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Good IntentionsA Gold/Silver/Crystal Pokémon Fanfiction
Sometimes I wonder if this is wrong. I watch you standing there alone in the cold, and wonder if that person is really you at all. That still and silent you doesn't feel the frigid wind, doesn't feel the pain of loneliness atop this mountain.
You smile sometimes.
I remember the day I met you. I was only an Eevee then. I had been a prize in Celadon City's Game Corner. I would peer out from behind the glass, watching the trainers rack up coins to trade in for Pokémon. I watched for weeks, waiting for the chance to grow alongside a trainer.
Then you came in. Our eyes met, and I could see the Champion's gears working in your mind. I was an Eevee after all, and as such I had quite a bit of potential. You didn't even waste your time playing the slots. You traded in your money (what did money matter to the Champion anyway?) for the amount of coins you would need to have me, and I was yours almost instantly.
In the coming months, I developed a closeness to you that I had never felt toward any other living being. You trained me hard, but kindly; we paid the day with hard-worked sweat, and the nights rewarded us with easy sleep. I remember you would hold me in your arms all through the night. I think that was when I knew what I wanted to evolve into.
I was so happy to learn you thought the same. My love for you drove me into my psychic evolution. As an Espeon I became sleek, strong and fast. Our bond intensified as we trained together and discovered my new abilities.
You didn't know it, but there were times when I would peek into your mind. I wanted you to share everything with me. I knew you would feel the same. I saw it then, that pain. I felt it when I saw the memory.
You were battling your rival. He was a handsome young man. You two were the same age at the time, around ten. It was a more-or-less friendly match, but he had caught you at a bad time. You were out at sea on a ship. "S.S. Anne", I think that was the name of the ship. You had just finished fighting all the trainers on the ship, and when your rival walked up to you for a challenge, you grudgingly accepted.
You were both down to your last Pokémon. You and your Pikachu were an incredible match, even in your disadvantaged state. Your rival and his Raticate were hanging on by a thread. A simply Quick Attack would have taken his Raticate out easily enough. But you were annoyed with him. He had shown up when your team was at its weakest. You were going to teach him a lesson. So you ordered Pikachu to deliver a devastating Thunder attack, and Raticate fell motionless to the cold floor of the ship.
Your rival recalled the Raticate, brushed it off as if nothing special had happened. But the next time you saw him, he was grieving. He had been in Lavender Town's Pokémon Tower. His Raticate was dead, and you knew that it was your order that had taken the Pokémon's life.
I knew that you had carried that pain with you always. I could feel it whenever I entered your mind. I wanted to take that pain away, take it upon myself if I had to. Then one day, when my powers had grown enough, I realized I could.
I took that memory away from you. You didn't know that I had done it, but that was okay. The memory was completely erased. When I looked into your mind, I knew that the pain had been erased as well. I had made you a little bit happier, and that made me happy too.
But there was more in your mind that caused you pain. You had taken away the Champion status from your rival, who had only had it for five minutes at most. You knew the pain you caused him when his grandfather completely overlooked him to praise you. You felt monstrous inside, as if your entire purpose in life had been to cause that young man (just a boy, really) pain.
So I took that memory from you too. I began sorting through all your memories, picking and choosing what to erase and what to keep. Every painful memory had to go. And you were all the happier for it.
Well, you were for a while, anyway. It wasn't long before I noticed that you could not hold conversations the way normal humans could. Your mom would talk to you about things you did in the past, and you became frustrated when you couldn't remember what she had been referring to. You didn't know why your rival hated you, and that caused you frustration as well.
I knew what I had to do then. I had to take you away from people. I would erase all memory of those frustrating people, and only keep those of me and your other Pokémon: the ones who only brought you joy. We fled to Mt. Silver, where there would be a Pokémon Center nearby for emergencies, but really no humans dared to travel to the top.
It's only us up here.
Sometimes I wonder if what I'm doing to you is wrong. I watch you standing there, motionless and blank-eyed, and wonder if that person is really you at all. That still and silent you doesn't feel the frigid wind because my Morning Sun warms you to your core. You don't feel the pain of loneliness atop this mountain, because I erased those emotions from you long ago.
