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Yeahhhh, new year. New ID.

It's me with massive eyes, without re-growth and with botox lips.

Hm.. Well, Joel's gone over to Melbourne for a couple of weeks to see his family. It's the first time we've been apart for like... 3 years. So it feels very weird, seeing as he's just always around. =S Miss him. He only left yesterday.

Also, I can't wait till this year is over already. I think I've finally come to terms with the fact that I dislike the thought of doing graphic design for the rest of my life. I just don't want it. I seriously just want a "normal" job. Besides... I honestly have NO motivation to ever draw anything for fun when I've been designing crap all day in my course. I feel more motivation to draw after a long day painting a house in the stinking heat than I do after sitting there scribbling in books and plastered to computers trying to make a design suit a brief.

Why did I even re-enroll?!

I don't want to hate my main hobby, which is drawing.

Also, I was looking at houses online today. I found a couple in my area that I'm wishing I could move into straight away. They're amazing. Too bad I don't have a full time job so that the banks will give me a home loan, since I'm doing that graphic design course. Oh well. Houses are cheaper than normal at the moment here, but once I finally do get a home loan I wouldn't be surprised if the prices sky rocket by then.

It's my grandmother's funeral on Friday. I'm dreading it.

AAAAAAArgh.... Hurry up 2010! I want out of this year already. ><

Description
Yeahhhh, new year. New ID.

It's me with massive eyes, without re-growth and with botox lips.

Hm.. Well, Joel's gone over to Melbourne for a couple of weeks to see his family. It's the first time we've been apart for like... 3 years. So it feels very weird, seeing as he's just always around. =S Miss him. He only left yesterday.

Also, I can't wait till this year is over already. I think I've finally come to terms with the fact that I dislike the thought of doing graphic design for the rest of my life. I just don't want it. I seriously just want a "normal" job. Besides... I honestly have NO motivation to ever draw anything for fun when I've been designing crap all day in my course. I feel more motivation to draw after a long day painting a house in the stinking heat than I do after sitting there scribbling in books and plastered to computers trying to make a design suit a brief.

Why did I even re-enroll?!

I don't want to hate my main hobby, which is drawing.

Also, I was looking at houses online today. I found a couple in my area that I'm wishing I could move into straight away. They're amazing. Too bad I don't have a full time job so that the banks will give me a home loan, since I'm doing that graphic design course. Oh well. Houses are cheaper than normal at the moment here, but once I finally do get a home loan I wouldn't be surprised if the prices sky rocket by then.

It's my grandmother's funeral on Friday. I'm dreading it.

AAAAAAArgh.... Hurry up 2010! I want out of this year already. ><