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Description Genderbending!Taang AU (TAU for short) version of Avatar: The Last Airbender. Other pics and things in this series can be found here: [link]


CAPSTAANG WEEK, DAY TWO:
13/7 REALITY IS CRASHING TO THE FLOOR


I was young but I wasn't naive
I watch helpless as you turn around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it


“Toph please, reconsider,” Aang begged, trailing after him like a kicked puppy. “You’re just acting in the heat of the moment, you shouldn’t—”

“No Aang, this was a long time in coming.” Shouldering his knapsack, Toph turned and glared in her direction.

“Do you think this is easy, waiting after a girl when all she does is chase hopelessly after some other guy? You can’t—” He broke off and sighed, briefly pinching the bridge of his nose between thumb and forefinger. “You can’t expect me… you can’t ask me to keep doing this indefinitely.”

“I never asked you to be anything but my Earthbending teacher… and my friend.” Aang whispered—and it was true, she hadn’t. So why did he sound like she’d been leading him on this whole time? “All I wanted was to defeat the Fire Lord, win the war and restore peace.”

“Well, now the war’s over.” Toph removed something from underneath his sleeve, and even without looking Aang knew it as the space earth Sokka'd given him, which he'd metalbent into an armband—one of his few treasured possessions, and one he wore constantly. “And so are we.”

“Toph, what—?”

“This is Sokka’s,” he cut her off, taking her hand brusquely and pressing the metal ring into it. Startled, Aang only barely managed to close her fingers around it in time before he let go.

“You can pretend he gave it to you directly, if that makes you happy,” he added, as he spun on his heel and strode away.

I would fall asleep only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like it was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor...


I did the right thing, didn't I? He argued silently to himself, standing in front of an open cabinet that held nothing that he would possibly need for his journey back to his parent's estate (HIS estate). I mean, there’s no point to hanging on where I’m not wanted.

Toph slammed the cabinet shut, and opened the one next to it.

I thought… I had a chance. Even if she liked Sokka—

Slam. Open.

—She sounded pretty crushed when I said I was leaving.

Slam.

Maybe I screwed up.

Slam.

...Yeah, I definitely screwed up.

Slam.

“Damnit,” Toph breathed in frustration, leaning his head against the wood and closing his eyes.


Idly and almost subconsciously, a tiny tiny part of him wondered if there had been even the remotest possibility... that Aang had liked him back.


...Not that it mattered. It was too late to do anything about it now, wasn't it?


After all this why
Would you ever want to leave it?
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it

That I loved you more than you will ever know
And part of me died when I let you go...


FIN.


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[One of my favorite Taang songs... plus Boy!Toph and Girl!Aang to mix it up.

Also I owed some GB!Taangst, so...]


Characters belong to Mike and Bryan and Nickelodeon. Lyrics from "Blind" by Lifehouse
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Comments: 65

nunie15 [2017-01-24 05:57:06 +0000 UTC]

is he sacrificing his heart? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱😱

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Lefteyedetective [2011-11-19 05:57:32 +0000 UTC]

Don't leave Toph!!!! Please!!!!

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Nutmegwrites [2011-05-18 00:54:31 +0000 UTC]

That's not how the realationship between them ends is it!? PLZ SAY NO!!!!

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jinjinbun In reply to Nutmegwrites [2011-05-18 02:34:02 +0000 UTC]

No, it doesn't end there xD; but you could say it takes a bit of a break while they sort their angsty teenaged feelings out. Every relationship has its ups and downs and this is one of the latter

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Nutmegwrites In reply to jinjinbun [2011-05-18 03:49:31 +0000 UTC]

Yay!

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Gentlewolf [2011-04-19 21:33:42 +0000 UTC]

OMG's! This... this is amazing!!!

Poor Boy-type Toph...

Poor Girl-type Aang...

*sigh* I wish I could write a continuation of this for you, but I'm afraid that it wouldn't be anywhere near as good.

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bearaiin [2011-02-11 20:57:46 +0000 UTC]

Aww! I want a sequel of this! You should totally write a fanfic of this. I know somebody already made it, but it was a little too quick , I would have liked more love triangles like this... You are one awesome artist, an awesome writer and an AWESOME creator of anything at all! I love you!

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jinjinbun In reply to bearaiin [2011-02-14 00:35:04 +0000 UTC]

Wow, that's a lot of compliments to live up to But thanks!

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taanghalocrossover [2010-10-31 23:21:33 +0000 UTC]

so sad and yet beautiful the expressions says it all

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Eatfoodzap [2010-07-25 03:01:17 +0000 UTC]

Girl!Aang crying...made me cry. Just a little. I love her expression on the far right.
ONCE AGAIN I SHALL SAY IT: YOU ARE THE TAANG GODDESS, MY FRIEND.