You smile sometimes when I give you happy things to think about, and it's then I realize that this can only be right. I know what's best for you, and I will keep you safe here. Always.
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Comments: 69
Blastdeblox [2013-10-28 23:06:05 +0000 UTC]
When I read this I made a tinfoil hat now I'm safe ... Wait what was I saying oh hi espeon ... Wait who are go away me and espeon are playing
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SkyCubone8 [2012-07-22 04:49:23 +0000 UTC]
It's creepy and heart-warming at the same time. Love is a powerful thing. It's sad that Red's only way of feeling genuine happiness, or any remaining emotions for that matter, is for Espeon to stimulate his mind.
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...I can't remember what I was going to say after that. I'm going to go play SoulSilver now. I gotta get back to training my Espeon. Almost Level 50...or was she...? I can't remember...
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bubbles46853 [2011-05-31 20:42:41 +0000 UTC]
...I will never look at Red the same way, ever again. I need comfort. NOT IN THE FORM OF LOSING MEMORIES! Just a snuggle, please, Espeon?
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bubbles46853 In reply to bubbles46853 [2011-05-31 20:47:08 +0000 UTC]
this was after re-reading it, by the way.
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Rust-Tea In reply to bubbles46853 [2011-05-31 04:02:12 +0000 UTC]
I agree, psycho Espeons are adorable indeed.
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Cokuruscana [2011-02-20 21:38:21 +0000 UTC]
Wow, this was very good! Very powerful and full of mixed emotions.
My first reaction was that I was touched by Espeon's unconditional love for Red. And I felt a lot of pity for Red, too. Some people think he's a jerk for what he did to his rival, but really, I don't believe he ever meant for those things to happen. Espeon constantly trying to protect and make him happy was very sweet.
But then, it's also very creepy. Red lost so much when it started picking away his memories, and he eventually just became a shell. Makes you think twice about those cute, little Espeons. XD
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Rust-Tea In reply to Cokuruscana [2011-02-21 20:01:36 +0000 UTC]
I'm glad you like it!
It's my personal mission to make Espeon more badass, little by little. XD
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CaptainFalconMan [2011-02-20 05:00:25 +0000 UTC]
I have an Espeon that I personally LOOOVE. When I battle with it, I usually forget what I wanted to do. Its strange really.
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Rust-Tea In reply to CaptainFalconMan [2011-02-21 20:02:18 +0000 UTC]
Lol, maybe Espeon is making you forget because it doesn't want to battle. XD
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ulawan5 [2011-02-17 00:30:48 +0000 UTC]
wow... no wonder he doesnt talk OR have an espeon in HG/SS...
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Rust-Tea In reply to ulawan5 [2011-02-17 04:49:01 +0000 UTC]
Makes a strange amount of sense, doesn't it?
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xisaiahxfabx [2011-02-07 07:33:10 +0000 UTC]
This is a really nice take on Espeon, and the whole situation of Red being atop Mt. Silver. Very well-written; very well done.
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Rust-Tea In reply to xisaiahxfabx [2011-02-08 05:02:57 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! I'm flattered. ^_^
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Rust-Tea In reply to Esktasy [2011-02-06 15:32:33 +0000 UTC]
Whoo! I'm glad you think so! ^_^
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SilverStarlite [2011-02-04 20:48:50 +0000 UTC]
espeon is probably my fave eeveelution, has been since who knows when, and this.... is awesome.
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Rust-Tea In reply to SilverStarlite [2011-02-06 15:35:46 +0000 UTC]
Thanks!
