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Springfallendeer — Fighting loneliness...
Published: 2014-05-26 03:03:57 +0000 UTC; Views: 782; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 0
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A dull pain, constantly throbbing-silence alone, is a dark and eerie echo.
Darkness blinding, burning the eyes.
Light dull- everything blurred and abstract.
No comfort- not the slightest hint of warmth.
Try to speak, yet voice is but a whisper.
Desperate, alone- try to shout,
but then the voice becomes nothing.
Gasp, pant- thrash about.
Every movement triggers further pain.
The dull throb becomes a searing agony-
it spreads through the body, setting it ablaze.
Become afraid; thrash further-
trigger an even more intense pain.
Struggle violently, tire out.
Fall still, become “Calm” once more.
The struggle means nothing.
The fight is a pointless waste of effort-
much like chasing the rainbow in search of gold.
There is no fighting sorrow.
There is no fighting loneliness…
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Comments: 349
My condolences, losing a pet is equivalent to losing family
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Yes it is... And I raised those birds from babies... I was the only one in the house who they wouldn't bite...
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I'm very sorry, it kind of reminds me of a dog we used to have.
We'd had her from the time she was a month old, she'd been the runt but she was so adorable and playful
We had her for maybe a year when her uterus literally feel out of her
A week after having surgery for that she contracted a disease that caused her to have constant lockjaw, she couldn't even eat without medication to help her
We had no other choice but to put her down. All I did was cry for the next week or so
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I'm so sorry about that... Its painful, watching something you raise die...
My birds suffered... They starved to death... I left the bag of seed by their fucking cage and they stared at it while they starved! God I hate my fucking mother!
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That's just fucked up
She couldn't take three seconds to fill their food bowl?!?
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She was to preoccupied with her goats and chickens/turkeys/quail... The birds didn't even like her...
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*Sighs* This was a bad day...
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I know... Times like this, I really need an animal around- because people don't really care enough to hug me.
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Well I'm not really the hugging type, but... *puts arm around shoulder* wish I could be there in person...
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*Leans on your shoulder* Yeah..
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*sighs* maybe some day...
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*Sighs* Well, there's always a future to look forward to.
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Hey, I've got some weekends to look forward to. My best friend, who's been bullied as much as I have, needs some hang out time. I plan on getting out to her for a weekend.
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Well that's good! ^~^
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Mhmm. It is. We both need it.
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Aw, I'm so sorry to hear about your birds!
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Thanks... *Sighs* I miss them...
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You need a virtual hug? I'd give you a real hug but I don't know you in real life and that'd be creepy if I somehow just popped out of the screen ._.
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*Hugging* Keep on huggin' as long as you like
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*Shakes head* I'm eating stupid noodles to try and comfort myself...
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No no, eat your comfort noodles! Comfort noodles are good noodles!
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Not when they have chicken in them and your mourning your dead birds...
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Oh, yeah, that's not the best comfort food to have at the moment..
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No, it isn't... But, its only a little... Mostly rice noodles and tofu...
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Oh, ok
I've never tried tofu, what does it taste like?
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Hmm, pretty bland. It comes in a lot of flavors, but this was unflavored in the noodles. So, think dry beans, but soft/firm and somewhat chewy.
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Its got a nice texture when fried.
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Oh cool! Now I wanna go try some but I cant :'D
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If you have a PF Chang's anywhere in the area, they have it.
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Aw yeah! Next time I go there, Imma give it a try ^_^
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Kay~
I'm eating Pad Thai (From PF Chang's) btw, it has some tofu in it. I think you'd like it as long as your okay with peanuts- but I think you can request they not be added.
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I'm a little iffie with nuts, but normally only when they're plain. But I can't have them at the moment; they screw up my braces.
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Ah, I see. Then I'd request without nuts.
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Yup, that's what I'll do!
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