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Rahiden In reply to ??? [2011-03-05 16:48:41 +0000 UTC]

Hm... and here's me thinking that I'll be at university / work one day and Future-Mrs.-Me will just pop up and we'll be together forever. Or maybe she's here right now and I don't know it... oh well. Still going with the flow

Yeah, you get used to the absence of females after a while xD There is a sister-school across the road, but I don't associate that much... just a personal thing. If only real life were like the internet, where you have infinite confidence and you can plan what you want to say before it comes dribbling out your mouth xD

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-06 15:56:31 +0000 UTC]

Well that'll probably happen later but you don't have to go alone till Mrs. Right comes along, its good to have a few Ms. Right-now's between then and now, that way when Mrs. Right does come along, you're ready for her. Experience is Key for relationships.

I suppose you would, but still...that'd suck. What do you mean its a personal thing? Oh I know it'd be so much easier if I could think of what I wanted to say before I had to actually say it. Confidence isn't too much of a problem for me. I can be confident when I know that its what she wants, otherwise I'm not too confident. I hate being pushy and aggressive with women. I'm very passive and most girls don't like that in guys. I've lost out on a few relationships cause I didn't know if that's what she wanted. There was one girl in particular who I think would have been my girlfriend had I worked up the nerve to ask her out. She had a boyfriend but it was long distance and wasn't working out. If I could go back in time and replace my self then I would have asked her out. But hindsight's always 20/20.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-06 17:29:33 +0000 UTC]

Well I have experimented with relationships through the internet [via the game Maplestory... hehehe], though in hindsight, only one in three actually involved true emotions, and right now we're just friends (since we realised there's not an awful lot you can do through Skype ¬_¬).

A lot of people in my year hang around at the girls' school, so they actually know them and have girlfriends. I'm not really bothered... socializing isn't really a strong point of mine. I'll probably be one of those husbands who's completely dominated by his wife.

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-08 03:59:53 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, wasn't fuzania your girlfriend, or is? I have to, but they weren't really relationships, and all of them didn't really end well. was a friend who I had a relationship connection with but it was one sided. She recently blocked me from everything, forcing me out of her life. She is convinced that what we had wasn't healthy for me, but sadly this was because she has no faith in herself as a person and what she means to other people. She's also got control and trust issues. It breaks my heart that I wasn't able to be the person she needed. But that was the most relationship like internet relationship thingy I've ever had. I really miss her now.

Ah I see. SO there are females around they're just in a separate heard that you've got to migrate to. So do you have any friends you actually hang out with outside of school or anything? My only friend offline is Other than him I'm a total loner. When I was in college I tries socializing more, but it didn't really work too well. The only girls to show interest in me did so cause I was a good study partner that helped them give better grades.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-08 19:19:40 +0000 UTC]

Yes, she was, but we're just close friends now. Nothing bad happened, mind, it's just that we decided that it was probably for the better (though I sometimes wonder if it would be different, had I visited Denmark a few times... for better or worse). Sometimes having cyber-relationships might be bad, consdering how much it affects how you think about that kind of thing. I feel sorry for you, man =/ Maybe someday the perfect woman will come along. Hopefully.

Meh >.> I don't do an awful lot of hanging out. Sadly I've lost contact with the people who went to my primary school, so yeah I spend most of my free time here on good ol' dA.

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-09 05:39:37 +0000 UTC]

Ah I see. Well that's cool that you two are still friends. Long distance relationships are hard to maintain, they're very trying and lacking essential contact needed for a relationship. Denmark is still a bit of a ways from England. That's about 200 more miles than I'm away from Kera. And half as much from Where I am to where Jake is. That's a big downside to living in the largest country on the planet, everyone is really far away. I still think they can be alright. Its gotten a lot easier to connect to people, as friends or more than friends, but the down side is that its gotten immensely harder to see these connections and relationships to fruition. Thanks Aidan. I'm sorry things haven't worked out the best for you, but you're still a teenager, don't worry man the right time will come. The way I see it, either the right person will come along or I'll just end up being married to my work, which hopefully will be music.

Pretty much the same thing happened to me. All my "friends" from high school went their separate ways and Stefan was my only friend still around. Now that I'm no longer in California We don't get to see each other much. Well we've got each other and our other friends. I think a lot of us bionicle MOCers are antisocial. We spend our time alone building robots instead of hanging out with friends. So its all good dude.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-09 17:57:23 +0000 UTC]

You live in Russia?! Nah, just kidding xD The United States is actually the third largest country on Earth, with your Canadian hat being second-largest.

