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Published: 2015-02-06 01:17:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 149; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Description I was constantly debating with myself whether or not to put this in scraps or not, but decided to put it in the gallery, even if it is a messy doodle. I tend to be very hesitant at showing any type of vent art as I tend to avoid showing signs of depression to others. I try to keep those things to myself as I never wish to bother people but sometimes it tends to completely overwhelm me, and I know bottling that up is never a good thing.

I tend to think of depression as akin to that of an annoying computer virus you cannot seem to fully get rid of, and it tends to corrupt your thoughts into thinking you have little worth, or skill, or thinking you are alone. It tends to really mess with my head, and it's been severely affecting my motivation for things lately, but I felt like I needed to vent in some way, it's been really affecting me the last few days, and I am really hoping it goes away soon.
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l-Blix-l [2015-02-06 23:18:23 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry to hear you've been haunted by depression lately, all I can wish is that that pestering nuisance leaves soon so you can go about your business without it looming close behind. I remember I had done a piece of vent art that did end up helping a bit, as venting is a much better thing than keeping things locked up ^v^ Other than this, the drawing looks great! I very much like the embodiment of depression, it's quite intimidating o-o

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Vortex-TC In reply to l-Blix-l [2015-02-07 03:12:48 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for your kind words, it really helps me a lot ^^ I am slowly starting to get better, I'm still not fully 100% yet, but I'm definitely feeling much better than I have been lately, eheh. I tend to have a bad habit of keeping to myself when I don't feel well, cause I always think I'd prefer not to upset others due to my problems and depression does not always need a reason to mess with me, it's an annoying entity that loves to mess with me whenever it can.

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