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jinjinbun In reply to Eatfoodzap [2010-07-25 15:30:12 +0000 UTC]

That's a hefty title for one person to bear alone. I'd like to think there is a bit of the "Taang Goddess" in each of us that loves the pairing even the guys, lol.

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Eatfoodzap In reply to jinjinbun [2010-07-25 16:31:40 +0000 UTC]

x3 I suppose so...
BUT STILL. YOU HAVE AWEZUM TAANG-ING SKILLZ.

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PrincipessaItaliana [2010-05-01 04:15:47 +0000 UTC]

He goes back appologizes right? RIGHT?
Surely this isn't the end of AU Taang?

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jinjinbun In reply to PrincipessaItaliana [2010-05-01 04:33:09 +0000 UTC]

Heh, don't worry ^^ It's a stumbling block, sure... but definitely not the end for them.

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xlovelylightx [2009-07-18 16:49:35 +0000 UTC]

Oh, I love the way she reached out to him!

DON'T JUST STAND THERE GIRL AANG, AFTER HIM! NOW!

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KlownCat [2009-07-15 16:36:36 +0000 UTC]

Ur an awsome drawer, i can't get ovr it. Your good at writting too. You should write and publish a book. ^^
I'd defenetly read it. x]

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FangirlLynHibiki [2009-07-15 03:09:10 +0000 UTC]

the taangst *cries* why Aang why Toph! Nice though really sad

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SarcasticLeaves [2009-07-15 00:12:36 +0000 UTC]

Poor Toph
Great emotion displayed her =^_^=

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Moranofchaos2 [2009-07-14 18:30:17 +0000 UTC]

seriously, why so much taangst? me wants some Taang luffle!

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bearaiin In reply to Moranofchaos2 [2011-02-11 21:01:20 +0000 UTC]

The Taangst IS the Taang luffle! Feel Toph's pain, flowing through your veins! That. Is. The Power. Of. Awesome...

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Moranofchaos2 In reply to bearaiin [2011-02-17 02:57:23 +0000 UTC]

Nu :U

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Friekie6 [2009-07-14 16:54:25 +0000 UTC]

Oh gawsh, the drawings were sad by themselves, and the last one where Aang's crying is really emotional to me, but after reading the story it's even worse

I like it when the metal ring falls on the ground ^^

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Leila-Dinthalion [2009-07-14 16:50:18 +0000 UTC]

And I only just noticed Aang's short ponytail. It's hardly n the tie. XP

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Leila-Dinthalion [2009-07-14 16:49:10 +0000 UTC]

I already saw it, but the backstory behind the scene gives it power. Wonderful job.

And I've been Toph here before. Said that if nothing's happening, I have to move on. I understand the emotions here. It's incredibly aangsty.

How do you do it???

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jinjinbun In reply to Leila-Dinthalion [2009-07-15 03:23:16 +0000 UTC]

Story of my life. Except I was never so fortunate. IT'S ALL IN THE CHANNELING. *taps forehead*

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Leila-Dinthalion In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-15 14:05:50 +0000 UTC]

:/ No so fortunate huh? I think you've been plenty gifted with amazing artistic talent. Ohm... I'm working but It's not happening...

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luckyenigma [2009-07-14 16:30:31 +0000 UTC]

What does "Capstaang" stand for?

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jinjinbun In reply to luckyenigma [2009-07-14 20:14:26 +0000 UTC]

Capslock Taang. From how it was explained to me, "Basically capslock is just injecting a bit of humour or otherwise looking at something in a funny way- of course, with all the text capslocked. The fic doesn't have to be written in capslock though, because we'd all get a migraine. They can be mature or they can be as they are now."

(I've been bad about the all-text capslocking though makes me feel like I'm constantly screaming.)

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luckyenigma In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-15 17:12:59 +0000 UTC]

ok. and the "AU" ?

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jinjinbun In reply to luckyenigma [2009-07-16 00:10:46 +0000 UTC]

Alternate Universe. ^^

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luckyenigma In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-16 15:54:55 +0000 UTC]

thanks.

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bananahon3y [2009-07-14 12:30:43 +0000 UTC]

WHYYY DAMMIT!! WHYYY!!!???? why cant she like the boy TOPH!!! T_T. when i read/saw, i felt like screaming !!! XD
i love it tho!!, you are seriously damn good at this!

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librabeauty23 [2009-07-14 03:53:27 +0000 UTC]

Sooo much Taangst!
I can't decide what to do for today's theme...

