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Published: 2014-04-11 19:15:23 +0000 UTC; Views: 1985; Favourites: 44; Downloads: 0
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You see that girl you just bullied?
The one you harassed over her choice of art?
The art of a man beating a woman to death?
She saw her father kill her mother when she was five.

You know that man who likes to photograph himself in dresses?
The one you called a homo because of his choice of clothing?
Well, his parents wanted him to be a girl instead of a boy.
So they made him dress like that everyday to pretend he was a girl.

You know that woman who writes stories about child rape?
The one you bullied until she didn’t know how to cope with life anymore
Her uncle has been in jail for the past eleven years.
He raped her daily for seven years of her life.

What about that guy who favored abstract artwork?
Do you remember him he liked to use the colors red and black a lot.
He was nearly beaten to death when he was fourteen.
He only knows nightmares because he remembers seeing his blood on the wall.

What about me? Do you remember me? Even just a teensy little bit?
You bullied me because you thought I used a fictional character in the wrong way.
Well, I’ve been beaten, sexually harassed, and neglected by my family.
Do you think its a coincidence that I had the same things happen to the character I wrote about?…



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Springfallendeer In reply to ??? [2016-01-13 03:20:51 +0000 UTC]

I stole what???

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Fearlessflyernf [2015-11-23 22:18:40 +0000 UTC]

The fucking feels…shhhh it's ok I hope all the bad stuff is over now you deserve only love at this point it's ok *starts to pet your head* shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it's ok let me pet you and protect you it's ok here have this cookie  
EAT THE GOSH DARN COOKIE IT MAKES PPL HAPPY!
actully have all the cookies you poor thing…  

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Springfallendeer In reply to Fearlessflyernf [2015-11-23 23:22:01 +0000 UTC]

Cookies~

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SadietheFursona [2015-05-16 14:04:29 +0000 UTC]

💜

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Springfallendeer In reply to SadietheFursona [2015-05-16 21:51:03 +0000 UTC]

I see a box

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SadietheFursona In reply to Springfallendeer [2015-05-18 01:34:43 +0000 UTC]

Oh... Its a heart

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Springfallendeer In reply to SadietheFursona [2015-05-18 01:50:45 +0000 UTC]

Oooh~

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iStarOnline [2015-05-01 04:19:26 +0000 UTC]

Man... I live in a safe haven compared to the rest of the world... I fudging swear, idk of anyone in this area that has been harrased in anyway stronger than bullying... And even then the rates of bullying is soo fudging low compared to some other schools... And if i estimated how many kids in this area got kidnapped each uear is would probably be something like 5... Im having so many feels right now... Why are you so cruel world? Whyyy?? 😡 (And I thought my life was terrible... Fudge you suicide watch 😤)

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Springfallendeer In reply to iStarOnline [2015-05-02 06:06:02 +0000 UTC]

Places with less kidnappings, murder, suicide, and terror, and places where the people have done something right.

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HorrorSquirrelGirl [2014-11-18 04:43:57 +0000 UTC]

I'm really, really sorry. People are cruel
I give you hugs

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Springfallendeer In reply to HorrorSquirrelGirl [2014-11-18 04:49:27 +0000 UTC]

*Huggles*
Tis okie

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sHavYpus [2014-11-17 09:30:46 +0000 UTC]

 

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Springfallendeer In reply to sHavYpus [2014-11-17 10:22:46 +0000 UTC]

^w^

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BadxRain [2014-06-23 01:49:56 +0000 UTC]

Dammit DA poems like this make you want to cry

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Springfallendeer In reply to BadxRain [2014-06-23 05:28:33 +0000 UTC]

That's more or less the idea.

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wovler13 [2014-04-21 18:36:03 +0000 UTC]

 

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Springfallendeer In reply to wovler13 [2014-04-21 18:40:21 +0000 UTC]

Thanks~

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axalona [2014-04-18 19:28:04 +0000 UTC]

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Springfallendeer In reply to axalona [2014-04-18 19:34:08 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you liked my poem- and thanks for the fave.

Nice icon by the way.

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axalona In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-19 00:54:33 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! ^^

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Springfallendeer In reply to axalona [2014-04-19 01:07:35 +0000 UTC]

No prolbem~

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LiL-Lolah [2014-04-16 06:07:04 +0000 UTC]

beautiful. simply beautiful. thank you for this.

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Springfallendeer In reply to LiL-Lolah [2014-04-16 06:13:44 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you like it, and, I assume you've been harassed because of your artwork and such?

Thanks for the fave~

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LiL-Lolah In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-17 23:53:09 +0000 UTC]

Yes, by many things actually, abuse, disappointment, sexual assault. But it's past now, right?

Thank you for making this to let me favorite it darlin'

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Springfallendeer In reply to LiL-Lolah [2014-04-18 00:01:43 +0000 UTC]

Well then we have an understanding of each-others pain- and yes, its in the past. Though no matter what it will effect us.

No problem. (Yout icon is cute~)

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LiL-Lolah In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-18 00:11:41 +0000 UTC]

I suppose we do, and sadly, yes it will.

