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Published: 2009-07-13 21:46:09 +0000 UTC; Views: 10987; Favourites: 149; Downloads: 57
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Description Genderbending!Taang AU (TAU for short) version of Avatar: The Last Airbender. Other pics and things in this series can be found here: [link]


CAPSTAANG WEEK, DAY TWO:
13/7 REALITY IS CRASHING TO THE FLOOR


I was young but I wasn't naive
I watch helpless as you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it


“Toph please, reconsider,” Aang begged, trailing after him like a kicked puppy. “You’re just acting in the heat of the moment, you shouldn’t—”

“No Aang, this was a long time in coming.” Shouldering his knapsack, Toph turned and glared in her direction.

“Do you think this is easy, waiting after a girl when all she does is chase hopelessly after some other guy? You can’t—” He broke off and sighed, briefly pinching the bridge of his nose between thumb and forefinger. “You can’t expect me… you can’t ask me to keep doing this indefinitely.”

“I never asked you to be anything but my Earthbending teacher… and my friend.” Aang whispered—and it was true, she hadn’t. So why did he sound like she’d been leading him on this whole time? “All I wanted was to defeat the Fire Lord, win the war and restore peace.”

“Well, now the war’s over.” Toph removed something from underneath his sleeve, and even without looking Aang knew it as the space earth Sokka'd given him, which he'd metalbent into an armband—one of his few treasured possessions, and one he wore constantly. “And so are we.”

“Toph, what—?”

“This is Sokka’s,” he cut her off, taking her hand brusquely and pressing the metal ring into it. Startled, Aang only barely managed to close her fingers around it in time before he let go.

“You can pretend he gave it to you directly, if that makes you happy,” he added, as he spun on his heel and strode away.

I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor...


I did the right thing, didn't I? He argued silently to himself, standing in front of an open cabinet that held nothing that he would possibly need for his journey back to his parent's estate (HIS estate). I mean, there’s no point to hanging on where I’m not wanted.

Toph slammed the cabinet shut, and opened the one next to it.

I thought… I had a chance. Even if she liked Sokka—

Slam. Open.

—She sounded pretty crushed when I said I was leaving.

Slam.

Maybe I screwed up.

Slam.

...Yeah, I definitely screwed up.

Slam.

“Damnit,” Toph breathed in frustration, leaning his head against the wood and closing his eyes.


Idly and almost subconsciously, a tiny tiny part of him wondered if there had been even the remotest possibility... that Aang had liked him back.


...Not that it mattered. It was too late to do anything about it now, wasn't it?


After all this why
Would you ever want to leave it?
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you will ever know
And part of me died when I let you go...


FIN.


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[One of my favorite Taang songs... plus Boy!Toph and Girl!Aang to mix it up.

Also I owed some GB!Taangst, so...]


Characters belong to Mike and Bryan and Nickelodeon. Lyrics from "Blind" by Lifehouse
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Comments: 65

GinnyPotter7887 [2009-07-13 22:59:51 +0000 UTC]

Awe, poor Toph. You got rejected, rejected you just got rejected! Again. Poor Toph :l

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jinjinbun In reply to GinnyPotter7887 [2009-07-14 03:04:21 +0000 UTC]

Rejected, rejected, rejected... it's a sad refrain. :/

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GinnyPotter7887 In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-14 03:50:11 +0000 UTC]

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luna-wannabe In reply to ??? [2009-07-13 22:53:08 +0000 UTC]

your ability to draw hands inspires me and saddens me because I cannot reach that level T__T

But I like this. Awww the GB!Taangst!

omg I wanna draw older!GB!Taang now. Maybe that'll be my capstaang entry.

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jinjinbun In reply to luna-wannabe [2009-07-14 03:03:45 +0000 UTC]

Aww, well... it's just a matter of working at it over time I guess. Mine are still rather flawed in any case

Most of my entries for capstaang week are a mix of Canonverse and TAUverse Taang, just to make things interesting. Also because I had problems with prompts in places... ^_^;;

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luna-wannabe In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-14 03:40:21 +0000 UTC]

I know... it just doesn't come naturally to me

I have no idea what my entries will be. Atm I'm working on this one, which is basically me designing what I said I would do earlier - combinations of my older designs and your genderbending designs for Toph and Aang. Because what could be hotter than older Taang?

OLDER GENDERBENT TAANG.

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BlackStar-okuz [2009-07-13 22:38:42 +0000 UTC]

I love it

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Raolia In reply to ??? [2009-07-13 22:08:54 +0000 UTC]

I don't know what to say for this. It's like aangsty and sad but cute and....thinking about this confuses me.

I APPLAUD YOU!

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jinjinbun In reply to Raolia [2009-07-13 22:42:29 +0000 UTC]

I get carried away by music? XD I listen to a lot of saddish songs, and they tend to influence what I create most of the time.

YOU APPLAUD ME FOR CONFUSING YOU?

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ZekeStar [2009-07-13 22:01:01 +0000 UTC]

Awww D'8 Poor Toph. He feels rejected <3
I think we need some TAU fluff to balance this out.
Or as close to fluff at TAU can get...

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jinjinbun In reply to ZekeStar [2009-07-13 22:39:24 +0000 UTC]

Strangely I had this feeling with canon too. Aang trots off and "OH HAY KATA--" *smoocheroo* (Elsewhere Toph spits out her tea. "That little--!")
Heh, I can do TAU fluff. TAU's a lot fluffier than some of my other works in general, already ^___^

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ZekeStar In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-13 23:08:29 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, thats what I thought D: Poor Toph, always getting her/his heart broken.
Whoo fluff! >D

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Raolia In reply to ZekeStar [2009-07-13 22:08:20 +0000 UTC]

WHAT CHU DOIN'? GET ON SKYPE, FOO'!

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ZekeStar In reply to Raolia [2009-07-13 23:07:28 +0000 UTC]

SORRY I WENT TO FEED MY NEIGHBORS CATS D: And now I gotta get in the shower. BUT I WILL RETURN~! *fwoosh*

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