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Hi there folks
This is a desing for the mom of a dear friend of mine, I made it to cheer her up, because she's passing for some difficult moments....She's has cervical cancer, and she's going to need a surgery, and my friend and the rest of his family are very stressed and worried and...I know how it feels. My mom had the same some time ago, and I...I think I will not go into details about how it feels for the family of the person who has passed for this, because this si a drawing to cher up so. Luckily my mom got to get well But yeah, I know how it feels! I know So, I really wanted to try to bring a bit of hapinness and love to her and her family
Also posting this drawing makes me feel real better, too, because I've been a bit sad in these days, cos I've been feeling...all alone...there's much things that have happened that have made me feel that way...my family, says mean this to me and give me for granted so they don't appreciate my help and love, I don't have any friends where I live whom I can hang out...and everday I see people here who has friends who tells them "Je t'aime"....I mean "I love you my friend", "I appreciate you" "I admire you" call affectionate names to each other, and make drawings for each other...and I...Nothing....
This makes me wonder...it is a problem with me?! I'm annoying because I talk much-think-much or some other thing? I'm the one that it's unworthy of being loved and admired? Am I broken?....I mean, it's not that I'm complaining, but I feel sad sometimes because I'm going to have 30 in some years, and I haven't come true any of the dreams and projects I had in mind when I was younger...and the few friends I have had the pleasure to find, are so far away!!!...So, when I have trouble, I don't have anybody there to comfort me, to hug me, to see on the eyes and at least talk about what makes me feel sorrow.."my pet died" "I got sick and I thought it was an appendix problem" "My family always tells me that I don't worth and I'll not worth, and I'll never learn french so I wanna give out on it"...And sometimes, most of the times, I can't contact my friends to do that, or to help them when they are passing for bad moments and need some warm words from a friend!
But no don't get me wrong, I don't except that the artists I consider my friends here and have given arwork as gifts give me a a lot of gift art or something I just do it because I love give gifts to people who deserve it Also I don't underrate my friends from not being in the same place I live, it's just...It's like what happens with God you know. I know he's awesome and loves everybody and it's in everywhere, and I know he's watching me and loves me...but...It's not that He isn't the best friend ever, it's just sometimes one as human being yearn to have someone from here, someone who I can actually hug and see their expressions and hear their voices, and that kind of stuff *sigh*....I think...that was the real reason why some days ago...I asked a dear friend of mine that if she could sing *chuckles*....It wasn't because of the phonetics...it was so I could feel her a bit more close...A bit less far away...Well, sorry I rambled too much and probably you don't get what I'm referring of XD...Except for who I'm referring and also :iconmotionmusic: who had free time to talk at that time and asked me why I felt a bit sad XD
I feel better though and I can come back to the drawing again I've never watched the show, but she one day mentioned that she liked this cartoon, then I felt happy cos I said "someday I'll need to make a drawing for her and I know what to do" I guessed that maybe since she's a mature woman she would like more the old character desing, so I made the girl with short hair like the old desing, also I like better the old desing I investigated a lot and saw lots of photos before painting, and then since there weren't clothes that I liked on the show, I did my own and I was inspired on a painting of a real cake
I tried a tecnique that it looks like watercolors, and I personally loved how the drawing came out, specially the hair and clothes! I hope she likes it too, cos it not...if not...well I don't know if I my heart could take something like that, yet it have never happened to me that someone I appreciate don't like artgift when I do it And I hope this time it doesn't happens, but if it happens...I think I'll put my head in a box of cereal out of shame and go to a dumpster (who can know why I say this will make me smile ) singing "de vuelta al basurero al basurero al basurero"

Description
Hi there folks
This is a desing for the mom of a dear friend of mine, I made it to cheer her up, because she's passing for some difficult moments....She's has cervical cancer, and she's going to need a surgery, and my friend and the rest of his family are very stressed and worried and...I know how it feels. My mom had the same some time ago, and I...I think I will not go into details about how it feels for the family of the person who has passed for this, because this si a drawing to cher up so. Luckily my mom got to get well But yeah, I know how it feels! I know So, I really wanted to try to bring a bit of hapinness and love to her and her family
Also posting this drawing makes me feel real better, too, because I've been a bit sad in these days, cos I've been feeling...all alone...there's much things that have happened that have made me feel that way...my family, says mean this to me and give me for granted so they don't appreciate my help and love, I don't have any friends where I live whom I can hang out...and everday I see people here who has friends who tells them "Je t'aime"....I mean "I love you my friend", "I appreciate you" "I admire you" call affectionate names to each other, and make drawings for each other...and I...Nothing....
This makes me wonder...it is a problem with me?! I'm annoying because I talk much-think-much or some other thing? I'm the one that it's unworthy of being loved and admired? Am I broken?....I mean, it's not that I'm complaining, but I feel sad sometimes because I'm going to have 30 in some years, and I haven't come true any of the dreams and projects I had in mind when I was younger...and the few friends I have had the pleasure to find, are so far away!!!...So, when I have trouble, I don't have anybody there to comfort me, to hug me, to see on the eyes and at least talk about what makes me feel sorrow.."my pet died" "I got sick and I thought it was an appendix problem" "My family always tells me that I don't worth and I'll not worth, and I'll never learn french so I wanna give out on it"...And sometimes, most of the times, I can't contact my friends to do that, or to help them when they are passing for bad moments and need some warm words from a friend!
But no don't get me wrong, I don't except that the artists I consider my friends here and have given arwork as gifts give me a a lot of gift art or something I just do it because I love give gifts to people who deserve it Also I don't underrate my friends from not being in the same place I live, it's just...It's like what happens with God you know. I know he's awesome and loves everybody and it's in everywhere, and I know he's watching me and loves me...but...It's not that He isn't the best friend ever, it's just sometimes one as human being yearn to have someone from here, someone who I can actually hug and see their expressions and hear their voices, and that kind of stuff *sigh*....I think...that was the real reason why some days ago...I asked a dear friend of mine that if she could sing *chuckles*....It wasn't because of the phonetics...it was so I could feel her a bit more close...A bit less far away...Well, sorry I rambled too much and probably you don't get what I'm referring of XD...Except for who I'm referring and also :iconmotionmusic: who had free time to talk at that time and asked me why I felt a bit sad XD
I feel better though and I can come back to the drawing again I've never watched the show, but she one day mentioned that she liked this cartoon, then I felt happy cos I said "someday I'll need to make a drawing for her and I know what to do" I guessed that maybe since she's a mature woman she would like more the old character desing, so I made the girl with short hair like the old desing, also I like better the old desing I investigated a lot and saw lots of photos before painting, and then since there weren't clothes that I liked on the show, I did my own and I was inspired on a painting of a real cake
I tried a tecnique that it looks like watercolors, and I personally loved how the drawing came out, specially the hair and clothes! I hope she likes it too, cos it not...if not...well I don't know if I my heart could take something like that, yet it have never happened to me that someone I appreciate don't like artgift when I do it And I hope this time it doesn't happens, but if it happens...I think I'll put my head in a box of cereal out of shame and go to a dumpster (who can know why I say this will make me smile ) singing "de vuelta al basurero al basurero al basurero"