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Published: 2016-11-02 04:31:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 317; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 0
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4/1/17 - Updated it to add the full version I did, which includes Leslie Paylor. Adds a lot more to the piece but the original description does well enough XDWell, this counts as my October drawing for Luke. I needed to draw him for that month and loved the sketch. I had to finish the Halloween picture first.
But HOLY CRAP. I don't know what it is with me. Like I love drawing Luke happy like holding his babies, but then you've got the Luke suffering...I wouldn't call it angst, he's just in this massive amount of pain and it bloody kills me inside.
Now the story here; the background was just that massive blue star field for the whole thing. I thought about adding fire. Either he was leading a battle with his troops and they got blocked at this wall of fire, not a tall one due to a lack of trees to burn. Once it's over he looks back at the few of his troops left alive, and just has this shattered look on his face. There's no escaping the bleeding and dying behind him, both soldiers and innocent people.
The other possibility is it's a funeral pyre. They could possibly be burning bodies of the fallen, and as they leave Luke lingers behind. One of his commanders, Boggs or Paylor, or maybe even Torque call after him. This is the look he gives.
"You're not broken." Either someone says that to him, or he repeats it to himself as a way to continue to move on. However there's moments like this where the sting is just too much, and he has to have a weaker moment. I've spoken of times where he'll rarely show his tears only to a privileged few, namely the three mentioned above, waiting until all of his troops have left before he lets the sadness bleed out of him. This is one of those occasions. He hates war but he also knows it's necessary. The death that he's seen would only have been worse had they not fought back. He just laments that it has to happen at all, even if he doesn't let it stop him.
Ugh, Luke I'm so sorry baby DX
No major complaints here. My new brushes I made continue to serve me well. Shading isn't nearly as difficult as it once was. I'm having more fun doing backgrounds now and love how pretty they look. Shading still isn't perfect and I'm sure there's probably issues with the light sourcing. There's not any fire to his left or right, nor any in front of him, although some embers float past him as you can see. Getting the angle of his back was a bit tricky, and I had to make several adjustments to the lineart, namely his right ear (our left) and the bridge of his nose. I'm in love with this picture I don't have any big complaints with it. You might notice his injuries are similar to the black and white work I did of him earlier this year, only he's got an added cut on his cheek here, meaning it was likely later in the same battle, or at least one not long after. The gash above his eyebrow is also new.
The only way to keep from breaking, is to beg yourself not to fall apart. No one else can change your fate. You have to do this for yourself.
Colonel Luke Bertier and Leslie Paylor belong to me.
~ Halo
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JiraachiStar [2017-08-28 18:25:59 +0000 UTC]
The first thing that comes to my mind with this piece is "sweet sadness." There's obviously loneliness/loss, but I get this faint feeling of hopefulness/comfort too. I know this doesn't fit with your description, but it was my initial reaction before I actually sat there and read it.
The colors in this are very pretty - in a solemn way. It probably wasn't intentional, but I like how Luke's eye matches the colors of the fire. It's almost like the fire is reflected in his eyes, giving him this almost determined look to keep going through the pain. And in a weird way, Leslie's eyes matching the blueness of the sky creates the opposite... a calming effect, like she's trying her best to calm him down so he won't make any mistakes he might regret while he's caught up in the moment.
I can definitely see improvement in this pic compared to the one I just commented on from 2014! It's really cool to see the progress! ^_^
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ReverseTheEclipse In reply to JiraachiStar [2017-08-29 02:10:14 +0000 UTC]
These two are actually a couple so that comfort is there...I need to update the description better I didn't alter it much before I updated the picture to include Leslie XD
I do love this picture...Luke tries to downplay his eyes insisting they're plan but Leslie always insists they aren't. They really have this strong bond that was built on moments like this. I could go on about it forever but I love how this one came out I really do.
Thank you so, so much. I love hearing that it helps encourage me ^^
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ReverseTheEclipse In reply to Gemzybabee [2016-11-03 04:51:03 +0000 UTC]
I'm trying my best XD I've had good help XP Thank chu <3
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