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Published: 2016-01-28 15:00:06 +0000 UTC; Views: 147793; Favourites: 9263; Downloads: 1123
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You've done your best with the tools you've got, but what if it's still not good enough?
Ask for help.
Today I'm going into hospital.
I am being taken to stay in a psychiatric ward again for a bit while I try and get my brain better.
Everyday is tough, I've tried really hard to do nurturing things and stay positive. I think I've done pretty well, considering. But I need to accept that I can't do it on my own at the moment, I need help.
Doctors are not sure of my diagnosis, my symptoms are more complex than depression/anxiety. I'm not worried about what they'll label me with, I just want to get better. I've started writing about my experiences, which is helping. I'll share it all with you when I'm stable again. Though presently I can't begin to describe how horrible it's been; except to offer a small insight: I feel like death would be better than a life like this.
Yup. I need help.
This illness has taken so much from me. I don't want to let it take my life too...
Peace, Love and Asking for Help,
Blue
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I know it may not just happen, that you get instantly better, but I still want to wish you well, and hope that things will turn around for the better for you. 
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I love this. It is simple but beautiful.
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I hope you find the help and support you need, and the happiness you deserve. Good luck!
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Every freakin time a see a piece from you, I just get all emotional. The freakin feels
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Each of your artworks express's so much emotion, hopefully the emotion you make us feel helps you to feel a little better, because every piece I've seen is just amazing and you should be so proud to have such a talent x Being about to convey all that in one image.. its just wow..
Hopefully all goes well. You have all our thoughts with you.
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I hope you get the help you need. You're probably worse than me, but for what I have, it's exhausted me already.
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gorgeous artwork! we all hope that you recover, and will wait as long as it takes for you to get better <3
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I'm sorry to hear about your brain....I really do hope everything works out alright.
But this is an amazing piece of artwork, it really shows the message behind it.
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Amazing! I just love how colorful your work is!
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A hug because u need one
And a hug for u because I really feel with u and want to help u however I can.
Have a rest and relax.
I wish u all the best and dont harm urself, please!!!
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Love you Blue!
I know you'll get better. c:
In the meantime, take it at your own pace. You'll take your life back c:
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Please feel better soon
As long as it takes
I'll wait for you
To feel better
I'll pray for you!!
God Bless
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Love your work. Hope all is well.
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Great picture. And now take your time to get better, we will be waitin´here as long as it takes
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Dear Blue, I hope that you know just how much everybody here on DeviantArt cares about you, and we want nothing more than for you to find peace of heart and mind. We are all here standing with you, and we love you so, so much. I know that you are an incredibly strong, brave young woman, and no matter what happens you will overcome it. You are such an incredible inspiration to so many people, because through your struggle you have endured and proven to the world that anything is possible. Your pieces are so much more than just art; they are visual emotions, and they express everything about you in a way that nothing else ever could and have helped thousands of people, including myself. I owe you so much, because you have shown me what true bravery is through the challenges life throws at us, and deserve so much respect for your strength. Be patient, our beautiful, talented friend. You will get through this. I will not tell you to stay strong, because you have been for so long and should not have to fight anymore. You need to step back and find your center to heal. You can do it, and will come out of this with the world in the palm of your hand. We are all here, praying for you! God bless you, Blue. We love you.
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Hey Blue,
From one depressive to another, hang in there. It takes guts to admit that you can't go it alone and ask for help.
One word of warning though: keep your wits about you and question everything. I really really hope that the hospital you are going into is as it should be and that the doctors help you get better. Sadly, my experiences of psychiatric wards, doctors, therapists, psychiatrists, and even charities have shown me that you need to be on your guard at all times, and family and friends who can be your advocates and protectors are vital. Sometimes the 'professionals' use the patient's weakened state to manipulate them. This has happened to me more times than I care to remember (been fighting depression/anxiety for nearly 8 years). By all means be positive and engage with your treatment, but be wary of doctors who won't let someone sit in with you during an appointment, or refuse to discuss concerns with your family, or avoid giving straight answers to questions.
I wish you all the best, a speedy recovery and much inspiration
Sorry about the long-winded preachy message.
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Your art is amazing, you have so many people supporting you don't let others get you down ;3 <3
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We're all here for you Blue, even if you cant hear our support
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Everybody is supporting you don't worry
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All our lives are important, Blue. And you are very talented and inspiring. Because of your challenge in Autodesk Sketchbook community I was able to show my work and have the great opportunity to win the challenge. I live in a country where it is not easy to make art; essentially, the art supplies are very expensive, and there is not much support. And then, because of your help with the challenge, I have more support to keep going with art. So I thank you very much.
You are strong! We can see that through the many works you put here. You will get better, Blue! A virtual hug in your soul!
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Blue don't worry, we'll always be here for you! I'm so happy you got help, I don't know what we'd do without you!
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Blue dont give up! You got this!Your beautiful art has always spoken to me and inspired me to do better.We 
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Blue, you are incredible that you can draw such amazing drawings whilst you're in so much pain; You continue to inspire me and thousands of people with your art which is truly beautiful
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I really wish I could just hug you! Someone as beautiful and kind as you does not deserve something as horrible as mental illness, nobody deserves it. I wish you the best, and I'm confident that you'll overcome this! I believe in you! #teamblue
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Good luck, Blue! Never give up! Get better soon, 'cause I know you will <3
~Starfire
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Good luck!! Hopefully you can look back years from now knowing that it all worked out ^^
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Trust me blue you'll get better don't give up!!
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I'm a broken person myself but let me say one thing that you or anyone else who feels broken, may find reassuring
One would think that if you drop a bowl and it shatters that it can no longer be as good as it was, even if you somehow glue it together again. However, there is a certain Chinese tradition where smiths mend plates and bowls by binding the pieces back together with gold. This is to symbolize that it grows more beautiful in the breaking, it's imperfections only enhance the true beauty within.
You may be broken now, but one day, you will mend, and when that day comes you will be more beautiful than ever before. The places you cracked and then healed will become greater than before, and you will find happiness and beauty once again.
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thanks, glad I brightened your day
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