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Agreed, she hasΒ the look of happy satisfaction of the coming...
The moment of transformation, and punishing others with grief at her leaving.
Cruelty satisfied. Becoming what all her haters wanted her to be... "no more".
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I can ready your art, The emotion poring out of it like aΒ tide, like waves of energy.
I can see in her face, pain and satisfaction, the demons that drove her to this.
A deep long history of sorrows, all her own, her private hell.
I want to take her off the road, talk with her and open that word.
But I this moment, its too late, the end starts.
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The end has always started...
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Same road we are all on.. some travel the path till the end, following the direction signs and way-stations denoted by others.
Others try to run ahead, beating the path till its stop.
Still others, chased into the path of harm.Β
My lady, do you believe in fate? inevitability of our choices?
Or can you... "change your stars"? Can one, live forever?
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It is something I don't like to question..
It is what it is..
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Is there one in piece you would like me to ask about?
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Not really. It should come from you, not me. ;;;
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Very well... I will continue to look.
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Do you feel comfortable there?
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Oh, yes! 
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Wow girl, you're amazing i only hope ur live or past is not inspiration for this. (Sorrr for my English)
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Oh it sadly is..
Thank you..Β
(Don't worry about it, I understand you with no problem...
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your drawings always make me think about the limit I never permit my depression let me overcome..
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It is this limit that will keep you alive...
but it is safe to let go of the limit in art...
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At first I didn't realize what was going on in the picture.... then I realized and I was so shocked. It hit me like a train ho ho ho~ get it? Her expression is so perfect.
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I know this undermines the seriousness of the situation a little bit, but I get a very Inception-y feeling from this.
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Hmmm.. now that you mention it, it does have that vibe! Interesting..
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"You're waiting for a train. A train that'll take you far away. You know where you hope this train will take you. But you can't know for sure. Yet it doesn't matter, because you'll be together!"
I think we all need someone about whom we can say such things!
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Yes... yes we really do...Β
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I feel like I say this a lot, but you're a really good artist, okay? the lighting and the textures are really well done, the way there's some light reflecting in one of her eyes and how the background is blurred and even the motion in her hair, it's all so good
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Thank you so much for paying attention to those details..
I am flattered.. thank you..
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I mean every word. you're a very good artist.
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If it at least helps others.. then I'm okay with it...
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Do you mind if I use this for a cover?
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What will the cover be for? But yes, please go ahead!
Thank you!
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the cover would be for a book im writing :3
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Oh wow...! I would be happy to see this book... ?!
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Yeah sure! just gimme a second to edit chapter one.. its a bit.. systematic.Β
and heeere's the link:Β www.bookrix.com/book.html?bookβ¦
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Yes you may... thank you!
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i understand her, the way she feels. happy to escape world that has hurt her, peace coming to her soon, in form of a train, ripping her from her mortal capsule, her body i mean, and setting free spirit from this world. i understand her.Β
you capture the feeling so well, the soft smile on her face. it isn't forced, it sneaks on her, doesn't tug on her lips. it just comes, she lets smile come. and her eyes, void of life; owner of the body is gone already. turning out the lights, ready to leave it, ready to leave it. turning out lights of a house. may she finally find loving home.Β
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You wrote that so beautifully.. aaaah.. you really understand.. I'm happy.. thank you so much.. for writing all this.. and being able to feel with this drawing.. thank you..
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people say i write beautifully, but in reality, mental state is going down, i mean deteriorating. i guess they mean my word salad is delicious. i haven't had salad, believe it or not. but i think my word salad is yummy occasionally. but right now i want to spit tasteless words out.Β
anyway, i'm sorry you feel this way. i want to say, want to change train to something that won't kill her... but, keeping someone alive forcefully is cruel... i want to help, but do not want to continue their hell... even for someone like me who understands, is touchy subject always. i don't want it to sound like, let person die. i just mean, is like forcefully feeding someone who won't eat. is cruel, cruel.Β
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Words Salat.. yes..
I believe it is the inner core you write from. The honesty and they you express it. That is what is beautiful.
You deteriorating is certainly not.. and I want you to know.. and wish the best for you.. and that I hope that you can get through this.. too.. somehow.. I am not of much use.. but know that I still care.. If my words somehow reach you.. I wish I could hold your hand.. and help you through... do not give up...
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i was told that it wasn't word salad, but... it felt like word salad to me. actual word salad is actually incomprehensible.Β
but i'm glad you find it beautiful. i don't find it beautiful at all. i think it's stupid, the way i typed that. i really had lost my mind.Β
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A word salad. A salad has ingredients that are nourishing and important for the being.Β
Pick those out, sort them and realize their present.
A salad will be less of chaos once you are able to appreciate it.
And I do. So I see no stupidity in it.Β
Do take care..
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wow... you picked me apart beautifully. normally i dislike having myself picked apart, but i love that.
thank you.Β
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As long as it helped you somehow..!
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it did help me actually. it makes me think, "i do have something beautiful to say, the way she has picked it apart..." and it made me feel good. because i was thinking, it was just random... gibberish.Β
so i appreciate it a lot.Β
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She looks so serene, knowing of her power and so sure of her decision.
"Don't worry. Not like you did anyway." Her eyes are so...soul-less. Deep. Yet giving life... She knows this is the only choice she has left. But she doesn't mind.
The lighting and the motion in this is so mesmerising, I feel like the train is really going to smash through my screen. The lighting, kind of gives a sense of...freedom? As if she's let go of all the worries.
Everything.
Yes, that's more like it.
She's left behind everything.
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This is very well descripted... Pretty much hit the spots....Β
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Was muss man tun um dich davon abzuhalten?
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Mach dir keine Gedanken.....
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Die Gedanken um dich kann ich aber irgendwie nicht mehr abschalten, seit ich deine Bilder entdeckt habe.
Du scheinst liebenswert zu sein und ich denke, es wΓ€re fΓΌr viele Leute ein groΓer Schock, wenn du auf einmal weg wΓ€rest. Auch wenn du das vielleicht nicht glauben kannst, weil du denkst nichts wert zu sein.
Ich kann deinen Todeswunsch aber nachempfinden. Ich habe zwar nicht sowas durch wie du (oder erinner mich nicht?), habe trotzdem oft den Wunsch nicht mehr zu sein. Und keine Ahnung warum.
Zeichnerisch gesehen sind deine Bilder auf alle FΓ€lle SUPER.
Entschuldige das Volltexten.
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