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Published: 2014-05-26 03:03:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 781; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 0
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Description A dull pain, constantly throbbing-
silence alone, is a dark and eerie echo.
Darkness blinding, burning the eyes.
Light dull- everything blurred and abstract.

No comfort- not the slightest hint of warmth.
Try to speak, yet voice is but a whisper.
Desperate, alone- try to shout,
but then the voice becomes nothing.

Gasp, pant- thrash about.
Every movement triggers further pain.
The dull throb becomes a searing agony-
it spreads through the body, setting it ablaze.

Become afraid; thrash further-
trigger an even more intense pain.
Struggle violently, tire out.
Fall still, become “Calm” once more.

The struggle means nothing.
The fight is a pointless waste of effort-
much like chasing the rainbow in search of gold.
There is no fighting sorrow.

There is no fighting loneliness…
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Comments: 349

Springfallendeer In reply to ??? [2014-05-31 20:01:49 +0000 UTC]

  Umbreon beats espeon~

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BeautyIsWithinYou In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-31 22:34:43 +0000 UTC]

Damn it~

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Springfallendeer In reply to BeautyIsWithinYou [2014-05-31 22:58:41 +0000 UTC]

XD

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BeautyIsWithinYou In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-06-01 12:54:14 +0000 UTC]

You have too many good pokemon~

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Springfallendeer In reply to BeautyIsWithinYou [2014-06-01 20:35:48 +0000 UTC]

Yes~ I gotz a darkrai!

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BeautyIsWithinYou In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-06-01 20:48:21 +0000 UTC]

*Le gasp*~!

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Springfallendeer In reply to BeautyIsWithinYou [2014-06-02 16:06:59 +0000 UTC]

I do~ I have a darkrai with Dark Void, Dream Eater, Spacial Rend, and I forgot the other move XD

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BeautyIsWithinYou In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-06-02 16:32:12 +0000 UTC]

Oh. XD

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Springfallendeer In reply to BeautyIsWithinYou [2014-06-02 16:51:50 +0000 UTC]

^w^

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BeautyIsWithinYou In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-06-02 17:01:35 +0000 UTC]

>W<

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to ??? [2014-05-26 09:27:00 +0000 UTC]

holy crap that really spoke to me

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 17:13:04 +0000 UTC]

I have a knack for portraying my emotions through written words... It helps, seeing as I get tongue tied easily.

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 17:16:36 +0000 UTC]

I understand Im the same basically

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 17:23:07 +0000 UTC]

Oh good, someone who can easily sympathise.

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 17:27:15 +0000 UTC]

yep

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 17:40:23 +0000 UTC]

*Sighs* Like the idiot I am, I ate before taking my pill...

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 17:49:08 +0000 UTC]

Your not an idiot. Believe me

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 17:56:09 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I know... But I HAVE to take the pill for my stomach.

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 17:56:59 +0000 UTC]

I understand

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 18:10:52 +0000 UTC]

*Nervous* The doctor just called telling me to set up an appointment with a stomach specialist... I hope nothing is wrong- but they'll be shoving a camera down my throat, so their must be...

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 18:12:37 +0000 UTC]

.......if my doctor shoved a camera down my throat...I would get arrested for murder

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 18:13:55 +0000 UTC]

I've been suspecting that I have a stomach ulcer though (Or stomach cancer, plz god no! That's why my grandfather committed suicide!)... So a camera is the only way they can really check.

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 18:17:08 +0000 UTC]

wow

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 18:25:17 +0000 UTC]

Yeah- I've been terrified that it might be cancer because I've been loosing some weight. Constant feeling of heartburn and nausea, feeling sick after eating... It runs on BOTH sides of the family so I have good reason to be worried...

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 18:44:55 +0000 UTC]

Im with you on that. Im worried for you too hun! D:

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 18:54:23 +0000 UTC]

Ah well, I'll get an appointment set up tomorrow- then look forwards to having a tube shoved down my throat T~T

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 18:57:53 +0000 UTC]

Q~Q

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 19:29:10 +0000 UTC]

I'm so fucking nervous it isn't funny...

