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You've done your best with the tools you've got, but what if it's still not good enough?
Ask for help.
Today I'm going into hospital.
I am being taken to stay in a psychiatric ward again for a bit while I try and get my brain better.
Everyday is tough, I've tried really hard to do nurturing things and stay positive. I think I've done pretty well, considering. But I need to accept that I can't do it on my own at the moment, I need help.
Doctors are not sure of my diagnosis, my symptoms are more complex than depression/anxiety. I'm not worried about what they'll label me with, I just want to get better. I've started writing about my experiences, which is helping. I'll share it all with you when I'm stable again. Though presently I can't begin to describe how horrible it's been; except to offer a small insight: I feel like death would be better than a life like this.
Yup. I need help.
This illness has taken so much from me. I don't want to let it take my life too...
Peace, Love and Asking for Help,
Blue
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Asking for help is one of the hardest things to do sometimes I think. Wishing you alot of love and a full recovery, and healing 
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Hold on Blue! I wish you all the best, and good luck <3
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My heart bleeds for you, Blue. I can feel my eyes well up just thinking of you, wishing you all the best that I can. Giving you all that positive energy and love.
<3
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And this picture is simply beautiful. Just like all of yours
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Omg NO! This idiotic ilness will NOT take your life. You are the most amazing and the sweetest most beautiful girl I have ever met. Dont let ANYTHING change that. You are precious, and you will hurt alot more people then yourself if you let it take you. But you are getting better. You have all these people to help you. And you will NOT let it take you because it doesnt have the power to do that when all of us are here. We will help you. You will hwlp you. Dont let anything take your sparkle and your life away from this place! This will go away. But you have to FIGHT! FIGHT FOR YOUR LIFE! FIGHT FOR YOUR TALENT! And we will stand along side you, encouraging you, helping you, healing you. You are......I cant even find the words to describe it. You are perfectly imperfect. I cannot, lots of people cannot, stand to see you upset, let alone ready to take your life. It WILL get better! YOU WILL GET BETTER! But you do have to fight. And we will ALWAYS be there to help. Just try. And you will get through it. I know for a fact that all these people have left sweet comments, because they love you. I love you. You will be okay, you will get the help you need. From us, and from yourself.
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Going through something similar. You're very brave and you will beat this. Best of luck.
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Hope you get better soon!
All our love goes with you!
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I wish i could give you a hug sweetie but hang in there! You will get better so long as you have the will to do so. I'll be praying for you my dear.
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I know all about that..I have depression and I am bipolar and sometimes I have physical symptoms because of my mental illness. I have lived with since I was 16 years old and I feel sometimes abnormal and would love to get rid of it but I tough it out.
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It will take time, it will be a long road, and it may be hard. However you are taking steps which you feel are the best for yourself. There's not much else I can say that other's have not already spoken on. It's just a process, and it will take a Lot of time.
Take care of yourself. *many hugs*
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It gets better. It takes a whole lot of time and effort, but it does get better. I'd rather die than go through that darkness again, but I got through it and good god was it worth it. To be happy and satisfied with your life is amazing and you will get there. You've already started by getting help. I'm so proud of you. I've been to the psychiatric ward seven times and I am thankful for each time because it got me to where I am today. It gets better. It's going to take it sweet time, but it does get better. You're in my thoughts, dear one. I wish for you to reach your light at the end of that dark, horrible tunnel. And I wish you the strength to get there alive.
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I'm sorry about what you've been going through recently. It sounds like it has been tough for you. Just know that you are in my prayers, and that I hope the doctors can give you a proper diagnosis so that you can start the healing process.
Also, even if I have never left a comment before, I love your artwork! Every time I look at it, I'm always amazed the level of talent you posses! You've gone as far as getting help, so don't give up yet. Life does get better.
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Hope you get better! Always a good idea to ask for help when you need it.
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Very nice painting by the way.
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aye I know how you feel and I hope you feel better ><
and ahh I'm glad you're getting help
I hope one day I'm able to do the same hahah xwx;
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I know I am only a stranger to you online but best wishes to you that you'll get better soon. All of us care for your health. Stay strong, Blue!
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I do hope you get better. You are an incredible artist and it's saddening for me to hear that you're dealing with this. It's good that you're getting help, though. Best of luck in getting better! You seem like such a lovely person, I can hardly wait until you feel stable. Much love and prayers sending your way <3
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You are an amazing artist and a great person! Try to cheer up.. if you have too just watch cat and puppy videos all day! Sometimes it's nice to take your mind off of things
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Everyday is a good day kid, just try and miss one.
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I'm so sorry to here that.
It probably feels horrible.
I hope you feel better soon.
I'm supporting you and I hope you know we are all here
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My thoughts are with you. Reach out your hand for help when you need it, don't be afraid. I hope you soon find the strength you need to pull through this. Latch on tightly, you are loved.
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Sending you tons of Strength, Trust, Hope, and Love! You WILL get through this, Blue. We are all here for you and supporting you.
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I'm very sorry to hear that. I am also having a (slightly) difficult time in my life, but after hearing you and your problems, I feel so bad for you. I cannot believe that I'd be so selfish. May you be healed and live a happy life. Oh, and I love your art. The colors are very nice, and the concept is deep, too. I cannot help you much, but all I can say is "good luck".
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Your drawings always amaze me, and often they manage to visualize feelings I've been trying to explain for years. I hope things get better for you, and that you can soon get back to doing what you love. Even though I've never met you I'll be praying for you <3
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You're drawings are amazing and so meaningful. Congrats
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All the best Blue. Hope you get that needed help and come out on the better side of things.
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Well at least you aren't going for a band-aid solution... Sorry, puns are my coping mechanism 
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This is an absolutely gorgeous piece, and the meaning just as beautiful.
I wish you all the best, Blue, and we are all here supporting you <3
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We are all here for you, you will beat this.
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Blue, I love your art so much. Your sense of color is amazing and every time I look at one of your pieces I feel instantly happy. I am always in awe of the way you are able to handle light and color, the intensity of the contrast and the stories and emotions so effectively portrayed. When I am not feeling my best, it makes me feel much better to see your artwork. I know it's far from easy, but I hope that you find a way to start feeling better <3
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Wishing you all the best... You're an inspiration for your bravery in opening yourself up like this to share, and in getting help. This is a message that a lot of people need to hear. Asking for help is hard, and I'm really glad you're on your way to getting better...
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Sending positive thoughts, I wish you success on your journey to wellness.
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Good luck and know that you contribute something beautiful to this world.
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You're such an amazing person! i really hope things get better for you soon!
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I don't really know if this is enough but: Good luck.
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Picture speaksin so many ways. I just love it! I love your style and your work!!
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I hope they find out something that will make your issues manageable and its a speedy process. Good luck!
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I love and pray for you to heal, i wish i could take some of the pain from you so at least we could go thriugh it together.. i hope this passes sooner rather than later, as do you i presume heh
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It's amazing that you continue to create, for us, and for yourself, as you go forward through this. You are amazing, and beautiful. Just remember that, however hard it may be, kay?
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I admire you for being so strong <3 Best of luck with everything you're going through now!
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I'm so sorry, remember that it won't last forever and happiness is on its way! Get well soon
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