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Published: 2016-01-28 15:00:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 148967; Favourites: 9260; Downloads: 1123
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You've done your best with the tools you've got, but what if it's still not good enough?
Ask for help.
Today I'm going into hospital.
I am being taken to stay in a psychiatric ward again for a bit while I try and get my brain better.
Everyday is tough, I've tried really hard to do nurturing things and stay positive. I think I've done pretty well, considering. But I need to accept that I can't do it on my own at the moment, I need help.
Doctors are not sure of my diagnosis, my symptoms are more complex than depression/anxiety. I'm not worried about what they'll label me with, I just want to get better. I've started writing about my experiences, which is helping. I'll share it all with you when I'm stable again. Though presently I can't begin to describe how horrible it's been; except to offer a small insight: I feel like death would be better than a life like this.
Yup. I need help.
This illness has taken so much from me. I don't want to let it take my life too...
Peace, Love and Asking for Help,
Blue
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The colours are awesome! And get well soon :')
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Ironic that on a day where my depression seems to be getting the better of me... where suicidal thoughts have come again after so many years without them... that this would be the first thing I see after logging into DA.
I don't have any advice... not really. I wish I did... I wish I could say something to help take some of the pain away... all I can do is beg you to hold on... to not give up. Life is temporary and always changing... death is permanent and stagnant. I don't know if that helps at all...
I'm willing to listen if you need to talk or vent.
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Er... I tried to write something reassuring and cheerful and so on, but seemed to be so lame and dull... So, you've got my sympathy and all the good wishes, thoughts and prayers: get well soon, and get fully over it! I wish I could do more for you.
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I hope you feel better soon. You are such a brave soul. Remember, your life is too precious to let go of.
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I really hope you will be fine and feel better soon.It's not easy when
your own mind is against the life itself.It's like you're in a trap between spaces...
I can see so much pain in your works but I think that's the reason why
your works are so amazing there's so much feelings inside of them!
Still...too much pain is not good for yourself. I hope you will never
stop doing art it's not only beautiful it have a reason,deeper reason.
And that's what people needs !
Be strong! or no just remember that you're stronger than you feel
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I really really hope you recover well!
Love and hugs xxx
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No words can accurately describe how much we wish for you to get better. To heal. So I will settle with the standard Get Better Soon, because it is what we all wish. I have no idea if you will get this sooner or later, but whenever you do, know that many people are hoping you get better.
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You can note me anytime you want to talk.
We're all here for you, Blue! Stay positive.
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I know where you're coming from. About a year ago I tried to take my own life. But I promise you, it will get better. Maybe not soon, but eventually, it will. Wishing you the best!
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I wish you all my best and hope you get better soon
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I can kinda relate to this. I try my hardest to help my self (even tho I can be kinda harsh on myself, heh). But sometimes it's not enough. I asked mom to take me to a therapist but she is taking her sweet time for a long time she wouldn't even consider it! But now she will, but I have to do something first. This thing lasts 30 days. Ugh...
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I love the colors and the expresion of the girl ...everything about this artwork it´s amazing ...really sorry about what you´ve said about going to the hospital and been depresive ...someone really close to me it´s the same and I know it´s really hard ...hope you get better and if it´s anything I can do to help ...from were I´m ...just ask !!
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You're so strong, sweetie, and I'm so proud of you for doing what's best for you. You can do this. <3 We love you, and are always here for you.
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You are staying strong, and that is so admirable, you are such a beautiful, talented, inspiring and amazing person 
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Admitting that you need help is a giant step to healing! Glad to see that you are seeking help. I can't imagine the pain you are dealing with, but you are in my prayers. Have courage, faith and determination. Don't let it over come you! Being fixed is possible.
Drawing and writing are great ways to express yourself, so don't stop with these meaningful, beautiful pieces! Hope to hear more from you!! You aren't alone in this!
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Your use of color is so strong and emotional. I think it's one of the things that draws me so strongly to your artwork.
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good luck friend <3 i hope you figure it out~ the art is beautiful too
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I hope this all rights itself in the foreseeable future and that life becomes a better place for you. Stay strong, and hopefully you'll continue being the most amazing person that you are.
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Oh my goodness, I had no idea things were getting that bad. ; ; I really hope that things start to look up for you soon. But even if they don't, know that you will heal. Even if it's not anywhere in the very near future, the future does hold recovery. I know from personal experience, though things never got this bad for me. Again, I am so sorry and wishing you all the best. I will pray for you, hon!
And a lovely piece. Very symbolic toward your situation and what you're going through. If only a band-aid could make everything better...
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00ooo0o0o0oooooo0o00000oooo... get better soon \( i ^ i)/
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Really glad you've got the insight and bravery to seek proper professional help. Good luck and best wishes.
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The eyes are magnificent, and the colors are just amazing!
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Blue, you are an amazing person, and it hurts my heart about all your going through.
I'm so glad you are going to get help, and I'll be sure to keep you in my thoughts and prayers. <3
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OOOOOOOOOOOH!!!! MYYYYY!!!!!! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!! this is an awesome painting ( ° o°)
mmmmmmmmmm... I can see that your nick is "Destiny Blue" but at where I know, Blue is the First... not the last
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I'm so sorry that you have to go through this and I hope you feel much better soon.
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I hope you get feeling better. Remember you can get through this, after every storm there's a sun. You'll be in my prayers
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i love this drawing, and just wanted to tell you that i have been sending links to your art and your story to a friend (she dose not have a deviant art) and she wanted to tell you that you telling people about your experiences has really helped her too. i hope you get better, and that you know that we all love you and your art.
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Get well soon! I hope that doctors will help you and you'll be free from pain 
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I'll be thinking of you, do feel hugged please!
You're doing the right thing.
Take care
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Stay strong 
I hope you'll get well as soon as possible, we are here for you <3
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I think you need to look into Past Life Regression therapy. Seriously. It's real. It's helped me so much.
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Stay strong Darling, we're thinking of you!
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These are adorable. I always get excited when I see one of your pieces in my feed.
How are you feeling these days?
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Hope you get better soon :tacklehug: 
Awsome work as always
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Realizing that you need help is a very important step in recovery. Never give up and know that you are strong enough to overcome it, even if it doesn't feel like it right now.
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Good luck and strength to you, girl! Be safe!
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Stay strong Blue! We're all here for you! Take all the time you need!
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