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Published: 2016-01-28 15:00:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 148976; Favourites: 9260; Downloads: 1123
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You've done your best with the tools you've got, but what if it's still not good enough?
Ask for help.
Today I'm going into hospital.
I am being taken to stay in a psychiatric ward again for a bit while I try and get my brain better.
Everyday is tough, I've tried really hard to do nurturing things and stay positive. I think I've done pretty well, considering. But I need to accept that I can't do it on my own at the moment, I need help.
Doctors are not sure of my diagnosis, my symptoms are more complex than depression/anxiety. I'm not worried about what they'll label me with, I just want to get better. I've started writing about my experiences, which is helping. I'll share it all with you when I'm stable again. Though presently I can't begin to describe how horrible it's been; except to offer a small insight: I feel like death would be better than a life like this.
Yup. I need help.
This illness has taken so much from me. I don't want to let it take my life too...
Peace, Love and Asking for Help,
Blue
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Good imagery, with the band-aid, and great eyes. -take care.
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I hope you get better. I wish I could say more to help you, but that's all I can say. <3
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Hey ! Have you ever considered that you could be "suffering" from Asperger Autism ? That would "explain" your amazing drawing skills, the fact that you see things differently and also the suffering that you can't describe...
I am pretty sure youdon't have time to read all the comments and i am also sure that you have a lot of fans trying to support you, but if you ever wish to talk about Autism (which is not something to be ashamed about) or just discuss depressions and ways to face it with someone who got out of depression (the darkest phases i mean) recently enough, don't hesitate.
Else i'd only advise you to try and get to see someone specialised in autism and high IQ , that might be a reason, and maybe you'll find more help with specialists...
Good luck, whatever i feel you, and your drawings mean a lot to me.
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I wish you the best of luck. I hope you get well!
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Fantastic work, I hope you will get better soon !
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Love this emotional piece hope u feel better and good luck
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You're an amazing artist, and my role model for art, I hope the best for you ^^
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You're a wonderful artist, I hope you get better soon!
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Miss Blue my thoughts are with you. I understand that my words won't mean much right now, but just know how much you mean to the people who love you and even just the people who see your artwork and smile. I know that it's because of your work that I'm still alive today. We love you Blue, and I cant wait to see what you make when your war is over
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Hi Blue, you most likely won't see this comment but I just thought I'd say it anyway. Seeing you go through this is heart wrenching, but to me, it's very inspiring. It's hard to put into words that don't sound like I'm being a jerk.....I've had a lot of issues with my mental health my whole life, with schizophrenic disorders, depression, suicidal thoughts...and I thought that it was only me who had so much to deal with. In my defense I am only 13, so I was young when I thought this. But seeing that you can go through this, and still stand strong, still have the humbleness to ask for help. It's amazing....and it really helped me realize, that if you can do it, I can at least try. I just wanted to say thank you for helping me realize this, even though you weren't aware. I hope all goes well with your stay at the hospital, and that you remain to stand strong. Thank you for never giving up.
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Strength, love, and prayers my internet friend. I know how hard it is--as a sufferer of bipolar type2/hypomanic. It can be very very tough to deal with an illness. So you've all the encouragement and support I can give through the wires. You can face this, it may not be easy but you can. Keep moving forward if you can, even if its an inch or less at time.
I know it always seems silly to tell someone suffering they can do it. I know how scary and hard it can be. I've been there. Just believe as best you can that it is possible to face this, and do better, and of course keep getting the help you can from them.
If you need anything, we'll be here.
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Wonderful work as always. Do what you need to do to help fight back. I hate asking others for help so I admire you for being able to find the strength to do so.
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the title reminds me of this song www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZtAbTu…
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as long as you can fight keep fighting for your sanity, for your life, for the people for love you
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The fact that you are able to take your pain and turn it into something beautiful is a sure sign of how strong you are inside. We're all cheering for you!
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*hugs lots* so lovely pic as usual and i will be thinking about you xxx that title fix me, that kinda hits home for me at the moment been having a rather hard time latly with health myself and like you art helps so much! so you are in my heart as always xx take care and i wish you best health xxx
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I hope you'll be better soon, my dear. Stay strong, I believe you can handle it.
And also your art is still beautiful, great job!
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Your art inspires so many people! You are loved and I hope everything will get better as quickly as possible! Stay strong! 
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empathy and prayer all the way! we're all here for you.
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We're all thinking of you here! <3
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Keeping you in our thoughts <3 I wish you well
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You'll get better! I'm sure of it!
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I shall pray for your swift recovery
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I hope everything goes as smoothly as possible for you~
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please be safe <3
wish you all the best with your recovery!
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Wishing you all the best on your journey to recovery! Hang in there, you'll get through it
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I really hope you get better. You've gone through so much, and you still amaze me with your strength. It takes so much to keep fighting when you want to give up. I hope anyone who deals with this knows how much they mean <3
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You're my biggest inspiration and I would do anything to see you happy and well, I hope you get the help and clarity you've been searching for! Your art is such an inspiration to others and to me, and when I met you in person I was really nervous but then once you started talking to me it was like talking to a friend and I actually started tearing up, and you hugged me and asked what my name was and we talked. I even came back around a second time to talk to you again. Thank you for that, because I was going through a rough time in my life as well, and I'm here to send you a virtual hug because I really do want to see you be happy and succeed because you deserve it more than anyone. Thank for being such a big inspiration to me, and I hope you get well soon!!
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I wish you all the best as you work toward healing yourself--it's good you're asking for help, and I hope it works out well for you. Continue to express yourself and be sincere about your feelings--being honest to yourself is sometimes the hardest hurdle on your path to wellness.
Don't be afraid to let things go if you think you'll be better off without them.
Good luck!
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Good luck on this journey! You are not alone, and even though it may seem now like you are not strong enough and everything is just a bit too scary and too much, you'll get through. I'm sending you lots of love!! Your art means a lot to me and I can really connect with it!
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Dear Blue,
I remember meeting you at London's comic Con in 2013. I had just started a sabbatical year from university because my life wasn't going very well. I needed a break. I remember deciding on the spur to book a plane and going to my first comic con ever and hoping that it would be an experience to tell. it was. Meeting one of my favorite online artists in real life was a blessing for me. I bought one of your paintings, had it signed and gave it to my best friend who was going through such a hard time. She was so happy to receive it!
I wish to thank you. Through your pain and sorrow, you create works of art that bring joy and warmth 
Love,
Little-mess
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I wish you the best of luck figuring out your diagnoses and working towards a better states of mental health!
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lookin at ur art is always a relief to me since i've been through major depression for a real long time now, it's like seeing my own feelings in your works, maybe with or without ur knowledge u're being more than helpfull, so stay strong, lots of love!
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I really hope you can get better. Just... please, please don't kill yourself. Life has millions of good things, I know you know about that too. Stay strong.I know it sounds stupid, since I have no idea of how the things you are experiencing feel. I just wanted you to know that I am really proud of you, and glad, that you really want to get better. I'm happy you're not giving up. I really hope that you continue to be able to stay fighting.
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I love the drawing, and I know from personal experience on how you feel. I know that I never got to your point, but I might have if it weren't for my close friends. They told me when it gets though you have to be stronger than it. I still struggle, but I am working through it. I can't give much, but this kind of long comment. I hope it helps even if it is just a little bit.
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It isn't fair for humans to feel so so bad 
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Get well soon, Blue! Lots of love, from me, to you. <33
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