Thanks for your concern, but to be honest I'm happy with how I am right now Maybe Fuzzianna and I weren't meant for eachother, but at least I made a good friend over the internet. And hey, when I'm older and more free I could visit her sometime - it'd be awesome (or maybe awkward?) meeting someone whom you've kinda met, kinda haven't xD

Ah, it's so nice to have a heart-to-heart chat with a fellow MOCer xD I know exactly what you're on about Thank god we have deviantArt to unite us all, no?

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-09 22:07:17 +0000 UTC]

Oops I thought Russia wasn't the biggest anymore since a lot of countries split up and became their own...or something. My geography sucks. I barely payed attention in that class. I learned the info enough to pass each weeks test and quickly forgot it.

You're welcome? Well now you're fine with it, I was to, until I hit adulthood and realized I know nothing of adult relationships. I'm not cute ire desirable so girls aren't interested in me, and I'm too clueless to know how to make something actually happen or work so now I'm alone and pretty well screwed. I actually came really close to meeting Kera. I got to meet our mutual friend that's her best friend that she introduced me to though, but only shortly due to lack of planning. But you and Fuzzania meeting might be a good thing, maybe you'll hit things off in a better different way. And as long as neither of you are in a committed relationship at that time I don't see why you two couldn't maybe re-explore what you had. My thing is we should all be open to the infinite possibilities of the world, we shouldn't narrow what we're willing to accept for the future. Like to possibility of you and I one day getting to meet and show off each other's MOCs. I know that I'm gonna one day Meet jake cause we're more than just casual internet friends. We're pretty good friends considering we only know each other online.

I know what you mean. I don't know any other MOCers in person, and never have. My friends played with bionicles and had some, but never MOCed seriously. I tried buying their parts off them but they never gave in. Indeed. DA IS My social life and if that's lame well then I'm lame cause its true.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-09 22:40:37 +0000 UTC]

xD It's these trivial, utterly useless facts which I know, but I'd fail to explain anything that actually matters

Hm... sounds quite depressing, the way you put it =/ I think I'll rely on my private-school education to get me into university, then hopefully everything will be fine from there We [Fuzzi and I] have talked about the possibility of us meeting loads of times - I can see it happening, but not soon :3 As much as I'd love to re-explore (and do what the webcam can't ) I have a feeling we'd just be good friends. Maybe yes, maybe no. But still, it'd be awesome if we MOCers could meet up! A huge project together or something. I must keep that in mind if I ever go to the States

Again, we're in the same boat with real-life MOCer friends. My classmates from primary school had some, but I can't exactly go, 'Hey! VERY long time no see! Any chance I could buy your Bionicle off you?'. Ah, dA, where would we be without you?

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-09 23:38:34 +0000 UTC]

So what are things that actually matter? I can't say I'm the best at trivia, except with bands I know and like, then I can tell you all sorts of useless info, some instruments to.

Well for me it is pretty depressing. You've got a lot more going for ya than I do. Maybe if the music thing takes off I can get a buttload of groupie babes. But nah, seriously, I want to find someone before all the music thing takes off, if it does that is. I wish I could have talked to kera via webcam. She claims hers was always broken, but I'm not sure. We talked on the phone a few times but she just kept this giant impassible wall between us. I lost the best relationship I ever had cause she was too scared to be open and vulnerable. Well if you come to the states there's me and jake for sure, then the whole lot of others here to. But I think I'd rather come over there. Its not all that interesting where I'm from and might be. If I'm in reno still I suppose you could stop by if you all visited Las Vegas.

yeah. I hadn't seen my friends since college. Jose was in my "exploration of jazz" class, and I ran into his sister and brother in the halls. I dropped out of school early last year.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-10 22:39:33 +0000 UTC]

I count Things That Actually Matter as things which people often talk about, meaning TV programs which people watch, or songs which people like xD

Aw, was she one of those webcam-shy girls? I know exactly what you mean =/ Not being able to meet them in person is one thing, but not even knowing what they look like is another.

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-11 09:02:01 +0000 UTC]

Eh...those are different levels of trivia in my book. Trivia is determined by things people care or don't care about. For instance Stefan and I were watching survivor on TV today and his brother Tony came out and started yammering about some stupid info about the island that they're on and why it was important. Stef and I blatantly told Tony that we don't care and said its not important, Tony insisted Survivor wasn't important. TV shows and music aren't important. Would you like to know things about the music I like? I could talk your ear off about it and show you just how trivial it can be.