Espeon's my favorite Eeveelution, too. ^_^ Then again, Espeon's my favorite Pokemon period. XD I remember seeing Espeon's sprite in Nintendo Power as a preview for Gold and Silver waaaay back in the day. Love at first sight. *sigh* <3 They had the Japanese names next to the Pokemon, and mom was like, "How do you pronounce that? Ef u?" XD
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SilverStarlite In reply to Rust-Tea [2011-02-06 16:22:45 +0000 UTC]
i remember when i was little i would go on teh official site pokemon site to look at tehre pokedex (now i use serebii) and i would ask my mkom "how do you pronounce this pokemons name?" and she woudl try for me lol. Espeon was my all-time fave for awhile, but now i like Rotom and Porygon Z, but Espeon is still 4th ()nidoking, for sentimental value, is up pretty high)
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Rust-Tea In reply to SilverStarlite [2011-02-08 05:02:26 +0000 UTC]
Lol XD
I've got a few nostalgia-value Pokemon, too. ^_^
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Rust-Tea In reply to SilverStarlite [2011-02-08 23:04:49 +0000 UTC]
Vulpix and Ninetales; they were always my mom's favorites. ^_^ Charmander was my first Pokemon ever (Red Version was my first Pokemon game), so it's pretty high up there as well. Mew was the first Pokemon I ever saw, so I kind of like it for that reason. ^_^
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SilverStarlite In reply to Rust-Tea [2011-02-08 23:23:37 +0000 UTC]
lol thats cool. i happen to have a shiny nintales myself
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Rust-Tea In reply to SilverStarlite [2011-02-08 23:26:05 +0000 UTC]
Epic! I've been using the Masuda Method to get a shiny Vulpix, but no luck. :< I did get quite a few shiny Eevee that way, three of which I gave to friends as birthday gifts. ^_^ The other three I evolved into Espeon, Umbreon and Glaceon. :3
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Gummie-Alien [2011-02-04 17:53:27 +0000 UTC]
;A;.............................
another "I love you to death" pasta
this one is awesome! I read one where the Game Freak people recoded Red into silence, but this one actually tells you why the hell he has an Espeon he never actually got considering he's supposed to be Ash xD
I wonder if my Reuniclus will ever do this to me. *u*
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Rust-Tea In reply to Gummie-Alien [2011-02-06 15:43:26 +0000 UTC]
Lol XD I think Gameverse Red resembles Mangaverse Red a little bit more than he resembles Ash. In the manga, Red does indeed have an Espeon, and the first time the reader sees Espeon is when Red is on Mt. Silver. :3
But, I think I can get away with my explanation because the Mangaverse and the Gameverse are two seperate universes. XD
As for your Reuniclus... Better keep your bad memories hidden! XD
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Gummie-Alien In reply to Rust-Tea [2011-02-06 17:48:40 +0000 UTC]
Oh noes! xD
I never read the manga...and for that, I'm very sad!
...oh noooooes! A bad memory! *hides*
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Rust-Tea In reply to Gummie-Alien [2011-02-07 20:33:55 +0000 UTC]
It's not too late! XD I know the manga is being released in the US under the title "Pokemon Adventures". :3
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Gummie-Alien In reply to Rust-Tea [2011-02-07 21:53:07 +0000 UTC]
I know I can still read it...I'm just very lazy x3
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Rust-Tea In reply to MagicallyCapricious [2011-02-04 06:48:23 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! *dances* And thanks for adding it to your favorites!
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101silverspirit101 [2011-01-25 10:21:49 +0000 UTC]
Holy Arceus. I'm kinda afraid of my Espeon now @_@~
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Rust-Tea In reply to 101silverspirit101 [2011-01-25 19:05:01 +0000 UTC]
He only does it 'cuz he loves ya.
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Rust-Tea In reply to TheRedAndTealEspeon [2010-12-01 03:29:17 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, that means a lot to me. ^_^
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TheRedAndTealEspeon In reply to Rust-Tea [2010-12-01 03:40:04 +0000 UTC]
Your welcome.I truelly think it was a wonderfully written story,even good enough to publish.
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Rust-Tea In reply to TheRedAndTealEspeon [2010-12-01 13:27:17 +0000 UTC]
I'm honored to hear that! I hope to become a successful author one day. ^_^
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TheRedAndTealEspeon In reply to Rust-Tea [2010-12-03 01:43:49 +0000 UTC]
I'm sure you will ^.^
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Tyboxasaurus [2010-11-15 04:16:56 +0000 UTC]
Wow this is such a good explanation and so well written~
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SassyGayTails [2010-11-14 23:56:40 +0000 UTC]
Wow, I would've never thought of that. Great idea and amazing writing! Keep it up!
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Rust-Tea In reply to SassyGayTails [2010-11-15 04:34:40 +0000 UTC]
Thanks very much! >w< That's very kind of you to say. ^_^
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