about this. I do know that can help - even if only a little - with setting these feelings free.

While indeed, I do not claim to have felt exactly what you feel, I do know - from what you've told me - how much it hurts. I do understand (as absolutely well as I can) why you would so badly want any kind of relief at all... u.u

And by the way (I realise you may not have even thought this, but I just want to make sure), the thing I brought up regarding being sick wasn't *exactly* what I thought this was meant to be about. That was just the first visual/physical parallel I thought of. I knew then - and perhaps even more so now - that the subject of this piece was beyond the trivial.Β 

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Cerecin [2017-02-05 19:52:17 +0000 UTC]

"You're dark and bitter inside, and I don't like you like this..." -A friend in fear

I'm quite familiar with the suffocating darkness and what it does. This portrays it accurately.

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paintausea In reply to Cerecin [2017-02-06 12:45:16 +0000 UTC]

Sorry for you to have to go through this as well...

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reiler12 [2017-02-05 16:05:44 +0000 UTC]

This reminded me of Resident Evil 7 Β www.youtube.com/watch?v=a0afsn…

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paintausea In reply to reiler12 [2017-02-06 13:02:44 +0000 UTC]

I checked out the song just now.. It's beautiful! Really loves these types of songs..Β 
Makes me curious to play the game...

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paintausea In reply to reiler12 [2017-02-06 12:50:11 +0000 UTC]

Mhhh.. I haven't played the game before... but thanks for sharing..

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reiler12 In reply to paintausea [2017-02-06 16:43:12 +0000 UTC]

Worth it!

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Shizuko-Akatsuki [2017-02-05 15:50:56 +0000 UTC]

When I feel too depressed, my heart hurts so much that it makes me want to throw up

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paintausea In reply to Shizuko-Akatsuki [2017-02-06 13:01:50 +0000 UTC]

Aaa.. yes.. sometimes, I just let it all out.. it helps a bit to get at least something disgusting out...

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DragonSlayerDraw [2017-02-05 14:16:17 +0000 UTC]

cool

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paintausea In reply to DragonSlayerDraw [2017-02-05 14:35:21 +0000 UTC]

thank you..

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