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doodler89 [2010-07-20 14:32:29 +0000 UTC]

I think that before you can stop feeling like this you have to tell someone, just a doctor, you don't have to tell people you know. And mental illness isn't something you should be scared of.

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posting-secrets In reply to doodler89 [2010-07-20 22:00:33 +0000 UTC]

i want to tell someone i love, or maybe someone that loves me.
no melodrama, but that category is extremely limited.
i'm hoping it will figure itself out.

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doodler89 In reply to posting-secrets [2010-07-21 13:56:02 +0000 UTC]

But there are some people right? What stops you? (if you don't mind me asking)

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posting-secrets In reply to doodler89 [2010-07-21 21:37:41 +0000 UTC]

no, i don't mind.
i love / am loved by two people; my mother and my best friend.
my mother doesn't understand, and i've tried to explain it to her so many times.
my best friend is just as messed up as i am, just in a completely different way.
i hate bearing my troubles on him.

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doodler89 In reply to posting-secrets [2010-07-22 14:15:14 +0000 UTC]

Hm, difficult situation, I mean, I don't know you or your friend really, but I know that I know other people who are screwed up and we kind of help each other out y'know?
Could you talk to a doctor or something?

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posting-secrets In reply to doodler89 [2010-07-23 00:25:18 +0000 UTC]

i'm waiting to find someone i can trust with my secrets; i really don't want to tell a doctor, who is just getting paid to listen to me.
i know someone will come along eventually.

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doodler89 In reply to posting-secrets [2010-07-23 13:59:54 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I know what you mean, but I guess the idea is that a doctor can refer you to someone who can help you..
I guess as long as you're gonna be okay while you're waiting.

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posting-secrets In reply to doodler89 [2010-07-23 21:54:33 +0000 UTC]

of course i will be okay.
some days just hurt more is all.
thank you for your concern.

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doodler89 In reply to posting-secrets [2010-07-24 14:43:58 +0000 UTC]

I get that.
You're welcome. Everyone deserves for someone to care.

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IamDuvet [2010-07-20 14:04:58 +0000 UTC]

I do this as well, so I can relate.

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themetagame [2010-07-20 12:28:47 +0000 UTC]

I felt like this up until my hospitalization.

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posting-secrets In reply to themetagame [2010-07-20 21:58:34 +0000 UTC]

did it make it worse or better?

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themetagame In reply to posting-secrets [2010-07-20 22:51:30 +0000 UTC]

Well now I'm finally getting out of a two month long depression after realizing that I'm bipolar. I'm living in fear that I'll swing back to another manic/psychotic episode in the near future...

I guess all I can do is hope for the best.

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posting-secrets In reply to themetagame [2010-07-21 00:50:30 +0000 UTC]

i guess that's all anyone can do.
but its nice to not feel so alone.

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mariahpink [2010-07-20 11:47:44 +0000 UTC]

Very relateable. I do love the look of this work. I just do

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posting-secrets In reply to mariahpink [2010-07-20 21:53:47 +0000 UTC]

thank you thank you.

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HollowValentyne [2010-07-20 07:38:13 +0000 UTC]

I do this.

it sucks

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posting-secrets In reply to HollowValentyne [2010-07-20 10:56:11 +0000 UTC]

i know.

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HollowValentyne In reply to posting-secrets [2010-07-21 01:35:13 +0000 UTC]

yeah, knowing that sucks too.

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posting-secrets In reply to HollowValentyne [2010-07-21 10:53:41 +0000 UTC]

sure does.

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HollowValentyne In reply to posting-secrets [2010-07-21 13:35:56 +0000 UTC]

well damn ive been stating the obvious..

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artbylaw [2010-07-20 07:25:50 +0000 UTC]

haha I like

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posting-secrets In reply to artbylaw [2010-07-20 10:55:56 +0000 UTC]

gracias.

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saladinmypocket [2010-07-20 05:14:59 +0000 UTC]

This is pretty cool.

I know the feeling.

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posting-secrets In reply to saladinmypocket [2010-07-20 10:55:46 +0000 UTC]

thank you thank you.

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lickle-loo [2010-07-07 22:27:22 +0000 UTC]

I always feel like this x

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posting-secrets In reply to lickle-loo [2010-07-07 22:27:58 +0000 UTC]

then i really hope that changes.
(i feel that way too)

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lickle-loo In reply to posting-secrets [2010-07-07 23:47:15 +0000 UTC]

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