No, we tried to get on webcam but her's was broken at the time. I just think she kept claiming it was broken so it'd be convenient. I'm also rather paranoid that people are lying to me to try to be nicer than their intentions really are. She's a little shy I think, not too confident at least. I keep telling her she's got no reason to be shy or thing she's ugly cause I find her very cute. We definitely know what each other look like. I've posted enough pictures here and on tumblr and so has she. This is old but this is her without her glasses on [link] Granted she's not the "hottest" girl around or even the most "prettiest" but I think she's really cute and if I had more pictures that I could show you I would,since thhis isn't much.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-11 17:36:33 +0000 UTC]

xD I class trivia as the kind of things which might be interesting or amusing, depending on the situation. My favourite branch of trivia is probably word-related, like the longest word with no vowels, or the longest word which is monosyllabic.

Ah, I know what you mean. Cute > Hot in my opinion (though most people tend to think otherwise) Shame, I think you two would've been good together. I don't know much about her, obviously, but I see you share an interest in NIN

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-11 19:20:25 +0000 UTC]

Ah I see. I have noticed you're a word buff. I'm glad I did well in English back in high school, so I am literate, but I'm not so good that I know the intricacies of the English language.

Indeed. I'd rather have a cute girl over a hotty any day. Hotties are good for one thing, cause they're usually stuck up. Well thank you Aidan, I really appreciate that. Looking back on it I was clearly feeling that way when I wrote this [link]
Yes, we both like Nine Inch Nails, her favorite band is AFI, its a band I am and was a fan of before meeting her, but became more of a fan of cause of her. Now there's some songs that make me really sad cause now I think of her. This was her fave song [link] We have/had a lot in common. But what I loved most was that we were different enough that she always had something new for me to discover. I found so many things I now like cause of her, mostly bands though. And she's totally oblivious to what's now.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-11 21:42:30 +0000 UTC]

Grammar Nazis ftw

Mm... usually when I read your writings, I can never really comment on it... I'm not sure why.
It may seem out-of-place at first, but I've found a website called Wordle [link] which is a website where you paste in a bunch of text, then it generates a picture using those words. The more frequently the word appears, the larger it is. I've been experimenting with it, using a few of your Writings to test it out, and it's actually quite interesting xD Try pasting something like this [link] in. The results are rather touching sometimes.

Aw... I feel for you, man. Must be quite painful listening to a good song which does nothing but make sad memories resurface. =/

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-11 22:06:48 +0000 UTC]

I guess its just not your thing? I'm convinced I'm not that good at it, and they're usually the same thing over and over again. Its hhard to get away from what I'm feeling and move on.
That was kinda interesting but I don't really get the point of it. How are the results touching?

It does suck. I hate how a song that I used to really like will end up leaving a bitter taste later on cause it meant something at some point. Sometimes I wonder if I should just stop trying because all it does is bring me disappointment and pain.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-11 22:21:12 +0000 UTC]

I dunno, I just feel that seeing the words in a different layout might show the meaning of the text in a different way. Maybe Wordle isn't your thing

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-12 16:56:00 +0000 UTC]

Maybe. It was cool, but yeah didn't really get the point across. It was neat seeing which words were bigger. I how ever intentionally use words over again, otherwise its just once.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-12 19:47:48 +0000 UTC]

I suppose. A few days ago I loaded all the Skype conversations I've had with ~Fuzzianna for the last year, copied it all, and pasted it in xD THAT was interesting. I couldn't get rid of the senders' names, so 'Aiden' and 'Fuzzi' were huge, but the largest words aside from those two were 'XD' and 'xD' Tells you a lot about us, doesn't it?

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-12 21:22:27 +0000 UTC]

Yeahh it does. I did the same thing but Anathematix and davidforeman604 were so big that nothing else was legible

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-12 22:50:55 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I had to squint to see those two words. 'Like', 'one' and 'really' came shortly after...

I just did another test but without the common English words being taken out. Turns out that XD is used more frequently than 'the'

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-13 00:42:59 +0000 UTC]

Ahh well I'm half fuckin blind so its hard for me to read more than it is for you.

Its such a common express. We're very smily laughy people who tell lots of jokes.

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Rahiden In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-13 09:39:39 +0000 UTC]

Hehe xD I'm sure xD you've seen xD me use xD 'XD' far xD too much xD in our xD conversations xD.

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Rahiden [2011-03-13 23:28:40 +0000 UTC]

XD not xd at all xD. I think Xd its fine.

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iamveryconfuse In reply to ??? [2011-02-27 12:22:20 +0000 UTC]

ohhh,sweet! that's just simply epic dave,you've done a great job

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to iamveryconfuse [2011-02-27 12:48:14 +0000 UTC]

Wow, thanks mand(sorry I don't know your name ) I''m glad you like it. There's a lot of work that went into all those guys. Now I've got to get Mototaur fixed so I can do the group shot of the other guys.

