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Published: 2016-01-28 15:00:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 147788; Favourites: 9263; Downloads: 1123
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You've done your best with the tools you've got, but what if it's still not good enough?
Ask for help.
Today I'm going into hospital.
I am being taken to stay in a psychiatric ward again for a bit while I try and get my brain better.
Everyday is tough, I've tried really hard to do nurturing things and stay positive. I think I've done pretty well, considering. But I need to accept that I can't do it on my own at the moment, I need help.
Doctors are not sure of my diagnosis, my symptoms are more complex than depression/anxiety. I'm not worried about what they'll label me with, I just want to get better. I've started writing about my experiences, which is helping. I'll share it all with you when I'm stable again. Though presently I can't begin to describe how horrible it's been; except to offer a small insight: I feel like death would be better than a life like this.
Yup. I need help.
This illness has taken so much from me. I don't want to let it take my life too...
Peace, Love and Asking for Help,
Blue
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Get better blue! None of us want you to leave. You and your art have left an impression upon our hearts, so deep that if you leave, our hearts would go with you. I have gone through what you are going through right now. Believe me, you will make it.
Stay Strong!
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That's heartbreaking to hear. I am so sorry for you. I am not sure if you want my sympathy, if you don't feel free to hide this comment.
I really hope you get better, you are an amazing person and an even better artist. You have a long life ahead of you. Make the best of what you have now, keep a tally of all the amazing things in your mind. Just like life was given to you, it can be taken away.
Stay strong and keep fighting. Stay positive, rant, scream, cry, laugh, smile, be amazing. If you ever need to talk to me hun, I am here for you. I will always be here, so feel free to send me a note.
We all love you.
Skittles~
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OH MY GOSH IT'S BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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We all hope you get better Blue xxx
get well soon
-Ashley
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Keeping you in my prayers, I hope you can get better as soon as possible. Stay safe and please know we're here for you!
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Beautiful.....
I hope you re-establish quickly................
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Just met you and only through your art and your words but i'm praying for you.
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You have my undying respect for getting help for yourself. I wish you the best of luck and can't wait to hear when you're better.
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Sometimes the bravest and hardest thing to do is ask for help. Be kind to yourself as you and your team can work through this. Sending you lots of love and well wishes.
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anyway on a more serious note:
I hope you get better soon!!
<3
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Its undeniably remarkable and admirable that you have found help for yourself. Communication and acceptance are the steps towards self-perfection and peace of heart/mind. Please tread carefully with doctors, medications, etc. and remember to stay strong and endearing. You are a person. Although you may receive numerous clinical labels, you will overcome the unfathomably dark entities that are consuming your creative, limitless life essence and beautiful feminine energy. Nevertheless, you are really brave for your receptivity and If you would like to call someone, ever, feel free to contact me anywhere (instagram: anastaxsiax) or tumblr (siaxsilver.tumblr.com). Your art is truly breathtaking, and your smile/charm when I met you was lovely and warm. I hope your radiance implodes when you realize how special you are, how special we all are, until you can't ignore or reject the light, and the days seem more and more positive. It is truly about changing your perception of all: I'm still doing the same. Give it time and thought! You are already well on your way towards happiness!
Take good care. You are divine!
- Anastasia
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I recently figured out that if you do something, you have to want to do it yourself. There's no purpous to doing the task at hand otherwise. People unfourtunatly are not mind readers and most of the time are too oblivious to notice if something is wrong (practically High School in a nutshell XD). It takes courage to step out and say, "I need help. Someone, anyone, help me." It can be the hardest thing to do. But you have to want to do that if it is going to happen. I think that you did an excellent job at portaiting this. Be proud of what you do. It's not only amazing, but can be life impacting for people. It certainly has for me.
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sometimes it ok not to be ok and its good that you are getting help...just keep on having faith and holding on to hope, whatever happens whatever pain u go through one way or another life will show u that there is beauty ...at night go and look at the night sky and just gaze at its beauty ....u r so amazing and u inspire me and i just want to see you happy again..dont let that burning flame of passion run out but fuel it and shine bright like a shooting star ^^dont wish that u want to be dead to get over with the pain its going to be ok. Life is beautiful and so r u <3
i suffer from depression and stuff like that so i know what u feel but i have faith that u can shine through the darkness and prove to all ur demons that you are strong ..<3 Stay strong
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Sometimes you can't be positive. and that's alright. its hard to take life moment by moment especially if all the moments seem/are bad. You are loved. but you have to love yourself too! I find that to be the hardest of all. Hang in there, darling.
You are a very talented individual. Don't forget.
Love the art as always.
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You're an amazing artist and everything you do is so beautiful. It does get better I promise!
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Get better soon! You do beautiful arts & I LOVE them
I have OCD and depression since I was 11 due to bullying & bad school environment so, you know, I kind of know how it feels...*hug you* I also prayed for you
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omg
you are a beauiful artist and you dont deserve to die
idk if you ar religous but i will pray 4 u
you are my inspiration and i hope you get well
one day there will be no such thing as death and we'll all be happy get well soon
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I pray that during this time of turmoil and growing pains, you will be able to grow into your best self. Much love! <3
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Death isn't the awnser. 
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Shooo cute,although is sad,and what's wrong?did you hurt yourself while doing something?QQ also,have you ever done any (digital or not) tutorial?because your style is so gorgeous(specially the way you combine realism with a cartoon-animeish style,which is so great and fabulously fabulous combined!!(I hope you get it because I ran out of ideas/brain to write more) have a lovely day!! ^^
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I hope you'll be fixed and feel better hon.
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It pains me that a bunch of people don't even read the description. I hope you feel and get better. Everything will turn out right in the end, I promise.
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it is sort of sad, considering some people don't even look at the description and post it somewhere on the internet. read the description people, you could get to know people better. great art and get better soon
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Keep going! I know you'll make it. Everything will get better, eventually. I love the art and emotions that it portrays, it's amazing. Even though it doesn't seem like it now, there is light. There will be a way. Stay strong. You are awesome.
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When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
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i love that song
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Doctors, nurses, and drugs won't help you. The truest form of depression comes from the realization that in the end nothing in this world truly matters. But, don't worry. Look on the bright side: in the end nothing truly matters. Just remember that your end fate is eternal. Make the wise choices. Everything else is irrelevant.
Oh, yeah... and beautiful art by the way.
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