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 19:31:34 +0000 UTC]

Never said I was laughing. Id be nervous to

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 19:34:48 +0000 UTC]

I never said you were laughing... And I know you would- I don't want anything to be wrong...

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 19:49:40 +0000 UTC]

I promise I wouldnt laugh. I honestly dont think its funny. I seriously hope

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 20:22:17 +0000 UTC]

So do I T~T
And URGH! Just found out I have to get slacks for graduation! Fucking assholes, controling what I'll wear...

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Phoenix-Aku In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 20:30:36 +0000 UTC]

gotta hate that

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Springfallendeer In reply to Phoenix-Aku [2014-05-26 20:31:23 +0000 UTC]

I do.

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MionOfDeath In reply to ??? [2014-05-26 04:31:56 +0000 UTC]

Aw Sarah I'm sorry!! *hugs tightly*

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Springfallendeer In reply to MionOfDeath [2014-05-26 05:00:52 +0000 UTC]

*Hugs back* My fucking mother(s) and brother let them starve to death!... I always kept the bag of seed next to their cage... They suffered! They fucking stared at their food and starved to death!

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MionOfDeath In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 05:04:17 +0000 UTC]

*holds you close rubbing your shoulders* oh honey I'm sorry... I'm so sorry..

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Springfallendeer In reply to MionOfDeath [2014-05-26 05:21:23 +0000 UTC]

*Clings to you* They were my babies! I fed them out of a spoon everyday! They stayed inside my shirt whenever it got to cold inside!... Now their just, gone... And I didn't get to say goodbye...

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MionOfDeath In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 05:23:24 +0000 UTC]

*hums gently to you* when did you find out?.. 

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Springfallendeer In reply to MionOfDeath [2014-05-26 05:30:16 +0000 UTC]

Earlier today.. My uncle took everyone out to eat, and, he stopped by my mothers house so that we could get my cap and gown... He invited my brother, who casually informed me that my birds were dead...

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MionOfDeath In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 05:31:24 +0000 UTC]

Wow.. So pretty much just "oh hi, your birds died btw"... Ugh that makes me sad just thinking about it. *hugs you tighter*

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Springfallendeer In reply to MionOfDeath [2014-05-26 05:44:21 +0000 UTC]

*Nods* He was so casual about it I thought he was joking... Then I realized when I walked by my old room before heading to the resteraunt, my birds didn't call out to me like they used to when they heard my voice..

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MionOfDeath In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 05:47:30 +0000 UTC]

*sighs* poor babies... If you don't mind me asking, why didn't you take them with you?.. When you left

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Springfallendeer In reply to MionOfDeath [2014-05-26 05:55:35 +0000 UTC]

My uncle hates animals- he runs over cats and dogs on purpose if they go into the road and he's driving... Hate despises birds- I couldn't take them... I would have if it hadn't been for that..

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MionOfDeath In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 05:56:25 +0000 UTC]

Aw babe I'm sorry.. *hugs you close* 

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Springfallendeer In reply to MionOfDeath [2014-05-26 06:27:15 +0000 UTC]

God... I just wrote everything I went through down... Then I accidentally clicked a link and lost it all...

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MionOfDeath In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 06:29:06 +0000 UTC]

Aw Hun. How long did it take?

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Springfallendeer In reply to MionOfDeath [2014-05-26 06:33:29 +0000 UTC]

20 minutes... Maybe more. GOD! Isn't stuff supposed to automatically save to stash when something gets screwed up!?

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MionOfDeath In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 06:35:03 +0000 UTC]

No it doesn't sadly. It's happened to me a lot. *hugs* 

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Springfallendeer In reply to MionOfDeath [2014-05-26 06:41:13 +0000 UTC]

I don't think I can handle re-writing it...

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