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iamveryconfuse In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-02-27 12:56:53 +0000 UTC]

lol,that's alright you can call me kalya/abang
no prob! those are awesome...can't wait until you got him fixed

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to iamveryconfuse [2011-02-28 10:52:57 +0000 UTC]

Kalya/abang? Like either or? Me to but again, with all the shit going on in my life it'll probably be a while.

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iamveryconfuse In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-01 11:17:47 +0000 UTC]

or,pick one of them...aww,i'm still sorry about that dave,hope that it'll go better soon

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to iamveryconfuse [2011-03-01 12:08:53 +0000 UTC]

Okay well since you go by Kalya I'll call you that. man this is gonna be difficult since I know a girl named Kayla. Thanks Man Me to. Like I just told Transanifan01(AKA Mark), its cool people like you that have kept me here when I felt I should leave.

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iamveryconfuse In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-01 14:04:31 +0000 UTC]

lol,if it's difficult,call me abang (yea,i get that a lot,people always thought i'm a girl when they hear my name) nah,that's no problem,i'd be very sad if you leave...you're such a nice person

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to iamveryconfuse [2011-03-02 03:13:48 +0000 UTC]

So why do you go by both names? Well I can go with Kalya, Abang sounds a little weird to me. Well thank you. I don't plan on leaving but I may have to be offline more offten if I move and there's no internet. I'd probably only be able to get on once or twice a week if that happens. It would very much suck.

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iamveryconfuse In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-03 13:02:17 +0000 UTC]

well,i thought if kalya is a bit hard,abang might be easier to remember,sorry,my bad .
nah no problem,but well,that's pretty lame,not having you here is kinda boring . but as long as you're not leaving,we'll be here

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to iamveryconfuse [2011-03-03 15:48:44 +0000 UTC]

Nah its cool, I'm just wondering why you go by two different names.
Well thanks man. I hope I won't be leaving.

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iamveryconfuse In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-05 13:10:26 +0000 UTC]

well,i could always go with both,call me whatever you like xD

no problem,i'll pray for the best

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to iamveryconfuse [2011-03-05 16:37:49 +0000 UTC]

I prefer Kalya.

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iamveryconfuse In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-06 01:09:14 +0000 UTC]

ahh,okay then

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Alex-Darkrai In reply to ??? [2011-02-27 11:15:43 +0000 UTC]

Oh cool, now I can also see the difference in size of your MOCs ^^
Could you tell me who's ca. half the size of Ryakk and Mototaur? xD
I didn't know your Archimedis is able to stand without help when his wings are fold, that's good

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to Alex-Darkrai [2011-02-27 11:30:18 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. Yeah my MOCs do kinda range in size. Though I don't have any little MOCs like Maple or barrelex does. I should make a couple of little dudes to cover that end of the spectrum. Those stands were so archi could stand in that extreme pose. I need to redo his pictures to. And I also wanted to show his wings folded up. I know I've yet to show that and a back picture of him.

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VEZONISME In reply to ??? [2011-02-27 08:51:30 +0000 UTC]

Don't you mean Defenders of being GIANT MANLY FUCKS

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to VEZONISME [2011-02-27 11:15:30 +0000 UTC]

but one of them's a girl.

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VEZONISME In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-02-27 22:32:15 +0000 UTC]

Oh, Then AND ONE GIANT FEMININE FUCK

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to VEZONISME [2011-02-28 02:26:34 +0000 UTC]

She's not giant though....

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VEZONISME In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-02-28 02:37:00 +0000 UTC]

Okay, some, female fuck then.

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to VEZONISME [2011-02-28 04:50:39 +0000 UTC]

I'm just messin with ya.

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VEZONISME In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-02-28 07:00:36 +0000 UTC]

I know. NOW BOXXY [link]

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to VEZONISME [2011-02-28 09:46:11 +0000 UTC]

What? I couldn't make up my mind if that girl was cute or annoying.

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VEZONISME In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-01 07:14:15 +0000 UTC]

I know right?

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Plague-Doc-Matteo In reply to VEZONISME [2011-03-01 07:20:22 +0000 UTC]

She was cute, but fuck she talks a lot. And you could tell the spazziness was on purpose though. But why'd you bring that up?

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VEZONISME In reply to Plague-Doc-Matteo [2011-03-01 07:26:05 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. Why I brought that up? I don't know. Guess I felt like it. Listening to The Pot right now, definatly my favorite newer Tool song besides Rosetta Stoned.

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