(Thank you very much. A friend made it for me)

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Springfallendeer In reply to LiL-Lolah [2014-04-18 00:25:44 +0000 UTC]

^^ Well, your friend is talented~

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AmatuerScoots18 [2014-04-13 06:11:17 +0000 UTC]

that was very sad. Living with that must've been like going through Hell and back.

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Springfallendeer In reply to AmatuerScoots18 [2014-04-13 06:16:22 +0000 UTC]

It was- and I didn't have anyone around who could help me cope. By the time I found someone who understood me, I was forced to move away from them.
I got over it on my own through my writing- that's why I hate it when people leave cruel comments on my work simply because they don't like the content.

Thanks for the fave, btw.

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AmatuerScoots18 In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-13 06:21:17 +0000 UTC]

well, at least the best thing about it, is that the time has passed and you'll find someone to help you heal. It may never completely go away, and there will be scars, but the best thing you can do is be strong. Because you are very strong, you've survived many torments those who've hurt you have brought down, and you have found a great way to cope and express yourself.

Those who don't like your works are insignificant and their words do not matter. They will hate it for many reasons, but I personally believe the number one reason is because they are envious, jealous that they cannot do what you do.


And you are welcome.

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Springfallendeer In reply to AmatuerScoots18 [2014-04-13 06:26:07 +0000 UTC]

You've said in your own words what I told someone else. Once someone suffers a trauma, the never wholly recover from it. They can learn to cope and control it- but it will always effect them.
And thanks~

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AmatuerScoots18 In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-13 06:38:56 +0000 UTC]

yeah, I was never really beaten myself but I was often yelled at and accused of being a liar among other things, and stuff that deeply sentimental was often thrown away or broken and my personal things had been invaded several times. I won't be able to relate all the things that have happened, but everyone knows what it's like to get hurt. My mother was also beaten and sexually assaulted, and she finds coping with cleaning. Due to being beaten for not knowing word problems in math, she couldn't finish her schooling, it affects that much.


and you're again welcome but it's the truth, and these people are just too narrow minded to understand things.

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Springfallendeer In reply to AmatuerScoots18 [2014-04-13 06:45:43 +0000 UTC]

Indeed. Still- they need to think long and hard before commenting.

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AmatuerScoots18 In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-13 07:43:05 +0000 UTC]

yeah. I can agree on that. No need to be rude.

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Springfallendeer In reply to AmatuerScoots18 [2014-04-13 08:14:49 +0000 UTC]

XD
Oh my god- I read your reply and my screen refused to show me your icon... I seriously thought I'd gotten into an argument with someone on my page...

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AmatuerScoots18 In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-13 16:10:28 +0000 UTC]

oh wow! whoops, I guess I shouldn't wrote it like that lol I just didn't know what to say, so I just said "no need to be rude" and of course you know I'm referring to people who are being mean.  Nah, I never really get into fights unless I think someone's being rude  or upsetting a friend, even if the reason is stupid lol

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Springfallendeer In reply to AmatuerScoots18 [2014-04-13 19:46:41 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, that's me exactly. I'll fight for my friends- and when I say fight I mean rip your face off and make you eat it! But for myself I just tend to stand there and take it.

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AmatuerScoots18 In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-13 19:58:41 +0000 UTC]

it's always easier to fight for others than for yourself.

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Springfallendeer In reply to AmatuerScoots18 [2014-04-13 20:07:38 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, it is.

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ShadowDragonGhost [2014-04-13 02:05:58 +0000 UTC]

This brings up memories I have tried so hard to forget. It is beautiful in a dark sense. It brings the tears back to my eyes. I tried so hard to forget and I almost did, but our past has a way of always catching up to us. I'm sorry you had to go through all of that but please know that you are not alone.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=F8SdkA…
Listen to this. It helped me and inspired me. Maybe it can you as well.

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Springfallendeer In reply to ShadowDragonGhost [2014-04-13 02:23:32 +0000 UTC]

Oh my goodness. This brought tears to my eyes- and I am not one to cry easily. I don't even know how to respond beyond the tears.

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PhoenixAzrael [2014-04-12 21:45:03 +0000 UTC]

I'm really sorry...goddamn people...

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Springfallendeer In reply to PhoenixAzrael [2014-04-12 21:54:21 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.
This is supposed to be an eye opener for people who like to criticize.

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PhoenixAzrael In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-12 22:24:03 +0000 UTC]

yeah really...hope it makes some people realize how much they're ruining others' lives...

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Springfallendeer In reply to PhoenixAzrael [2014-04-12 22:31:49 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, hopefully.

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PhoenixAzrael In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-12 22:57:16 +0000 UTC]

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Doggirl2626 [2014-04-12 18:42:59 +0000 UTC]

Im sorry...

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Springfallendeer In reply to Doggirl2626 [2014-04-12 19:36:21 +0000 UTC]

Its alright- the poem is to remind people to think before they speak.

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Doggirl2626 In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-04-12 20:27:12 +0000 UTC]

It worked.

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Springfallendeer In reply to Doggirl2626 [2014-04-12 20:35:36 +0000 UTC]

Good.

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