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Published: 2014-05-26 03:03:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 781; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 0
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Description A dull pain, constantly throbbing-
silence alone, is a dark and eerie echo.
Darkness blinding, burning the eyes.
Light dull- everything blurred and abstract.

No comfort- not the slightest hint of warmth.
Try to speak, yet voice is but a whisper.
Desperate, alone- try to shout,
but then the voice becomes nothing.

Gasp, pant- thrash about.
Every movement triggers further pain.
The dull throb becomes a searing agony-
it spreads through the body, setting it ablaze.

Become afraid; thrash further-
trigger an even more intense pain.
Struggle violently, tire out.
Fall still, become “Calm” once more.

The struggle means nothing.
The fight is a pointless waste of effort-
much like chasing the rainbow in search of gold.
There is no fighting sorrow.

There is no fighting loneliness…
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Comments: 349

Springfallendeer In reply to ??? [2014-05-27 19:40:13 +0000 UTC]

I know what your trying to say Cubby, but it gets hard for me to focus on the good when I've only really got bad happening with me. It can be hard to force a smile and try to lighten up when feeling sick all the time and being around people who can't seem to do anything but stress you out.
You, Jrue, and Ray are the best parts of my day- and tomorrow I might not even be able to get on.

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 19:44:54 +0000 UTC]

*nods and smiles slightly* Why is that?

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 19:51:16 +0000 UTC]

I graduate tomorrow. 6 am is practice which is a few hours, then I leave, then I go back at 6 pm and am there from 6 to 11 so that I can graduate. I probably wont have enough time to do more than say "Hi" to my girlfriend before going to bed.

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 19:56:47 +0000 UTC]

Ah, congrats on graduating and finding someone, and yeah I know about you and her. xD Stumbled upon it by accident, but yeah I know.

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 20:06:47 +0000 UTC]

Eh, at this point I don't care who knows really. She's a sweetheart and we get along really well~
I'll admit, I never thought I'd date a girl though~ Probably because so few that I hang out with manage to work past the "I love you like a sister" stage with me~

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 20:10:11 +0000 UTC]

Love is a mystery, never know what shape or form it will take. She seems like it, and you two get along really well. I'm glad ^^

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 20:26:53 +0000 UTC]

No you do not~ But that's what makes love so fun ^3^
And yes, she's a huge sweetheart. I love talking to her~

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 20:28:16 +0000 UTC]

:3

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 20:36:56 +0000 UTC]

=3=
Now that we're on the topic, what was this a heard about you being a homophobe before you met Jrue~?

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 20:51:57 +0000 UTC]

Long long long story, like extremely. I wasn't exactly a homophobe, I just didn't see how they could be together. (I'm an idiot.) Anyways that and I couple just made me puke.

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 21:07:22 +0000 UTC]

(Your not an idiot, you were just ignorant XD )
Ah, I already know what I need to know. I jeft felt like picking on you a little.
Sorry if I made ya upset.

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 21:21:57 +0000 UTC]

Its fine xD

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 21:38:18 +0000 UTC]

Kay~ ^3^

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 21:41:06 +0000 UTC]

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 21:49:36 +0000 UTC]

(<----- That's some creepy shit XD )

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 21:50:02 +0000 UTC]

xD Yep

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 21:54:42 +0000 UTC]

XD
--()--
--::--
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-()()-

^3^
Figured out how to make that last night~ It amuses me ^^

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 21:59:14 +0000 UTC]

.///.

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 22:05:52 +0000 UTC]

XD
I love seeing people's reactions to it~

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 22:16:32 +0000 UTC]

SHush

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 22:21:22 +0000 UTC]

No~ ^3^

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 22:37:30 +0000 UTC]

DX

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 22:38:30 +0000 UTC]

XD
Don't worry, I'll send one to Jrue too to see his reaction~

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 22:44:16 +0000 UTC]

You better DX

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 22:55:16 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I will~ It'll be funny XD

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-27 22:59:15 +0000 UTC]

Lol yay

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-27 23:10:34 +0000 UTC]

XD
Yep~

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-28 14:20:23 +0000 UTC]

*falls asleep*

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-28 17:52:44 +0000 UTC]

*Smiles and plays with your hair*

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-28 18:02:34 +0000 UTC]

*rolls*

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-28 18:24:06 +0000 UTC]

*Laughs quietly and keeps messing with your hair* ~

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-28 22:38:33 +0000 UTC]

*twitches in sleep*

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-28 22:44:57 +0000 UTC]

*Wants to braid your hair, but its to short*

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-28 23:20:20 +0000 UTC]

Not that short...

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-28 23:59:30 +0000 UTC]

XD
Is it long enough for a mini-ponytail~?

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-29 00:42:47 +0000 UTC]

Idk...

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-29 00:53:13 +0000 UTC]

XD
Go check and tell meh~!

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-29 03:13:19 +0000 UTC]

NO

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-29 06:05:13 +0000 UTC]

XD
Why not~?

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-29 15:15:04 +0000 UTC]

Don't want to

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-30 02:41:00 +0000 UTC]

Suuuuure that's the reason~

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-30 02:59:39 +0000 UTC]

e.e

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-30 03:18:22 +0000 UTC]

^3^

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Guardian-Darkras In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-30 12:36:43 +0000 UTC]

*roars*

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Springfallendeer In reply to Guardian-Darkras [2014-05-30 18:40:48 +0000 UTC]

*Lies back and howls dramatically*

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TheCursedDagger [2014-05-26 14:57:16 +0000 UTC]

That is really sad I'm sorry *hugs*

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Springfallendeer In reply to TheCursedDagger [2014-05-26 17:13:44 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, its sad... Sad how they died too... *Hugs back tightly*

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BeautyIsWithinYou [2014-05-26 09:52:17 +0000 UTC]

*Huggles in silence*

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Springfallendeer In reply to BeautyIsWithinYou [2014-05-26 17:13:20 +0000 UTC]

*Hugs back tightly*

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BeautyIsWithinYou In reply to Springfallendeer [2014-05-26 18:51:31 +0000 UTC]

*Huggling*

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