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StainsofHope — 'In All Actuality...
Published: 2010-12-31 23:58:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 512; Favourites: 8; Downloads: 3
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Description My dream has taken on a mind of its' own.
It has turned against me.
Here, there are no rules.
This has become a nightmare.

Who are they?
I could run...or I could fight.

I want to love, oh this carnal desire burning from my heart to my very fingertips...but I must fight.
For my life.
You won't make a liar out of me yet though, I will find you.
Even if it means they might find me.

This is a downward spiral.

Do I love you? Can I save you? My wants are blending with actuality.
Or do I want to kill you? Love and Hate, only a thread of difference.
But I'm not indifferent. Of that I'm sure.

I'm drawn to you.
Fascinated. Curious.
You've got a pull on me.
And you know how to use it.
Yet so do I.

Who are you? Are you loving me? Or, are you going to be the end of me?
Is this a test?
They're out to get me. Did they get to you?
What do I believe?
Talk to me...
Oh, your secrets...I bought it all.
It's not you I really need to look out for is it...
I could almost...oh god...I'm on fire.
I could almost put my bare hands around your neck and leave you in the dark.
Those secrets...

But I also love you, remember that.
Don't run away.
I'll find you.
I'll love you.
I'll force you.
You're killing me,still, I'm not running from you.

I may have power, but I have no control here.

I feel this storm, disturbing the peace.
Shaking my conscious,daring it to dream what others would never...
Who are you? Why are you?
I wander,but I'm not lost...
You're not here, but you lead me.
And where I'm going is up to you.
Will I die tonight?
Bury me or marry me.

You've left a puzzle with no solution. Such a paradox.
But you gave me a key...maybe you do love me.

Am I fighting for an angel, or a demon?
My mind is running, a gust full of compulsions, emotions, and delusions.
The thunder tries to shake me.
The lightning tries to break me.
And this Hurricane is chasing us all underground,
Deeper and deeper, Love within Hate, a hero within a villian within a victim.
But in all actuality...this is no longer a dream, nor a nightmare.

I perceive reality.
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Comments: 9

djlayla95 [2011-02-01 13:51:35 +0000 UTC]

IT'S AMAZINGLY BEAUTIFUL !! It's sick man, the most sickest think i ever read XD
You can have a cookie ^-^

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StainsofHope In reply to djlayla95 [2011-02-04 10:52:24 +0000 UTC]

Oh thanks so much! That really means a lot, even the sick part! XD haha Because I definitely had that intention, and I'm really glad you saw it. And I totally take it as a huuuuge compliment that you think its the sickest thing you ever read! LOL, guess that shows I REALLY got it across.
lol thanks for the fave, comment..and cookie!

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erondagirl [2011-01-04 18:06:24 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, can definately see Hurricane influences in there
It's really good, lots of powerful images and emotions

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StainsofHope In reply to erondagirl [2011-01-06 05:54:14 +0000 UTC]

Hehe yes sneaky influences. Thanks so much. I don't write much,but its good to know people think it's good when I do! XD
oh and thanks for faving it!

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Gen-Vanilla [2011-01-02 11:39:50 +0000 UTC]

OH.MY.GOD!!! ITS INSANE!!! SICK AND WONDERFULL!!!! I LOVE THIS!!!! oh U describe soooo amasingly the person's crazy mind! its like a Story of a Nightmare and Dream,Out of Reality!!! oh i adore these Lyrics, u did such a Great job!!! By the Way i can See some THE KILL lyrics her)) but anyway i sooo want a melody for these lyrics!!! i wish u could write some music for this masterpiece!!!LOVE YA AND HAPPY NEW YEAR SWEEET!!!!

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StainsofHope In reply to Gen-Vanilla [2011-01-06 05:58:42 +0000 UTC]

AWWWWWW THANKS SOO MUCH HON!!!!!
I love your description and perception of it. Yes I intentionally put the kill in there, thought it would be very fitting.
Hah, why don't YOU make a melody to this? lol. That would be very cool though if this was somehow turned into a song. It would be total tribute to 30 Seconds to Mars. Id be spamming their twitters trying to get one of them to listen to it.XD haha
yes its a new year!! I'm feeling refreshed... new beginnings....
new projects in the works...
hehe
XD
Thanks for faving it sweets!

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Gen-Vanilla In reply to StainsofHope [2011-01-06 20:47:20 +0000 UTC]

lol, if i can make a melody to this, i'll Fuck thei'r ears by this song till thei'r Comments)) u'r welcome Hon!!

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StainsofHope In reply to Gen-Vanilla [2011-01-09 17:10:52 +0000 UTC]

HAH that'd be great. I wonder if anyone's ever made them a song before..hmm

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Gen-Vanilla In reply to StainsofHope [2011-01-10 19:13:06 +0000 UTC]

i guess not))) i think we would be the first)))

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