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jinjinbun In reply to librabeauty23 [2009-07-14 04:58:32 +0000 UTC]

They are a little interesting, or at least different than the usual. It gives a lot of creative license, though.

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K9-The-First [2009-07-14 03:51:05 +0000 UTC]



Ya know, if this was part of a musical, Aang would grab his hand to stop him, and I know exactly what she would sing...

I don't want, anybody else. When I think about you I touch myself. Oh-hoho.

And of course Suki and Katara would be watching, squeeing the whole while. ^_^

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jinjinbun In reply to K9-The-First [2009-07-14 04:57:13 +0000 UTC]

Pfffft-- Way to get rid of that aangsty tension! XD

Suki and Katara make quite the dynamic duo when it comes to this pairing. *waves flag*

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K9-The-First In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-14 15:31:30 +0000 UTC]

I encouage you to listen to the song. The lyrics of the corus are a teensy bit blue, but the melody is very sweet. ^_^ 'Sides, I don't really like angst in certain forms and/or amounts.

And yes, Suki and Katara are to Taang what St. Jun and Tophgod are to Zutara. ...Hmmmmm

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jinjinbun In reply to K9-The-First [2009-07-14 20:11:58 +0000 UTC]

What, "Blind" by Lifehouse? ^^ I did listen to it as I was drawing this (although it probably didn't help that I watched the music vid as well =_=;, but I admit I started it out for Properly Balanced (prompt 1). The mix... came out a bit like this.

And don't forget Sokka, the Canon Taang Shipper! XD "Rocky Relationship" indeed.

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K9-The-First In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-14 21:58:25 +0000 UTC]

...Nn. No. Touch Myself by... Actually I don't know who sang it. I think it's an eighties song.

D'OH!! Yes of course!!

But I was thinking of my Taang Meme: In it is a question as to who the "Trinity of Taang" would be, but so far no one of the two whose done that has touched the question. ...Well, okay there is "Rabbi Kuruk", but still. Didn't Mumy tag you for it? or was that someone else besides Ria?

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jinjinbun In reply to K9-The-First [2009-07-15 01:48:07 +0000 UTC]

OHH, okay. Hmm... I think I found it?

I think that was Riia and Kathytachan? At least, 'twas Stitch in the grass skirt.

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K9-The-First In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-15 01:58:00 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I checked after I posted.

...I feel silly.

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rainbowrenthead [2009-07-14 01:53:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! This is beautiful! Really I'm still in awe of your ability to draw hands, and to convey so much story in so little space!

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jinjinbun In reply to rainbowrenthead [2009-07-14 03:22:47 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome, and I'm glad you like it! Thanks for your kind words!

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sigel4ever [2009-07-14 01:46:17 +0000 UTC]

oooooh god...


sad and very good

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jinjinbun In reply to sigel4ever [2009-07-14 03:18:42 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!

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sigel4ever In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-14 03:30:43 +0000 UTC]

^^

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Rhinocio [2009-07-14 01:43:08 +0000 UTC]

;o; GUH. MY HEARTSTRINGS.

I adore Toph's face in the bottom left scene. And the haaaaaaaaaands~ ASDFGHJKL. This is so beautiful, and crushing at the same time. The backstory was awesome; Toph's smashing of doors really portrayed the hurt of the situation. <3333

Gorgeous.

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jinjinbun In reply to Rhinocio [2009-07-14 03:18:08 +0000 UTC]

Aww, thanks Riia. *tugs* ^^

The entire scenario/backstory was sorta borne out from the fact that I couldn't see why Aang would want to switch from Sokka to Toph without being shaken out of her comfort zone. I mean, in canon he never exactly moved on from Katara and I couldn't see Toph as the kind of person who sits around for years for her to come around when it seems she doesn't want to.

Of course, this means a healthy helping of hurt all around. T_T

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Rhinocio In reply to jinjinbun [2009-07-14 03:54:46 +0000 UTC]

Makes sense. But, you know, hurt always brings out good things in good stories. So I shall have NAIVE OPTIMISM about this whole scenario besides, you're drawing it all, so the Taang is pretty much inevitable. X3. I'm glad the TAU Toph is a little more forceful, romantically. YOU PUSH THAT PLOT, TOPHY.

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jinjinbun In reply to Rhinocio [2009-07-14 05:03:35 +0000 UTC]

NAIVE OPTIMISM! 'Tis good.

Welp, without a good push in the right direction how does one expect to get their happy ending? ^^ And yeah, the inevitable Taang. 'Swhat I get for naming it TAU.

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