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Timothi-Ellim — Delirium Redux

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Description Celebrating 2 Years of Digital Art!
In time, everything changes and so to has Delirium matured. No more is she the innocent girl shown in "Delirium Tempest", she is now a woman capable of facing the horrors of the world and of reality. Now, at the moment, she is in a state of clarity, a state that Delirium hasn't felt in quite some time.

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The short of how it all began

Back in the year 2011, during this month of September, I had finally completed my very first digital artwork. The artwork, titled Delirium Tempest, was the last of my personification series of works I had planned for that year and it was the culmination of an intensive month of self taught digital art training.

Delirium Tempest was more than just another artwork. It was and still is to me, a reminder of the paradigm shift I undertook. I had to show myself and my art teacher that my sudden switch to the Digital Art medium, which was foreign to me at that time, could at least bear some artwork worthy of exhibition and grading. The character personification of Delirium and the work also stands as a testament to that time in July 2011 where I was once confused and lost till I was introduced to digital art by a friend.

That is why there is no better way to commemorate my 2 years of digital art than with a new work of the very first digital artwork piece I ever did.

This is Delirium Redux, the resurgence of the revolution that was my paradigm shift.

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About Delirium Redux

Accepting the fact that I need to change is always the hardest.

Delirium, red haired, green eyed and beaming with all the uncertainty in the world, is to me, the personification of drastic change, of change so immense that one could go mad from it. She represents how I once felt utterly confused and how I’ve changed for better or for worse. She is my acceptance of change and the confusion of it.

There is a perfect beauty in imperfection.

Like I had once done, Delirium is a pure construct of my mind and is drawn from raw imagination and total freedom. Delirium isn’t meant to be anatomically perfect or even proper in any human form. She isn’t meant to be comforting or attractive. She is meant to be the unease you feel when change happens. This is why I draw her without any guidelines or reference as I want the rawness of the inaccurate proportions or the wrong perspective to provide you that sense of uneasiness.

They say the eyes are the gateway to the soul.

If you find yourself staring into her right eye, look into it with your left eye and feel the soul of the art. Feel the perseverance, the anger and the hope I had during that time of change. Where I had once drawn Delirium’s right eye covered, here I reveal it and with it’s revelation, I allow you to finally see the soul of the artwork I had created.

The future happens one day at a time.


The original work, titled Delirium Tempest would go on to provide me the inspiration for my beloved character of Circe Bell, who has the same fiery red hair and ethereal green eyes. Now 2 years later, I look back and I see just how much I have grown and I marvel at what would have happen if my friend had not chosen to come to class that day..

Just remember that it is only at our lowest points, that the greatest change happens.

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Check out Delirium Tempest, my very first artwork



See how Delirium inspired the Character Design for Circe Bell - The Flame of the Forest.

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Comments: 25

Nymonyrya [2013-10-04 20:19:02 +0000 UTC]

Featured! nymonyrya.deviantart.com/journ…

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Eeren [2013-10-02 16:13:19 +0000 UTC]

WOW! I really like this portrait!!

Her gaze is so intense and I love the contrast of her green eyes with the red hair!! (by the way, I've got the same color of eyes and hair XD )
You did a great work on the hair, it's very dynamic! And I like the skin too!
Great work on the textures!!

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LightrayPhotography [2013-09-30 06:29:03 +0000 UTC]

I love her face. Great improvement over the original. 

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to LightrayPhotography [2013-10-02 13:14:51 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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KIA-13-7 [2013-09-08 22:41:08 +0000 UTC]

Amazing

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to KIA-13-7 [2013-09-09 13:28:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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KIA-13-7 In reply to Timothi-Ellim [2013-09-14 07:09:40 +0000 UTC]

welcome

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efflora [2013-09-08 10:28:48 +0000 UTC]

Nice colours + contrast

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to efflora [2013-09-09 13:33:59 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you liked it!  

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Jonathanjo [2013-09-08 10:27:57 +0000 UTC]

Wow, your work is really awesome !

I like share art and i've decided to feature you on my acebook page www.facebook.com/jonathanjod

Like my page and share the post to your friends.

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to Jonathanjo [2013-09-09 13:29:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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Katsunogi [2013-09-08 09:00:33 +0000 UTC]

Awsome the colors are really vibrant !

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to Katsunogi [2013-09-08 09:55:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!  

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SheNewBreed [2013-09-07 17:14:14 +0000 UTC]

I love all of the different textures in this! Amazing!

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to SheNewBreed [2013-09-08 09:53:07 +0000 UTC]

 I've actually been trying to add more texture to my work so I'm really elated that you noticed them!

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SheNewBreed In reply to Timothi-Ellim [2013-09-09 06:19:39 +0000 UTC]

Well it looks great! If that's not the finished product, then I can't wait to see how it turns out!

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to SheNewBreed [2013-09-09 13:35:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! This is the finished product for now

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SheNewBreed In reply to Timothi-Ellim [2013-09-12 23:17:51 +0000 UTC]

Alright, well it looks really good ^_^ I'm going to have to check out the rest of your gallery soon!

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Sing-Down-The-Moon [2013-09-07 15:54:20 +0000 UTC]

This is so pretty! I love the hair!

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to Sing-Down-The-Moon [2013-09-08 09:47:41 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I'm glad you liked the hair, it's something I'm still working on

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Clawanimal [2013-09-07 14:02:52 +0000 UTC]

Very fierce

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to Clawanimal [2013-09-07 14:17:16 +0000 UTC]

Heh, i've seen fiercer haha

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Clawanimal In reply to Timothi-Ellim [2013-09-07 14:31:52 +0000 UTC]

yeah XD

 

But don't let in ruin her fierceness

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Timothi-Ellim In reply to Clawanimal [2013-09-07 15:48:46 +0000 UTC]

She may not be the fiercest but she still is one fierce lady  

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Clawanimal In reply to Timothi-Ellim [2013-09-08 15:26:10 +0000 UTC]

XD

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